Disclaimer: Trust me, If I owned Auggie, I'd would be doing much more exciting things right now...
a/n; Don't count on seeing fluff, this is me trailing into the back of Auggie's mind.
You try to be faithful, but your cheating. You're cheating at your own self-indulged mind game, and losing considerably. No-ones got it all you tell yourself over and over again, inscribing your mind to believe it.
Trying to affirm your own lie on how you're happy with your life. Happy with the blackness and flourishing pity.
But your content, right? Well, mildly content. But content all the same.
You're content with the woman, throwing themselves at you, believing it's only polite to sleep with you. Of course you enjoy it, but it's hollow and empty, and has been for quite some time.
You're last stable relationship? 3 years ago. It aches to remember and would hurt to forget. A cruel circle that you learn to live with. Because you have to. Because you have no other choice.
And now Annie has submitted herself to the charms of 'satan's little helper.'
Anyone but Annie you want to scream at Jai, but what's the point?
She left you sitting deserted at the table to go over to him. She left you. She left you for him.
You turn your head towards the beside clock, fingers feeling effortlessly at the bumps it provides. Time for work, you sigh. Pity session over, replaced with satisfied and quirky Auggie. Your intoxicated by your lie, but one buried thought manages to burst through the seems;
That the notion will grow and deteriorate, were she'll just be like the rest; always leaving you.
a/n; Mmm... what do you think? Oh and did you guys see the clip of Auggie and some woman totally getting it one. Oh sweet Jesus. Hot. Very, very hot.