An: Finding lots of old oneshots I wrote years ago. Re vamped it and putting some of them on.

He stood tears falling down his cheeks, he rubbed his eyes, then there was a noise, he turned to look to his right, a hologram or someone he saw not too long ago, but his hearts ached from missing her so much. Rose.

"Is this on? Right..." she paused as if trying to get her words straight, "Now Doctor, if you're watching this it means I'm dead or about to die." she gave a little smile and the Doctor remembered his words to her long ago. "Or just gone, I don't know why, but hopefully it wasn't just from crossing the road or something as...human as that. All the stuff we see, Daleks, Cybermen, then cross the road and BAM!" The Doctor jumped as Rose shouted that and then Rose laughed a soft sound the Doctor knew he'd miss so much. "I don't really know what to say…I made this just after London 2012 Olympics. You told me that a storms coming and I just have a bad feeling something bad is going to happen, I hope I'm wrong...but you never know. So I thought I'd make this for you. I can't leave with out you knowing, what you mean to me Doctor...I," Rose paused and took in a deep breath, "Doctor I Love you, I love you so much. I don't know how you feel about me, but Jack once told me you obviously felt for me, love maybe...but I didn't believe him. I still don't know whether to believe him or not...and I need you to promise me one thing that's all one thing, have a fantastic, for me, I love you Doctor, goodbye." The hologram flicked about to turn off but it sudden came back quickly, "Oh and Doctor. I forgot to say...find someone; I don't want you to be lonely. And do not blame yourself, please. I don't care if it was you who shot the gun. If you had a reason then it's not your fault. Never will be alright?" The Doctor gave a nod as if she could see him. "Thank you, if I'm trapped on some...moon a million miles away. No way you can save me...while I have a breath left in my body I will find you. I promise you that, I will find you."

The hologram flickered before disappearing completely. The Doctor stood for a few second, completely still letting tears fall, then he took a deep breath, wiped his tears away and walked around the controls, pressed a few buttons.

Looking up he saw a red haired woman in the TARDIS wearing a wedding dress.