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My Child
By Megami no Senshi Yami
I see the imposing pillar of light that charges towards you and I realize about the consequences…
I try to reach your hand but it's too late…
I see the smiles of relief in their faces and I can't blame them, for you've made them suffer too much…
Eonia…you were always so beautiful and so intelligent. How could you be so foolish? How could you not see what was going to happen if you challenged the Angel Troupe…? You were so submerged in your dreams and nightmares that you completely forgot about the value of human lives…
I remember the first time you looked at me, with your ruby eyes and your cheeks blushing rosy pink. You saw thru my veil and discovered the chains that tied me to the White Moon, becoming the first person who wanted to free me from my prison…
It was my entire fault, wasn't it? Sometimes I wish you never had known me…instead you lived like a normal youngster, far from the duties of the royalty. Studying at a normal academy, being praised and using your potential for the sake of people…and loving somebody else…
I had so much hope in you…to the point I could even let myself dream a little. Shiva would become the Emperor and you, as a loving older brother, would take care of her. With the Angel Troupe as your shield and sword, you would protect the peace of Transbaal…
Why then…? Why you couldn't understand me…?
You offered me power and wealth beyond human imagination…but I didn't wanted that…and the reason is because the gods exist in order to help and guide people, not to be served by them…
I became something else…the object of your desire, a thorn in your heart. I wish you had forget about me like I asked…but you didn't…instead, the flame in your heart burned even more fiercely than before…
Your own emotions condemned you to the darkness…and the time only made it worse…
Then, when you came back…you had become something else. A monster…but not any monster, a human monster. You stopped caring about people and a chill goes down my spine just by imagining how could you have kept killing the innocents in order to douse the flames of hate…
A hate only comparable to your love…
Now, as you disappear like the death of a star…I see the cycle has finally came to an end, Shiva is now free of the White Moon and so I am…everybody rejoices as the peace has been restored. But…under this veil, behind this smile…the tears flow endlessly. I cry because I have lost my child…because I have lost you…Eonia.
Yes, you were my child for it was I who turned you from an angel into a devil…I who should have stopped you instead of hiding in my own sorrow…and I who had become you executioner…
I imagine you are in a better place now…filled with light, peace and smiles…without sadness or bitter memories…or me. My child…the only thing I could do now is to take all of your pain away and leave only the happiness of that past life, when you looked at me with innocent eyes and smiled…
The White Moon didn't chose you…but I did. I want to apologize, to say I'm sorry for not having been there for you…but it's too late…perhaps some day, when this body can no longer hold itself, I may be able to see you again so I could hold your hands…until then…
Good bye…my child…
"If you have the courage to love then you should have the courage to suffer too." E.H. Majaw
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Author's comment: this little fic is dedicated to my friend Shatoyarn-chan who is a big fan of ShatoyarnxEonia, and is always supporting my fics despite how bad they are XD Thanks a lot!