Just a visit
Nolan walked slowly. The grass beneath his feet seemed smooth. With every step that he was taking his heart sank deeper in his body. There were times that he liked the silence, there was silences that he liked. But at this moment, this silence was only making him feel sad and depressing.
He heard birds flying away of a tree. A man almost 100 meter away wipe away his tears. Every time, every single time he was at this place his senses was getting increased. He kept walking, now a little faster than before. It was difficult, really difficult. He thought that it would get easier, he thought that it would feel easier but he was wrong. The feelings were always there.
And then there it was. The black stone that was hunting them. The black stone that was always in his and Emily's life. He knelt in frond of the grave and deposited the flowers he was carrying. He turn his eyes on the black stone and felt a tear falling on his face.
"AIDEN TREVOR MATHIS"
"Take him and cut him out in little stars,
And he will make the face of heaven so fine
That all the world will be in love with night
And pay no worship to the garish sun."
1986-2014
"Hi Mr. Bond of the Hamptons" He said giving a smile to the headstone. He waited, like every other time he waited. He waited for him to answer. But there was only silence. Pure, terrifying silence. "She is… She is… fine" He finally kept talking. "Fine?... No.. No she is not fine… She needs you" He said letting a small sob escape his lips. "She is scared and broken. Now that David is back everything is… everything is so confused! She is losing herself. He had a guy in the basement Aiden. And she tortured him. " Tears was now all over his face. "You were the only one that could make her see clear. Now that you are not here… she is losing herself…She…" He hide his face into his palms. He was vulnerable. He was miserable. He was talking to his dead friend. "We were supposed to become cousins. " He whispered as he was pulling his head up. "But you died. You have been murdered. And a part of Ems died at the same moment. Victoria didn't only killed you, she killed a part my Ems. Your Amanda. " Birds, light wind, silence. Birds, light wind, silence. Birds, light wind, silence. He closed his eyes and took a deep breath. He remembered the last time that he saw him. He was happy. They were all happy. But death tear them apart. Death took away the happiness. Death the ultimate form of end fall upon him. "I know I've said that before, I know I say it every time I visit you but she will come. She will visit you eventually. I know that. You should know that too. It's just hard for her." He starts explaining.
Emily was in constantly pain. He could always she Aiden's shadow in her eyes. He could always see the hole in her heart. She hadn't visit Aiden yet. He had tried to talk to her about that but it was beyond Emily's power. He remembered her falling apart. "You think I don't want to visit him? You think I am over him? I will never get over him Nolan. I will never be completely happy again. I am staying here because even the thought hurts too much. You think I am scared? Then you are right. I am. I can't! I am not ready to visit his grave. Not yet" She said between her tears. And he just hugged her. He murmured an apology and wrap his arms around her. He gave her his warmest hug.
"Don't give up on her. She will come. She still loves you, she hasn't forget you. " He said and he began gets up from his position. "Try to protect her from over there. " He said as he walked away from the grave. "I'll be back Mr. Bond"