Hi, my name is Anna and this is my first fanfic! So be nice plez….lol well enjoy the story

Disclaimer: I own nothing

About: Hermione comes back from summer break different; she isn't eating and doesn't care much about anything lately. And only one person can notice. But will he help or just look the other way.

Why is life so hard

Rated T

Chapter one

The train ride there!

"Hermione time to get up, you will miss your train" said her mom trying to wake her up. "I'm up. I'm up..God!" she said as her sits up in her bed. "Mom you can get out of my room now!" she scream at her mom, as she got off the bed. " Is that the way you talk to your mother!" " Yes, Yes it is now get the hell out!"

I home my friends don't hate me. She thinks as she looks in the mirror. She has changed a lot since the last time her friends had seen her. She now weighs about 85lbs, wears nothing but black, and is really pale. If they hate he because of the way they look they can't really be my friends now can they? I guess not. Well we will have to wait and see.

As soon as she got dresses she walked downstairs into the living room. "Ok, I'm ready" Her mom looks at her up and down. "Your not wearing that there are you, God Hermione you can't for one day look normal. But no you have to dress like a slut" "I am not dressed mom, just because I don't dress like you doesn't mean I am a slut!" she yelled back. "If you think fishnets, boots, and a short skirt is not being a slut then you really need to think again. NOW GO BACK UP STAIRS AND CHANGE YOUR BLOODY CLOTHS!"

Hermione just stood there and shook her head. "I don't need to do shit, you think that now I am leaving you are going to start to care about what I do..Well think again bitch and leave me the hell alone!" She said as she ran out the door.

I guess I will just have to get the bus she thought by the bus stop. But god why does she have to pull this she right before I go to leave. I mean god I'm not perfect why does she have to act like that's what I have to be! She thought about that all the way to the train station.

Umm. Should I wait for them on the platform for just wait for them to find me…… Maybe I will wait for them to find me that way they don't make a seen. I really hope they won't hate me.

Soon after she found a place to sit she feel asleep. "omg look at her Goyle she is HOT….I wonder who she is." Draco said very quietly making sure he doesn't wake her yet. Hermione moves slightly in her sleep. So Draco and Goyle walk away slowly both thinking. Man I really have to find out who that is!

So what do you think so far, for my first story! Good or Bad? Well more is coming soon!

Anna