ok readers, lets just get to the point,k? light is under personal investiogatio by L, and is herby having to live in the same suite as him, and light has had just about enough of Ls crap.
chapter 1: never been touched
"Thats it!" light screamed, slamming his fist into Ls face. :Why are you so desperate for me to be kira?!"
L rubbed his jaw, then, without so much as a chang in expression, drove his heel up and into lights chin."Im not desperate for anything! i know its true!"
Light retaliated, kicking L straight in the stomache, Ls face, for the most brief second, contorted in pain.
Light was absolutly thrilled! for just that moment he had overpowered L!
"how can it be true?!" light screamed. "ive donr nothing to afford suspicion! ive been under survielance these entire two months!"
"actions speak louder than words, and right now your violent outburst and defensive argument lead me to bielieve so."
Light dove at L, knocking him to the ground. " Im. not. a. killer.!!"
The next kick dealt sent light straight back.L climbed on top of him, securing his arms.
"Stop light! Thats enough!"
"Get off of me!"
Suddonly light felt an intense pressure on the back of his neck. His eyes grew heavy until he just couldnt stay concious any longer.
x x x
When light regained conciousness he was still on the ground, just exactly where he had fallen.
For a moment he wondered why he was in so much pain, but then he wondered his little 'sparring' match with L... that would definatley explain it...he stood slowly, eyed slightly foggy.
Light stumbled in the dark, gripping his head that throbbed with pain.
"That bastard!!" light screamed in his head, trying to focus his eyes. "He thinks he can overpower me!?" "he he", he chuckled out loud.
At that moment there was a faint crash from that sounded from the bathroom, like a pillbottle spilling its contents.
Light looked around the corner, bracing himself on the wall, still a bit groggy.
The bathrrom light was on, door wide open. light could see Ls reflection in the mirror.
Light smirked. Ls shirt was off, and he was coverd in bruises. His left hip was coverd in blood.
x x x
L stood in the bathroom in front of the mirror. He had removed his shirt and disposed of it. It was torn in several places and stained with the blood that was now beginning to dry and clot against the long gash running across his hip.
L reached blindlt beside him, pulling the small cotton handtowel from its rack and pressing it tightly against his hip, biting his lip against the pain that followed.
L reached above him for the pain relievers that he kept in the small cabinet.
Just as he got the cap off there was a suddon jolt of pain that ran through his hip. the bottle fell from his fingers and spilled across the counter.
Ls eyes clenched in pain. he reached blindly across the counter for a small handful off pills.
"whats the matter, L?"
Ls eyes shot open and up. in the mirror he saw light standing in the doorway leaning against the frame - arms crossed over his chest.
The smirk he wore was evil; like he had accomplished something horrorable-done something sick and demented that he had always wanted to do.
L felt like he had...
or was going to...
"What do you want, yagami?" L asked, turning his eyed away."Leave me."
Ls fingers tightend around the painkillers in his fist, as another wave of agony wshed over home.
"It hurts, doesnt it, L?"
L bit his lip, trying to ignore the shuffling of lights movement behins him.
That was until he felt lights fingers curl over his own on the counter.felt the heat of his chest smoothing over his back.
L gasped, clenching his eyes. he could feel the panick rising in his stomache.
"Your in pain" light said.
It wasnt a question; it was a statement.
L wanted desperately to get away fromt his- to be gone from the entire situation-to slow his heart that was pounding so relentlessly and mercilessly against his rib cage.
But he was pinned. caught in a horrid entanglement of marble counter and flesh.
"Just push him away!" L thought. but he couldnt. just the thought made him sick with fear. the fear of his bare flesh connecting to lights. to be so intimately close to another.
So he stayed still; perfectly still.
"Its killing you isnt it?" light said quietly, almost seductively.
L shivered.
"Get away,yagami." L abruptly ordered.
"That i defeated you." light continued.
Back away , yagami." L tried again.
"That you lost to me?
"Light. . ."
"That i overpowered you"
"Light" L couldnt breathe. light chest was pressed against his shoulders!
"Admit it, L"
"Dont touch me!!" L screamed, yanking his hands out from under lights, wrapping them around himself. he curled over slightly. "dont touch me. . ." he whispered.
At first light was shocked. his eyes were wide with it. then slowly realization began to sink in.
"Whats the matter, L?" light asked re- approaching the man who was still curled into himself.Ls breathing was heavy and unsteady.his entire body was shaking with anxiety.
Light smirked, hugh and evil. he brought his hand to the nape of Ls neck, placing it lightly there to run his fingers over Ls skin.
L jumped. light felt his mucles tense."your trembling" light whspered into his ear.
L intook a sharp breath. he opened his mouth to speak, but whatever came out was completely inaudible.
Lights eyesglinted evily as proof of his theory was lain out right in front of him.
"Are you alright, L?" light asked sarcastically. slowly he brought his free hand around Ls body, pressing his palm against one of the many bruises adorning Ls abdomen.
"Light!" L rasped. "stop!"
"What is it?" light asked, feighning worry. his fingers pressed harder against Ls flesh.
"Let me go!" L groaned. his voice was completely panicked. he sounded on the verge of tears. his body seemd to be convulsing.
"Why?" light asked innocently.
Experimentally, light moved his hand slightly lower. the tip of his pinky finger dipped just below the rim of Ls baggy jeans.
Ls eyes shot open.
"No!" L screamed, reflexively throwing light away from himself.
L held his stomache. his eyes were wide, his breathing heavy.
Light began to laugh evily from the cold tile floor where he layed. L continued to tremble violently.
Suddonly light stopped.
"No ones ever touched you like that before have they , L?"
Ls eyes shot quickly to lights, then beck to his hands. he curled into himself.
"Your afraid of it arent you, L?"
It was a statement, not a question.
L gasped: intimacy ; human connectio - it was his biggest fear and weakness. . .
And now kira knew of it.
Yes.
The way light looked at him now. . .
That stare could only belong to kira. . .
But L couldnt admit it to himself - he wouldnt. . .
chapter 1 end
preview chapter 2
L unbuckled his belt and whipped it off one-handed, still holding lights wrists with the other.light gasped again and tried, again, to struggle.
L understood what light was probobly thinking then.
and he laughed.