Disclaimer: all twilight character belong to SM. I just love toying around with them it amuses me.
Skyscrapers belongs to Demi Lovato, we're both going through something similar so I figured it would be perfect for Bella's point of view.
He left me alone in the woods and I had not recognized the place at all. I looked left and right and still couldn't find my way home; it started to rain and it got worse and worse. It was so bad, I couldn't even see straight; I decided to walk and try to find my way home. I ended up tripping on something and the tree branches whipped me in the face and cut me everywhere. I was cold, wet, and hurt, I had nowhere to go; I passed out and when I woke up I saw lights everywhere. There were voices in the background that I did not recognized, until I saw Charlie come over and he asked if I was ok. I gave him a short nod and said that I was going to be ok, that I just needed to lay down and be alone for a few. I went upstairs to the bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror. What I saw made me cry, there was twigs and mud in my hair, there was dried blood on my face and my shirt was shredded. I hopped in the shower and just stood there for a few going over what Ed- what Cullen said
We're leaving Bella
I was heart-broken when he said that they were leaving and never coming back for my safety. I realized that I was still in the shower and decided to wash my hair and wash my body off. I felt much better afterwards; I laid in my bed thinking to my self
What am I suppose to do now? I rejected all of my friends because of Cullen and I have no one to talk to.
I decided to text my mom, I really don't want to but I have nothing better to do
Ma I dnt know wat 2 do. Cullen left me and now I'm all alone.
Y dnt u go hang out (w) ur friends? Did ya'll get into a fight?
No ma. When I was (w) Cullen I rejected all of my friends because he said tht they wuldn't be able to protect me from anything. I relied on him for everything ma and now I regret ever meeting him and his family.
Well Bella why dnt u come down and stay (w) me. I get lonely in this big house wen Phil is away.
….Idk. I guess I can I dnt really hav any other options.
That's good I'll tell Charlie unless u wanna tell him?
I'll tell him
I'll book ur tickets for u…hold on
I was just staring at the phone for about 10 minutes. I was about to just go to bed when my phone beeped and flashed 'Renee'
K. it's all done Bella ur leavin tomorrow….it's the only one tht I can get. I hope tht doesn't make u mad tht ur leavin tomorrow
Nooo. I'll b jst fine (w) tht. G'nite ima tell Charlie b4 I go 2 bed.
Kk
I went downstairs and talked to Charlieabout me going to live with mom for a few.
"Bells if this is what you really want, then I'm not going to stop you. It might be good to go hang out with Renee. Girl bonding time…."
"Yeah dad, I get what you're saying. You're not mad though, I figured would be mad that I was leaving tomorrow?"
"No, Bella whatever you got to do is fine ok. Soo…you should go upstairs and start packing for your flight tomorrow."
"Ok dad, see you in the morning"
Next morning
I woke up the next morning to an annoying beeping noise and the sun shining down on my face. I got up and stretched out my arms and went to the bathroom and did my morning ritual. I took a shower which was very relaxing. I got out of the shower and went into my room and picked through my suitcase for something to wear. I finished my packing last night and I finish at 3-ish. My flight is at 12:30. I went down to the kitchen to fix breakfast for Charlie before I decided to leave. I cooked pancakes, bacon, eggs, and toasted some bread for Charlie, I also made some coffee. He came down right after I was done with prepping the coffee.
"Wow, Bella I know you can cook but you didn't have to cook for me. I was just going to get some coffee and go to work. But seeing that you already cooked this might as well eat it."
"Hope you like it dad. I have to leave soon though"
"Yeah I know kiddo; I'm going to miss you. Bella...what happened to you and Jacob, you guys use to be really good friends. What happened?"
"I don't really want to talk about that dad. It hurts too much to even think about that, so can we please get off this subject. Please?"
"Sure I didn't mean to hurt you by asking that question"
I didn't respond, we ate together and the atmosphere was really awkward, an awkward silence. I finished eating and so did Charlie. I cleaned the dishes and then started to clean the kitchen, Charlie tried to protest and tell me that I didn't have to do that. I just kept saying that I wanted to and that would shut him up. We decided to leave after I finished cleaning the kitchen. We got to the airport and I checked my bags in and then waited for the announcement of my planes arrival.
The lady called out my plane and said that we could aboard the plane. I hugged Charlie and gave him a kiss on the cheek which made him blush. I got on the plane and I had a window seat, I saw Charlie and I waved from the airplane. The seatbelt sign came on and the flight attendants went through the safety procedures and stuff, I was zoned out. The flight wasn't that long but it felt weird for some weird reason, as if I was missing something, but I didn't know what that feeling was so I brushed it off.
