(AN) This was a challenge from a friend, very short story. I haven't finished watching Junjo Romantica so sorry if I got anything wrong. Last episode I watched was when Hiroki and Nowaki got back together. So enjoy all.
And I do not own Junjo Romantica or its characters.
Dear Takahiro
Takahiro…..just saying your name drives my heart wild, beating faster every second. I want to tell you so badly how much I love you. When I see you all I want is to hold you, to kiss you, to show you how much I want you. But I don't, I know if I do ill ruin it and ill lose you as well. Seeing you everyday and being with you makes the pain of hiding my feelings for you bearable. I hug you and try to kiss your cheek pretending that i'm playing around. You laugh and tell me to stop messing around. I smile and pull away but deep down it kills me. To think that if I ever told you, you would treat my love as a joke. Maybe that's my fault as well, but I can't help to play along if it gets me closer to you. I hoped that maybe one day you would notice my feelings. That you would one day say you love me too, but that was just useless wishing. You never did and you never cared how I really felt. That night I came over to celebrate your little brother's acceptances into college. I only tutored him for you to make you happy and proud. I thought maybe it would help you see how I would do anything for you.
But you broke my heart the day you introduced me to your future wife. I felt my heart clench at how happily you told me that you wanted me to be the first to know. Even then you never saw how much deep down I was breaking, you didn't but someone else did. Misaki your little brother he dragged me away and I cried in his arms. For the love I lost and I love I found. I know now that though I loved you, you weren't the one for me. When you left Misaki moved in with me so he could keep going to school. But really I wanted him close because I refuse to let another love pass me by. But unlike you he noticed, every time I hugged him, he held me tighter. Every time I tried to kiss him, he kissed back and I felt my heart soar. I fell in love with Misaki but I never stopped thinking about what you would say. I don't know if you'll hate me in the end but I really do love Misaki. Even if you were to keep us apart I don't think I would stop loving him. And I wouldn't want to lose your friendship. I don't think ill ever give you this letter but if you do get it. I'm sorry if you're angry or confused but I refuse to keep my love hidden again. I loved you at one time Takahiro but I now know the one for me is only Misaki.
Yours truly: Usagi
(AN) So let me know what you think….I have been thinking of doing a small one shot between Usagi and Takahiro. But i'm not sure since I haven't watched far enough yet. But please review….reviews are awesome.
…XOXO…