So this is my new fan fiction inspired by the music on my IPod so please give it a chance. It includes Meredith, Derek, Cristina, Addison, George, Izzie, Alex etc.... and they are in High School. Done lots, I know, but trying to do something different.

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–Teardrops on my Guitar-

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without

Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's just so funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

-Taylor Swift-

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'Hey Mer, you ok?'

'Uh yeah I'm fine, perfectly fine, you know fine, just fine'

'Ah okay then but the more you say fine the less I believe you' does he have to be so damn perfect?

'As you say every time Derek, so we really should go and find everyone'

'I guess we should' He looks perfect, his hair, his eyes so dreamy...

So as any normal person would, I follow the guy I've fallen for because we're friends, and we have the same friends but he doesn't look at me the way he looks at her because she perfect too, with her perfect hair, and her rich parents and the perfect clothes. But me I'm not so perfect nowhere near perfect, quite the opposite. I mean I'm a mess, I live with my mother, in fact I don't even know whether that should be classed as true because she is never there, so I live alone. No siblings no father, just me and a cupboard of tequila. Although my father has a new family 2 other daughters, the eldest is at school with me and hangs with my group, we both know who the other is but we don't mention it because we don't. I ramble, gosh I ramble in my head let alone out loud and that rambling is so much worse because it shows my flaws and it shows everyone what a mess I am....

'Meredith!'I heard Cristina practically scream in my face. 'Wake up'

'Urgh, can't you see my eyes are open I'm awake'

'Could have fooled me'

'Whatever'

That's when I noticed, Derek wasn't sitting with the group on the grass in the lovely summer sun, so I looked. I looked to find him over by a tree his face hidden by a body topped with red hair, red hair so perfect there was only one person it could be, Addison. Sighing I looked away, knowing it would do me no good to ponder on what was going on.

'So maybe you should tell him, I mean you're going to miss any chance you...' Thanks Cristina for elbowing my annoying half sister Lexie, the only way to shut her up.

'There is no point; he would never pick me, after what he said this morning'

'Which was?'

'I've finally found the one blah de blah de blah.' They all know how I feel about him except him and I don't think Addison does either; I do my best to hide it from her because all I want is for him to be happy. But is there anything wrong in wanting myself to be happy too? Saved by the bell, only I wasn't quite ready to go to class and sit next to Derek for an hour. Hastily picking up my bag, I'm trying to hold it back but as I make it into the toilets I let it all out, teardrops falling....

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So after reading it, which I'm assuming you did. I will also assume you understood that the smaller italics is Meredith's thoughts =/

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