I arrived in Jacksonville and saw Renee, she looked me over and ran to me and started talking about how much she missed me.
"Bella oh my God, I've missed you so much. I talk about you all the time to Phil; he said that he really wants to meet this famous Bella that I keep talking about."
"That's nice to know. What's he like?"
"Oh he's very nice and caring Bella you'll love him." That really wasn't a description of him but I just shrugged it off.
"That's cool mom, I can't wait to meet him." We went to the car and she drove us to the house where my new life will begin. I saw Phil getting out of his car as soon as we pulled up. He's a good looking man, not my type though, nice hazel eyes and brown hair. His complexion was a little bit darker than my moms' but I think that's because he's in the sun more than she is. We walked into the house, then again more like a mansion. I don't know how to describe it, just that it's HUGE. Apparently mom enrolled me into school and it starts Monday, and it's a Saturday. I went to the bedroom that Phil gave me, it was pretty damn big. Probably 3x bigger than my old room back in Forks. I unpacked my stuff and hung my clothes up; I noticed that I had a lot of closet space and not enough clothes to fill it up. Renee came in
"Bella? Do you need help unpacking?"
"No I'm good. Mom can you come here though?"
"Sure, what is it?" she asked, once she was right next to me. She was looking at my closet and then looked back at me.
"Bella, are those the only clothes that you brought?"
"Yes."
"Why didn't you bring the rest of them?"
"That's because, that's all I own?" Renee's mouth dropped.
"Bella we're going shopping right now. Come on, let's go." I was being dragged out of my room to the car, we went to the mall and I saw so many clothes. By the time we left the mall, I swear, Renee got almost every single piece of clothing in there.
A couple of weeks flew by…..
After that mall trip, Renee turned me into a new person I felt so confident about myself the way she actually listened to me after I told her everything about what happened in Forks (except the vampires). She actually cried for me and I cried also, now I'm sitting in a coffee shop just thinking over my thoughts and I started to hum. I hummed a song that I made up while I was here in Jacksonville; it helped me to get over Edward. I was humming until this guy in a nice fancy suit sat down in front of me.
"Umm excuse me. Why are you sitting over here?"
"Babe listen, before you get all cranked up. I just wanted to say that, your voice is very amazing. I was passing by you and heard you humming."
"So, anyone can hum. That still doesn't answer my question"
"I'm getting to that. Well I'm a manager, and I believe that you have what it takes to be a singer."
"A singer, me a singer?" I laughed and heads turned my way. I said sorry to them and then turned my head back to this 'manager' dude.
"No listen, this is a once in a lifetime deal. Most singers pour their feelings out through songs. When you make songs, you make money. With money you can save, donate to a charity; you can do whatever you want too, with that money. You also earn supporters and there are other singers out there that might actually be a true friend to you."
I looked at him in shock and went over my thoughts
Money, other singers like me, supporters, and I can pour my feelings out through my songs…this is a once in a lifetime deal. If I say yes my whole life will change, do I really want that to happen?
"Yes"
"Yes? Yes as in your willing to become a singer?"
"Yes….I'm willing to try this singing business. A change of scenery should be good for me; it'll help me find whatever it is that I'm looking for."
"That's great! By the way what's your name? Mine is George Saker."
"Mine is Isabella Swan, but I prefer Bella."
"Bella...Hmm, I like it."
The rest of the time we talked and I signed some papers. Next thing you know, George Saker is my Manager. He said that he wanted to get started right away on the singing business, so I can prove to him that he made the right choice for making a contract with me. Next weekend is when my life will change. The days went by slow at school I made some friends and I fell in right away. I had a lot of friends and we would all hung out either at each other's house or along the beach. Saturday came and it was time for me to 'shine' as George says it.
"Ok. B I'm not looking for perfection…well then again yeah I am, but all you have to do is sing into that mic over there. We'll just go from there ok. Can you handle that B?" I nodded my head and sang.
Skies are crying, I am watching
Catching teardrops in my hands
Only silence, as its ending like we never had a chance
Do you have to make me feel like there's nothing left of me?
You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper
Go on try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper, like a skyscraper
As the smoke clears
I awaken and untangle you from me
Would it make it you feel better to watch me while I bleed
All my windows are still broken but I'm standing on my feet
You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper
Go on try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground,
Like a skyscraper
Go run run run I'm gonna stay right here
Watch you disappear yeah
Go run run run yeah it's a long way down
But I'm closer to the clouds up here
You can take everything I have
You can take everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper
Ohh
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper, like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper, like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper
I opened my eyes and felt a whole lot better. Just being able to release my pain and loneliness brought a smile to my face. I turned around to see if George made up his mind about the whole singing business. He looked at me with shock written all over his face, he was speechless for a moment or two.
