A/N I do not own Naruto. (There that covers my but). Please be kind its my first FanFiction Don't break my spirit so soon. SasuNaru.

Addicted

It's like you're a drug
It's like you're a demon I can't face down
It's like I'm stuck
It's like I'm running from you all the time
And I know I let you have all the power
It's like the only company I seek is misery all around


As the lyrics played all around, Naruto couldn't help but look at him

There he was the prodigy the man he most hated

His addiction, his heaven and hell all in one

He could feel the pain the hurt HE caused him

Why did he take it why did he allow himself such pain

Then that rare smile appeared and his entire question was answered

It's like you're a leech
Sucking the life from me
It's like I can't breathe
Without you inside of me
And I know I let you have all the power
And I realize I'm never gonna quit you over time

He had made his resolve he didn't need this

He was Uzumaki Naruto, someone who didn't give up it was his ninja way

Then when he finally got up he was once again pulled back in

That smile that was his curse his damnation and his fix

It was like the strongest magnet in the world to him

It's like I'm lost
It's like I'm giving up slowly
It's like you're a ghost that's haunting me
Leave me alone

"Naruto?" there it was that voice that kept him prisoner

"Why don't you just stay a bit longer?"

And with that he sat back down there was no way he could escape that voice

And those lips and those eyes

Those rare but treasured moments with HIM Naruto knew it and HE did too


And I know these voices in my head
Are mine alone
And I know I'll never change my ways
If I don't give you up now

He had been living this hell for three years now since HIS return

Cursing anyone that he looked at

Cursing himself for his weakness

But he waqs stuck in the world that gave the worst pain

And at the same time the best comfort

I'm hooked on you
I need a fix
I can't take it
Just one more hit
I promise I can deal with it
I'll handle it, quit it
Just one more time
Then that's it
Just a little bit more to get me through this

No matter what he did the image was imprinted in his eyes

He would close them and there HE was

HIM and HIS damn taunting smile

That smile that said there's nothing you can do your mine


I'm hooked on you
I need a fix
I can't take it
Just one more hit
I promise I can deal with it
I'll handle it, quit it
Just one more time
Then that's it
Just a little bit more to get me through this

Walking alone was a hell in it own every moment of the night came back

The caresses HE gave someone that wasent him

Those secrete whispers that tortured him

Those taunting giggles that even know ran in his mind

It's like I can't breathe
It's like I can't see anything
Nothing but you
I'm addicted to you
It's like I can't think
Without you interrupting me
In my thoughts
In my dreams
You've taken over me
It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm not me

And as sleep came he felt the disturbance in his house

He felt the bed move as someone entered it

He felt the embrace of those pale arms

He felt cheap but there was nothing he could do

He was addicted to Sasuke Uchiha

The truth was he loved moments like these

No matter how much pain he would feel in the morning

Finding himself abandoned once more