Author notes: So I'ma start a SnK fanfic my other fanfic is gonna get finished dw! Now this fanfic alters the storyline very minimal. Basically It adds a new character, and focuses more on the psychology rathen than combat.
Chapter 1 A grim reminder
The bells rang, signalizing that the survey corp is back. "Dad, I'll go to see the survey corp!" "Sure son, but don't take too long, dinners ready soon." "Alright, bye!" He walked off to the streets, following the crowd it was not hard to find the way. "Yeah...whatever." He whispered to himself as he left the door. After a short while he arrived. -*sigh* Another useless trauma for everyone...- He thought to himself as the bloodied and distressed soldiers were coming by. An old woman shoved him to the side as she ran to the Soldiers. "My son Moses..I can't find him." The boy let out a deep sigh. -Will they ever bring change?- The distressed soldier just gave her a pack of towels. She opened it just to cry out loud, it was her son's arm. "Please, please tell me my son was of value to humanity...! Please..." Thoughts raced through his mind until he broke down. "No...During the mission we...no...after all the missions we endured..." He gathered all the courage he still ha left and shouted. "WE STILL HAVEN'T MADE ANY PROGRESS!..I'm a failure...I'm just getting soldiers killed left and right.." He stood up with closed eyes, tears coming down his cheeks and they continued their walk of shame. -This is just such a waste...how can't they learn anything...- He started walking away. Back to his dreaded home, where he didn't feel loved. He hurried, as might his father may give him a beating...again. So much times he thought about leaving. Or even killing his parents. Even though they were living a good live, for Dzahlus it wasn't, it was hell for him, impossible to explain. He taught himself everything. From cooking, to combat, to manipulation. He called himself insane, resorting to express all of his feelings or else he'll explode.
A bright light came from the wall, that were there to give them protection, an illusion that Dzahlus knew better. Suddenly a gigantic Titan was standing there, head peeking over the wall. "Why did also the last illusion of hope fade..." With a deafening crash, the wall was breached. Debris flying everywhere, all the people panicking around him, it was a mess. He started running home as fast as he could, his house is near the breachzone. "Ahh damnit!" He ran, but everything went in slow motion for him. Adrenaline pumping into his muscles and brain, he reached a state that he has learned and even gave it a name. "Ultimative concenctration." He took a look around while running. He was awfully calm in this state. But this didn't prevent him from getting more traumatized by the crushed bodies, the families grieving over their loss. The people commiting suicide as their hope for humanity was gone. -Faster...I don't know how long I can take this!- He commanded himself, he ran past two kids trying to unearth what seemed her mother. He closed his eyes and looked away continuing his path. "DZAHLUS!" Her mother was screaming and waving. "Mom!" He ran into her arms. "I'm so glad you're ok..." "Not now honey, we need to get moving!" His father grabbed both by their hands started running. Her mother screaming in fear and his father grunting in exhaustion. -So...much...death...- He started clenching his fist. -So much trauma for everyone one...- His anger was uncontrollable. -They will pay...- He started grunting and silently laughing like a manic. -Yes...they will pay..- They were rushing, like all other people to the inner gate. As they ran his eyes met with a certain blonde girl he has seen before. -Oh, that's her, the one, torture by her father to combat training...no love given, nothing. I can see that on her face. I could never forget that.- She ran passed him and noticed he was looking at her so she looked back. Her cold look was burning into his mind. But just as her, his look of emptyness surprised her, she got shocked by his expression as he mirrored her so she looked forward again. Arriving on the ship they crossed the River in wall Maria. The soldiers were about to seal the gate to shiganshina when another thunder struck the ground. A titan, appearing to have armor plating on him started charging at the gate. "WE HAVE NO MORE SPACE WE NEED TO GO NOW!" The soldiers closed the bridge to the boat and left. Another deafening crash and wall Maria was breached. "Dzahlus...You need to go...survive...live on...please go without us, I want you to survive this, and please promise me, you will avenge us, humanity, and live long enough to tell your children how the Titans attacked." His mother was crying and gave him a kiss on the forehead. "Be strong Dzahlus. You are very smart, and very strong, you know how to survive in this god forsaken world. I love you, now GO!" Even though he hated his parents, this moment when he realised, he ain't gonna see them ever again, nothing will be the same, he will need to be a man from now on. "I LOVE YOU!.." Tears falling from his cheeks "GO NOW!" He waved and ran off to the bay and leaped. His heart pounding with the hearts of his parents, he barely reached the boat and grabbed on. "Holy shit! Help this kid up!" He saw how his parents waved for the last time and turned around, accepting their fate. The armored titan dissapeared and the normal titans approached the citizens that were left behind. Screaming in fear and chaos the titans started devouring the helpless lives. Dzahlus didn't look away. -Look at it...get used to it...get revenge.-