"B...Th-th-that was wonderful, fantastic, amazing. I knew I made the right choice you're going to be a big hit. I told you that you would make a great singer did I not?"
"You did George. So was I really that good because I don't think I did that well."
"B, trust me when I say this."
"Ok."
"You are going to be a big hit you're beautiful, young, and can sing. Now all I need you to do is make a few more songs and then release them. Then again we can release this one now and then work on the rest. How does that sound b?"
"That sounds great! I can't wait to see the outcome!"
"Yes, it will be great. We should give you a name, unless you want to keep Bella. It's your choice."
"It doesn't really matter."
"What about Ella?"
"No, I don't like it. Let's just stick with just Bella. Yeah, I'm going to stick with just that."
"Ok B, if that's what you want then by all means do it."
"I'm going to go home and work on some more songs."
JACOB'S P.O.V
It's been about a month since Bella left and I didn't get to even say good bye to her. I never wanted to hurt her like Cullen did. I just wanted her to be happy and smile again and have things go back the way they were before the Cullen incident. Sam decided he was going to put an alpha order on me to not go anywhere near Bella at all. He said it was for her own safety and that I would still be protecting her. The fact that I can turn into a horse sized wolf and shake when I get really mad doesn't make it any better, at all. I wanted to tell Bella about it so bad, but I couldn't go anywhere near her. If I were to get really angry and was in the same room with her, she would get really hurt. So now I'm sulking in my house because my best friend has up and left all because of me. I made a promise that I would be there for her, but that promise never fell through.
I heard Paul come into my room.
"Jacob, get your bitch ass up and stop sulking around like a fucking pansy."
I just ignored Paul; he's the perfect excuse of why we have to be careful around other people. Once you do something to piss of the wolf he wants to come out and play whether you want it to or not. By then it would be too late, and you would have to explain everything to the person, unless they're dead of course.
"Paul, leave me the fuck alone. I'm not in the mood for your stupid ass shit, so back off."
"Wow Jacob, that leech lover really did a number on you didn't she. I wonder if she thought about you while fucking that ice block. Then again maybe she was sucking his dick and couldn't remember who you were at all. You were probably just a figment of her imagination. I wonder if-"
Paul stopped rambling when I shoved him out my bedroom window and then phased.
Paul, stop talking about Bella like that!-Jacob
I can talk about her anyway I want to. She doesn't belong to you so why the big deal?-Paul
Why the big DEAL! You're talking about my Bella fucking Cullen, which I highly doubt she did. She's not that type of person and you wouldn't know that because your head is always shoved into some poor girls' pussy 24/7. All you care about is who should I shove my dick into their pussy next. You wouldn't know ANYTHING about that now would you? You probably wouldn't know if a good thing would happen to you because the only thing you would think is good for you would be burying your FUCKING DICK in some nasty ass sluts' pussy now would you. You're pathetic.-Jacob
Paul snapped and started to go on a rampage. All he cared about at the moment was to kill Jacob. Hurt him so bad he wouldn't be able to move until next week. Paul aimed for his shoulder and Jacob bite into his neck and bit as hard he could until he tasted his blood. He heard Paul holding back his whimper; Paul swiped his paw into Jacob's stomach and dug as deep as he could until he felt Jacob's blood leaking onto his paw. Paul dug even deeper into his stomach and heard Jacob whimper out in pain. Jacob latched back onto Paul's neck and dug as deep as he could.
PAUL AND JACOB! RELEASE EACH OTHER NOW!-Sam
Sam didn't get a response out of either of them. Sam felt Jared, Quil, and Embry phase in.
Sam what's going on?-Jared
Paul was pushing Jacob's buttons about Bella fucking Cullen.-Sam
Quil, Embry, and Jared watched their previous conversation and felt all the anger and hate radiating off of Jacob.
Wow! I've never seen Jacob that pissed over anything at all-Embry
I know right! Paul has really done a number on Jacob this time-Quil
Everyone run faster, we have to get there before they kill each other-Sam
Quil, Embry, Jared, and Sam all arrived at Jacob's back yard and saw blood all over the grass. There were pieces of fur everywhere and they had created claw marks all over each other. Sam phased out and used an alpha command on both of them.
Paul Meraz Jacob Black! Stop fighting RIGHT NOW!"Sam bellowed. Both Paul and Jacob stopped and ceased their growling. They never took their eyes off each other just in case the other tried to pull a sneak attack on him.
