-1Disclaimer: I do not own sailor moon or any of her characters!!!!!!!
I don't suppose anyone's ever sure of where we come from and who we are meant to be, but from the moment I was born I knew. I knew who I was, why I had been born, and who I was to save. Does this make me any less human? No, I have strived for years to know the reason why I was born with the knowledge, why I was alone with only key knowledge left. Maybe it was to be a form of punishment to show me how wrong things can go and how right things were meant to be. I make mistakes like everyone else, its not as though I can see the future or lack there of. I always wondered when I was younger when exactly it would happen, how was I to change to the world? And then one day it hit me. Oh no not like a moving bus it was a slowly steady rise to the feelings growing inside of me. It was that day I met a white cat. This cat was to be my companion my confidant. I knew from that day forward my life had changed.
I was left as a child on some lonely steps watching my father as he drove away. Losing my mother had been the most dramatic experience of my 5 years of life, but to suddenly be leaving my home to live with my grandfather had seemed a punishment I was only to bare. I do not know what possessed me to do it, I still don't know how I managed but from that day on my inner life was guarded. My fire was doused to only the smallest flame could be seen and I was reborn. I felt betrayed and alone and I wasn't quiet sure why. That is when I met Phobos and Deimos. Two crows that came to me while I was crying and wiped away my tears. From that day on they became my constant friends and companions. I was later forced to school at a catholic church which looked upon my religion as a sort of sin. To this I replied that the nun's could keep their god. Then the day came when I met her and I knew in an instant my life was changing. I just wasn't sure it was for the better.
Being a genius is not easy. Don't let anyone tell you different. You are different from a young age. Ridiculed by any one that is your age for knowing too much or being too smart. Peers can be cruel. But so can family. My mother and father had been together for quiet a while when finally it broke. My father was always off doing his art and when he was home my mother was always at the hospital. It was a never ending battle with no winner at the end. Finally my father had come to a close. He couldn't live the way my mother wanted to live and she couldn't be the wife he wanted her to be. It was a clean divorce if not a hollow one. My father left and it seems as though it has been forever since I have seen him. I dove into my school work and became even more attached to my books. Books did not lie, books did not fight, books were just there. From then on books became my companion and thing I sought refuge in. That is until the day I met her. She came into my life as a whirl wind and never seemed to leave.
Fighting has been my life. Ever since I can remember I have fought for what was mine. My mother and father died when I was young in an airplane accident and ever since then I have been on my own. I fought social services to have my own place, I fought bullies to have the right to be where I was, I fought just to be alive. I was tall for my age and looked like a warrior woman incased in a young girls body. Fighting became my companion. When I didn't know what to say what to do fighting kept me sane from feeling the hurt that was bottled up inside of me. It was then I got kicked out of my school and transferred to Juuban where I met her. She was laughter to my brawn. Sweetness to my cynicism. To this day I do not know what I would have done I had I not met Usagi Tsukino.
