TITLE: your fragile beating heart
AUTHOR: Pepperrrr
RATING: PG-13 for reasons
PAIRING: Tony Stark & Loki Laufeyson
WARNINGS: this is so short, sorry if this comes off as weak and dumb, sweet singing fuck the angst, what-if au, loki thinks a bit too much, omg the angst i'm sorry
P.O.V: Third person.
DATE WRITTEN: October 14th 2012 11:53
SUMMARY: He would have to run away and never see Tony again if he wanted to live. So he would keep Tony as long as he could. Just so he could keep the warm skin and the adoring eyes and the everything that was Tony Stark.
AUTHOR NOTES: omg why did i write this
oh
because i randomly wrote a poem thing in the pov of loki in a what-if situation of a possessed tony stark
yeah
its on
ahm the poem is at the bottom of the fic

"Come to me, Stark.." Loki ordered with a soft voice, and the hero stood and walked closer, kneeling to him once he was very close. Loki leaned down in his throne and cupped the man's cheek, his green eyes softened greatly.
"I should not have done this to you, Anthony.." He said softly, looking pained. Tony had no reaction but a furrow of his eyebrows.

The god looked into the once-brown eyes with a strange expression before shoved the hero's head to the side with a light growl.
"Is there something wrong, my lord?" Tony asked as he turned his face back to the god, who looked away from him. Tony came closer and touched the trickster's cheek, caressing metal and cool, pale skin.

Loki turned his face into the warm palm, trying to pretend this was real, and this was Tony Stark with his mind not strangled up in the blue threads of the Tesseract's control. Oh god, and then there was the love spell, and Loki was disgusted with himself for doing this to the man. How selfish. How careless. But this was necessary.

He wanted Tony to himself. And he also needed him for his plan. And after it was all done, he would have to release Tony from his control. And that was the worst part. Because Tony would hate him for this.

He would possibly try to kill him. Loki would be torn between wanting to preserve his own life, and to make sure Tony stays alive. What would be do then? He would run. As always.

He would have to run away and never see Tony again if he wanted to live. So he would keep Tony as long as he could. Just so he could keep the warm skin and the adoring eyes and the everything that was Tony Stark. Loki felt Tony nuzzle his mouth against his throat. And oh, how the next words made the god ache.

"I love you, Reindeer Games.."

"you have your spirits and your sharp wit
and your bravado
and then there's your fragile beating heart,
trapped against bones
and blood
the evidence of your mortality
and then there's my blackened veins,
trapped under blue skin
and my fair skin
the evidence of the lies
that are finally not mine
oh where are your eyes?
yet you see me
but are you looking at me?
with all of your hate?
i can't see it through the veil
and i hate to know
that's my fault
i took your mind from you
and i don't think
that i'll let you have it back"

omg if i made anyone sad i'm sorry