Um well…I know I'm not suppose to start a new story but I couldn't help it, besides it only has two chapter so sue me…jeez. I worked hard on it so I hope you like it!
Sadly I don't own the show Naruto or the characters like Sakura or Sasuke…yummmm…. ok I'll stop now… oh and I don't own the song in this chapter which is called 'Going Under' and it's by Evanescence.
P.s.: The song is in bold italics everything else is normal.
Chapter 1: Going UnderSakura's pov.
It was 6:oo am. I walked out on to the bridge where we always met every morning to train with Kacashi-senseai.(sp sorry!)
As I walked farther out on the bridge, I saw Sasuke waiting there- my heart fluttered. No one else was there…he was all alone…just me and him.
Perfect. Now I can make my move! Cha!
"Uh…good morning, Sauske-kun," I greeted him timidly, blushing.
Now I will tell you what I've done for you.
Curse my red cheeks! Why do I have to be so shy around him? Well no problem cause he barely even looked my way.
"Hey," he answered me flatly, like he had nothing better to do…which he probably didn't. My spirits dropped and now I'll never have a chance with him.
50 thousand tears I've cried.
He thinks I'm an annoying loser. Why am I even trying? But I mean look at him…he's so hot…so cool there leaning on the side of the bridge, just thinking. Honestly, whatever makes me think I could have him? I mean I always try to get his attention but he never seems to notice me… I train till my body can't take it anymore just to be better for him. What do I have to do?
Screaming, deceiving and bleeding for you and you still won't hear me.
I looked around the bridge turning to distract my attention elsewhere…but there was nothing.
Going under…
My usual source of distraction, Naruto, was late and also my sensei too of course. They probably wouldn't be here for a while either.
I sighed looking over the bridge and down at the water.
Don't want your hand this time I'll save myself,
Maybe I'll wake up for once.
When Naruto and my sensei finally did arrive we were told to battle each other for practice…and guess what…me and Sasuke were first to battle against each other…lucky day…
I knew Sasuke would beat me and he did…easily, but I still tried to show him at least I had guts…but not even that seemed to affect him. He just beat me and walked off. Not even a 'nice try' or a 'good job' or even a helping hand up?
Not tormented daily defeated by you,
Just when I thought I'd reached the bottom.
Will he ever notice how hard I train and how hard I ty to impress him just so he'll look my way?
Just when I thought I thought couldn't fall any deeper...I did...Naruto beat me next.
I'm dying again...
Soon it was lunch time. Both Naruto and Sasuke walked off to eat lunch, but I stayed. I had to train to become better and at least beat Naruto who Sasuke thinks less of. If I don't how will Sasuke ever see me?
I'm going under,
Drowning in you.
I'm falling forever,
I've got to break through.
I'm goiong under.
I kept training, kept hurting till my hands started to bleed...till I was covered in sweat.
Blurring and stirring the truth and the lies,
I had to keep going.
Sasuke thought I was weak...he thought I was annoying. But not any more! I"d show him even if it killed me. I kept going.
So I don't know what's real and what's not.
"What are you doing?" I heard Sasuke say as he came up to me.
Always confusing the thoughts in my head,
So I can't trust myself anymore.
Did he just say that! What am I doing!
You have to be kidding me...I'm bleeding for you Sasuke...so you'll see me and so I can someday impress you...
I'm dying again...
"I'm training," I told him instead.
He stared at me, "Well your not going to get anywhere by kiling yourself."
I'm going under,
Drowning in you.
I'm falling forever,
I've got to break though.
What! I've had it!
So go on and scream,
"Oh, so now you notice!" I screamed at him.
Scream at me I'm so far away.
"After every attempt to get your attention you finally notice me when I"m bleeding on the outside. You should see how much i've bled on the inside of you...just so you'll see me..." I said a little softer this time.
I won't be broken again,
"You never even look at me," I finished.
Sasuke gave me a hurt look then suddenly started to get closer to me until we were almost touching. He looked into my anger-filled eyes with his dark ones.
I've got to breath i can't keep going under.
Then Sasuke did the most unexpected thing: he put his hand gently over my bloody one, "I know Sakura...I'm sorry," he told me, "the truth is I love you."
I'm dying again...
"Ever since I've laid eyes on you I've loved you...I just couldn't let you know or anybody else...not even myself. I tried to tel myself I didn't because I have a mission and I didn't want any distractions and I didn't want you involved...the only way I knew how to convice myself that I didn't feel something for you was to ignore you the best I could. But everyday I found myself falling for you even more no matter how I tryed to deny it," he said sincerly.
"I"m sorry Sakura. You've helped me to be happy again after all that's happened with my family and this is how I repay you...by being so cold to you...I'm sorry."
I'm going under,
Drowning in you.
I'm falling forever,
I've got to break through.
Sasuke then covered my lips with his and I felt my once tense and angry body relax in his arms...I felt the whole world spin as he finally kissed me.
I'm going under...
"I love you too."
Going under.
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Oh wow that took along time since my computer is acting screwy again and it keeps shutting down on it's own so sorry about the dely but next chapter is about what Sasuke felt and yes it's a song fic too. Hope you enjoyed this chapter! Plz review!
---rayluva4