"Phase out NOW!" both Jacob and Paul did what Sam asked, but they never looked at him.
"Look at me right now" they both ignored what Sam asked them to do. Sam walked up to both of them, he grabbed their heads and smashed them up against each other to get their attention. Surprisingly it worked.
"What was that for?" barked Paul
"Watch it Paul, I'm not in the mood right now. You both just now were acting like fucking little kids arguing over something stupid and silly." Jake looked like he was about to say something, until Sam cut him off.
"I'm not done yet. Paul you're going to patrol everyday for the next month. Jake you get 3 weeks. I don't want to hear any excuses at all. I could care less about what you have to say. Paul what you did was way below the belt; you know not to talk about Bella that way. Now that that's settled everyone head over to my house. Emily has cooked some food and it smelt really good. Paul you get night patrols and Jake you get morning patrols." They all headed over to Sam and Emily's to get some food. Once they made it Sam's house Sam went straight to Emily and embraced her. He was nuzzling her I guess to calm down. I'm still fucking pissed off about what Paul said he doesn't even know Bella like I do. I probably know Bella more than she does. Bella's is my life whether I imprint on her or not. I would follow her to hell and back if that was all it took to stay by her side. She means the world to me and I only want what's best for her whether she moves on and marries some other guy. As of right now she's mine and no one is going to talk about her at all, not even Paul.
Paul P.O.V
Wow. I can't believe that leech loving bitch turned Jacob into a fucking pussy. What he said earlier about me and pussies is true but I don't like it coming from anyone else. Yes, I love a good lay and just like to fuck and dump them. I never ever want to end up like Sam and the whole imprinting thing. I understand it's the way the wolf chooses its "soul mate". Sometimes I think the wolfs just like torturing us, just being a wolf has its pros and cons. Nice body attracts bitches as if they were a fly seeing a light for the first time, I just so happen to be that light. I have never stuck with one girl for more than three days; they're just so much drama. You fuck'em and they think that you "love" them, you try to get rid of them but they just keep on coming back like a boomerang. No matter how far you throw that boomerang it's going to come back and haunt you. Why oh why do the Heavens above want to torture me, what have I ever done to get treated like this? What's wrong with fucking a girl and then telling her to leave your house by the time you come out of the shower? Nothing! That's the point, and Sam wants me to lay off on the girls, he thinks that I'm addicted to fucking anything that walks and has a pussy. I'm not addicted; I just love a good lay. I never ever want to imprint it makes one look fucking weak and idiotic. I really hate that leech loving bitch, I don't give a damn about what Jacob and Sam say. I'll talk about her all I want and there's nothing they can do about it. Sam is Alpha so he can put an Alpha order on me all he wants. Jacob that little puppy thinks that just because he's the descendant of Ephraim Black that I have to follow him. I don't give a damn and I could care less about what he is anyways.
"Paul, can I talk to you outside?"
"Sure Jared" I mumbled.
As soon as I walked outside Jared decided to bombard me with questions.
"What is with you? Why would you talk about Bella like that? We all know that Jacob is deeply in love with her and would give anything just to be in her presence let alone imprint on her. Paul you really need to stop acting like a badass and show some sympathy for our pack brother. He's already heartbroken that Sam put an Alpha order on him to stay away from Bella. On top of that she decided to go with Cullen and what does he do? He leaves her ass in the forest. Calculate all that up and you get a very heartbroken Jacob Black."
"I get it Jared; damn just leave me the fuck alone. I could care less about what happens to the bitch she's neither mine nor the whole entire packs responsibility. She's a big girl she knows what to do and not too do. When it comes to Cullen she's just a lap dog and wants attention. I don't even see what she sees in Cullen. I do get why Jacob is hung over her, but why do we have to protect her and put our life on the line just for her?"
"I see. Now I know where your head is. I love you like a brother man but at least show some sympathy for the kid."Jared walked back inside and left Paul in the backyard going over his thoughts.
There's nothing special about the bitch. She's nothing but a trouble maker and always needs protection from us. She's nothing but a burden and needs to be put in place. She's needs to learn not to depend on others so much and defend her own self. God I just want to grab her by her shoulders and shake her like a rag doll.
I walked to the beach and sat on a piece of driftwood and did nothing but look at the ocean. I stayed on that driftwood until Jared came I got me. We headed back to Sam's and I told everyone that I was leaving and left without turning back. I was too pissed to talk to anyone; everyone just aggravates me so much. No one knows the real me except Jared, Jared is the only one that I can trust in my life with my past.
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