Disclaimer: Nana doesn't belong to me.
- Don't forget to buy that weekly magazine for me!- Ren said.
That moment, Nana knew something wasn't right. The moment he left the apartment - even if he would be back-, Nana thought she would never see him again, like he wouldn't come back home, like he would forget Nana was there, in their apartment, waiting for him. Like he would forget Nana existed, and loved him so much.
Once, Nana thought about how would her life be without Ren, and she came to a conclusion: It'd be empty, lifeless. Despite the fact that they were a bit distant from each other, Nana loved him. Ren too, loved her, but he just couldn't put it in words. But words aren't important, he knew that.
But no matter how hard he tried, he was addicted to that, and he tried- God, he tried so hard!- to stop. Stop for Nana, for Tranes, for Hachi- Heck! he even tried for himself!
But he knew, he just couldn't stop. Every time he thought he might be losing Nana, might be losing the most precious thing in his life, he drowned himself again, and again.
He knew he could end up dead, but drugs are like this, aren't they? They will kill you, in the end. Ren was very aware of that.
He just couldn't stand losing Nana, and he knew she was slowly leaving him. But why? He loved her so much... Doesn't she see that? Doesn't she love him as much as he loves her? Ren decided he would stop thinking about that, otherwise, he would drown himself even more.
- I love you.- he muttered, outside of their apartment. A ghost of a smile present on his lips.
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