What I'd do
A/N: okay, this is ANOTHER one shot, but this time from Jules' pov! Thanks to The Casey for giving me the idea to write one about Jules, and thanks to all of you who read and reviewed "For You." So once again, read, review and please tell me what you think!!
Growing up, all the adults in my life drilled "don't lie" into my head. It was like the law to all of them, and if I broke it, I paid the consequences. Everyday before I would go to school my mom would say to me "have a good day, learn, have fun, and don't lie." Everyday she said this, and everyday I did what she said. No matter what. I didn't know that other kids' parent's weren't saying this to their kids everyday, so when I found out one of my friends lied, I was shocked. I had to tell someone, and it was usually a teacher because they told us "don't lie" everyday during school. And finally, before I went to bed every night, my dad would say to me "I love you, sweet dreams, and remember, no lying." I was spoon fed "don't lie" three times a day, everyday, so I never forgot it. But now, if I happened to find out that someone I was getting very close to was not an actual psychic, and was lying to all of the Santa Barbara Police Department and more, do you know what I would do?
I'd lie for you, that's what I'd do.
In the Santa Barbara PD, lying is obviously not an option at all. When you're a police officer you deal with people who are lying to you almost every day of the week. Whether they are trying to save themselves, or trying to protect a friend or family member, they lie to you. And you know it, and say to yourself that you will never do what they did. Even if you are trying to protect someone you love dearly. That is exactly what I have been saying to myself since I joined the Police Academy, and then came to SBPD. I will not lie, no matter what the situation, because the truth will always set you free. All my time spent here in Santa Barbara, and not once have I ever even had to think about lying to protect someone. But then I met you, the "psychic," and for the first time in a long time, I questioned myself about what I would do for you. Would I really break the one rule that has been constantly drilled into my mind my whole entire life? What would I really do for you, if I ever found out you weren't an actual psychic?
I'd lie for you, that's what I'd do.
Since I met you, I have always had my doubts and suspicions about whether you were really a psychic or not. But as you solved more and more cases, and even the little things you discovered (Lassiter takes 3 creams and 4 sugars in his coffee), you started to have me convinced. But in the back of my mind, I still had my doubts, I just couldn't prove it. From the first day I met you (also the first time I'd pulled my gun) I have been in love with you. I'd never really believed in love at first sight, so I tried to convince myself I didn't really love you. It worked. For about a day; and then I saw you at the police department and fell in love with you all over again. I can't deny it anymore. You are everything I have ever wanted in a man. You are funny, smart, gorgeous and able to be serious and sensitive if the occasion calls for it. In short, you are perfect. And as my feelings for you continued to grow, I realized that if it turned out you really weren't a psychic, I wouldn't care. I would put all my morals and rules behind me, and not care about right or wrong, just you, because you are the most important thing in the world to me.
So Shawn, I'd lie for you, that's what I'd do.
A/N: well, there you have it folks! I hope you enjoyed it. Don't forget to go push that little blue button, and review!! I love getting them!!!!!