PEOPLE BUILD UP WALLS NOT JUST TO KEEP PEOPLE OUT BUT TO SEE WHO CARES ENOUGH TO KNOCK THEM DOWN

Hi my name is Alexandra Christopher as every one knows me as Alex .I live in a small town but in a 14 bedroom mansion .My farther Edward Christopher runs the second biggest company in the whole of the U.S.A .I was living the dream life as my best friends but it didn't seem like a dream life .My B.F.F S Katrina Beth , Ashley Willow and Kasey Wightman to me they were like my sisters in crime we did everything together ,share lunch ,sleepover and all the typical best friend things .I go to brownstone private school for the gifted and talent , surprisingly I was one ,yeah I know .

School wasn't bad I wasn't the popular kid I was the richest and smartest girl there I could be the girl in heel's if I wanted to . ' If ' I wanted to but I already didn't have a normal life so this was the closest to it .There was one problem . Jackson bell .

He was the same as me but a total player and a jerk face but a real hottie , even I had to admit it. But he wasn't my type of guy ,yes he was; hot ,handsome, tall ,dark but he was just … just him and I hated him and he did back .

Yeah we were pure enemies ,since kindergarten but back then he was ok, now he was just a jerk only thinking about himself not other peoples feelings like mine .I know what your thinking I have 'feelings 'or him ,no I don't .Ok I kind of did but it all turned into anger like yesterday .

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Today was our music test I would probably ace It cause music was my life .I loved it so much , it helps to calm down and reflect all my emotions to it .As I walked down the hall I was holding hot chocolate from the café then suddenly I hit some thing hard and spilling it all over me .I know such a cliché but any way it went all over as I fell .

" What the fuck Alex ,you stupid klutz cant you control your feet you spaz " he hissing also spitting at me a little .Excuse me but I'm the one on floor drenched in coco ,such a waste.

" You did not just call me a spaz " I said with sass as got up my crisp white shirt and blue blazer ruined any the uniform is crap any way .

"So what if I did cause you are one " he said.

That was it he pulled the string " excuse you for being such an incompetent jerk and how dare you, how dare you call me a spaz when you clearly haven't seen your self in a mirror, ok so look at your self be for you judge others cause you are no better bell actually your the worst one of all and excuse my French you son of a bitch !" I shouted standing my ground and everyone around us were said ouch from what I had said .

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As I began to walk I heard him mumble "at least my real mothers not in a grave to take care of me"

I stopped and turned around on the heel of my shoes " you have pushed it now do not talk about my mother that way " I said really pissed .

" I can talk about who I want when I want and if I want to talk bout her lying dead in her grave I can " he said looking at me I glared that really stung " and at least my mother is still alive and wasn't a slut and you know how I know cause her daughter is just like her " he hissed coldly.

That was it my were filled with tears " Even though your mister popular guy and you can do what ever you want but that was uncalled for an..d..." I couldn't speak and tears were falling from my eyes softly trailing down my flushed cheek .I just turned around and walked down the hall way to the girls toilets .When I got in I cried hard sliding down on my back of the stall door .

My mother died from cancer 5 years ago when I was 13 it was quit hard to live without her atmosphere I loved her so much I had never forgotten her she was always with me heaven or earth but it was hard to let her go .my dad had kind of moved on he still thought about her but he had a new wife and a little boy called josh a year ago I was really happy for them and life was okay but on certain day I would break down and cry all night .But I would pick my self up and carry on with life .

After I wiped my tears away I changed into my spar uniform and thank god I had them cause I would be doomed .As I walked out of the toilet I noticed I was late to class but I just walked ,my teacher liked me so I was fine also it was the last lesson of the day .Walking, I reached for the door I remembered jack was in this lesson but I didn't care even though I sat next to him .Plus side is that if you preform you can then go home cause we all preforming .

Just entering " Alex I thought you weren't coming we cant miss your performance can we" miss gill said in her chipper voice and I forced a smile " thank you miss gill " I said as I got to my seat next to Jack .He was literally shoulder to shoulder to me since we were in the preforming theatre at the top end of the school. Sitting down ,not making eye contact with him ,i pushed my legs to the side far away from Jack and my whole body only using half the chair with the other empty side to Jack. I really didn't want to be in the same country as him than be at arm length .

After a few performances I decided to get this done quicker I putt my hand up " miss gill can I be next " I said desperate to get out and be with my friends even if they weren't finished there classes I just needed to be out of here. " yes of cause be my guest " she said smiling hat I asked then being told .

I got up and walked to the stage the piano was all ready to set for me from he last person I sat down on the stool and took a breath in and began to play my fingers lightly pressing the keys with such elegancy as I played i sang the song to it the room was filled with my voice. When I glanced to my right miss gill eyes were teary as I sang .The song really meant so much to me it was about losing someone you love and trying to find a way to get them back and how all your emotions were a wreck , then when life opens up to you will you take it or leave it.

When I had finished I took a deep breath and stood up and walked of the staged up to where jack was sitting staring at me then i got my bag ,coat and scarf then walk out the door but before that I said "send my results miss gill " then I walked out when the door closed I took a breath .