These are Isabel's last thoughts, she is dieing and there is nothing she can do. This is part of 'What We've Been Though'.
As I lie here, on this bed. I know I'm going to die. I'm in so much pain, I can't cope. It tears though my body like a knife blade. I'm going to die, and can't do anything about it.
Hold on to me love,
You know I can't stay long.
All I wanted to say was I love you and I'm not afraid.
Can you hear me?
Can feel me your arms?
Neriah places my baby in my arms.
"Ali" I whisper. I look at him, and he is the only thing I can look at. I feel Arkarian's arms come round me. Holding me tightly.
Holding my last breath,
Safe inside myself.
Are all my thoughts of you,
Sweet raptured light, it ends here tonight.
I lock eyes with Arkarian; I see the terror and pain in his eyes. I want to comfort him, but I can't. He knows it's too late, even with our daughter's frantic healing effort. Charlotte looks up. Tears streaming down her face.
"There's nothing I can do" she whispers.
I'll miss the winter,
A world of fragile things.
Look for me in the white forest,
Hiding in a hollow tree (come find me).
I know you hear me
I can taste it in your tears.
I can feel Arkarian's pain flood though me, his tears fall onto my face. He can't bear this. I hear Charlotte crying, but am just as helpless to comfort her. I try to talk, tell them it's all right. All I can do is look into to there eyes, seeing there uncontrollable fear is so painful. My body starts to shut down.
Holding my last breath,
Safe inside myself.
Are all my thoughts of you,
Sweet raptured light, it ends here tonight.
My arms loosen, Charlotte takes Ali from me. Then I feel something, some strange connection, suddenly I am opened up to Arkarian's thoughts. His eyes are focused; he is trying to pour his life into me. I shut my thoughts off. I can't and won't let him give his life for me. I could never life if I did that.
Closing your eyes to disappear,
You pray your tears will you here
But still you wake and know the truth
No one's there.
The world starts to fade, the sounds fade and die and my eyesight darkens.
"I love you" I whisper.
The last thing I see in this world is my soulmate's eyes, dark with sadness. I let out my last breath and my heart stops beating.
Say goodnight
Don't be afraid
Calling me as you fade to black
Sweet raptured light, it ends here tonight.