Haylo people I have here a new story. This idea has been bouncing around in my head for a while and it needed to be written. And this is what I have. I absolutely love Remus/Sirius and I hope you enjoy. On with Chapter 1.

Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter that honor goes to J.K. Rowling.

This will be boyxboy if you don't like don't read.

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"Bite me," I mumbled under my breath. Sirius leaned over my shoulder, looking at my homework. I wanted him to bite, mark me, claim me. I wanted it so badly it was overwhelming. The area between my neck and shoulder itched. I rolled my head back and forth trying to quell the constant itch. I trembled with effort not to yell at Sirius to bite me. It was the strangest thing. I didn't want just anyone to claim me, the only person I wanted was Sirius and it scared me. I've never wanted another male before. Sure I never really looked at girls either, but that was because of being a werewolf. I didn't know how I was going to tell them I was one. Some people don't react well to knowing a werewolf is near by. The wolf inside me wanted Sirius as my mate. I read a few books claiming the wolf longs for companionship after a while if the person didn't have a significant other. And it would eventually choose one for the person if nothing ever happened with procuring a mate. Not only is Sirius my best friend, but he's also very straight. Well as far as I know. He's only ever dated girls. Many, many girls. To be honest the idea of Sirius being my mate wasn't at all that galling, it was the fact that I wanted to jump his bones every time he was close to me. He smelled so good and I wanted him to take me and claim right there and then. I didn't dare make any move. I distanced myself from him as much as possible without seeming like I was trying to avoid him. Sirius Black was off limits. No matter what the wolf or I wanted.

I became okay with the idea of Sirius being the one I was destined to be with a few months ago. He was handsome, kind, considerate and he knew all about me and wasn't driven away by what I am. That's what pulled on my heart strings the most. I never wanted to let him go, but then again I couldn't hold claim to him. He was not meant to be with me. But I've become all right with the idea that I will never be with him. As long as I can stay his friend and be by his side making sure he's happy that's all that matters to me.

"Remus." Sirius was in front of me waving his hand in front of my face. "You still here with me?" Sirius cocked his head to the side and smiled causing my heart to beat hard against my rib cage. If I didn't know better I would say he could hear it. That smile went straight through me, lighting my nerves on fire, making me hyper aware of how close Sirius was to me. I jumped out of my seat, breathing erratic. The urge to have him bite me was becoming harder and harder to control. I don't know how much longer I can stand not to have him do it.

"Don't worry about me Sirius. I just remembered I have to do some homework for Potions." I gathered my stuff, knocking over my chair in the process and booked it for the library door.

Sirius called after me. "No we don't. I have Potions with you." I didn't care. I kept going. Staying by Sirius's side was going to be tougher than I thought. I want him so badly it hurts some days. Somewhere along the way my want turned into what I can only consider love. I don't know how long I've felt like this, but I know I'm in love with Sirius. Nobody knows and no one must ever know.

I was so lost in thought that I ended up running someone over. We both tumbled to the floor, books and papers scattering every where.

"I'm so sorry I didn't see where I was going." I opened my eyes to find Lily Evans in front of me with a small smile on her lips.

"Don't worry about it Remus. I'm all right. I wasn't paying attention either." I scrambled to my feet and offered her a hand. She accepted and I pulled her to her feet.

"Are you sure you're all right?" I asked picking up her books. I handed them to her and she accepted with an ever bigger smile. I smiled back. Forgetting my worries for a while.

"Don't worry about me. I'm more worried about you."

I looked down at myself and around at my back or I tried to, but saw nothing wrong, no injuries. "Me? Why me?" I didn't see anything that was wrong with me.

Lily laughed a light lilting sound that was so musical to hear. I was surprised to hear her laugh. Most of the time I see her she's glaring at James for something he did. It was nice to see Lily laughing and smiling. It really brought to light why James fell head over heels for the beautiful redhead.

"Yes you. If I didn't know any better I would say you were worrying yourself sick over the person you love."

My eyes widened. How did she know? "From your expression I see that I'm right. Come on."

Lily pulled on my sleeve. I started following her without knowing what I was doing. "Where are we going?" I asked, confusion marring my words.

"To the common room so you can tell me about her."

Her? But I don't love a girl. Lily looked over her shoulder. "Okay maybe him. Either way you need to talk about it."

"I do?"

"Do you want to talk to James about it?" Lily stopped and put her hands on her hips. I shook my head that was the last thing I wanted to do. But maybe it would help if I confided in someone. I know Lily wouldn't say anything.

I gave in with a sigh. What did I have to lose? "All right."

"Then come on."

Lily and I walked to the common room where we sat in a corner that was secluded. I sat on a red plush arm chair, even though it was comfortable I felt stiff as a board. This was harder to say than I thought. I fidgeted with the sleeve of my robes. They were old and worn, the black almost looking a dusty brown.

Lily waited patiently for me to say something. I took a deep breath. "I'm in love with Sirius." I kept my voice low, not wanting anyone to hear.

Lily's eyes widened for a moment then her pretty emerald eyes sparkled with laughter. "I knew it." She slapped her fist in her hand.

"You knew it? How?" My heart sped up, I felt dizzy. If she knew then who knows who else did. Sweat began beading on my forehead. I wiped my forehead with the back of my arm. Since it was winter you would think the castle would be colder, but it was surprisingly hotter.

"Remus calm down. Don't worry. He doesn't realize and I don't think anyone else does. I knew because of the way you look at him. That's the same way James looks at me." Lily finished with a smile. I raised an eyebrow, silently asking for her to continue. "I know I say I don't believe him when he says he likes me, but I know he's telling the truth. He just gets me so mad that I start saying things that I don't mean."

"But then do you…" I let my sentence hang in the air.

"Does Lily what?" Sirius asked from behind Lily's chair. He rested his arms on the back of her chair and laid his chin on his arms. He looked… what was the right word? The first word that came to mind was cute. Sirius was grinning, like he knew something that we didn't. My heart thudded against my ribcage then fell to my feet. How much did Sirius hear? I was so engrossed in the conversation I didn't notice Sirius come up on us.

"Sirius I can explain." Sirius looked at me expectantly. A grin gracing his plump delectable lips. Oh Merlin, help me. I still want him to bite me!

Yay! Chapter 1 is done

Chapter 2 will be posted soon