A/N: Well, I must say this will be my first attempt at writing a fan fiction. I hope whoever reads this will enjoy it. Sorry for the mistakes I typed this really late, plus writing is one of my weak points, but I gave it my best try. ^_^

*This is a letter that Kyo left for Yuki to read after he was locked up at the main house.*

Disclaimer: I do not own Fruits Basket

*Dear Yuki*


Dear Yuki,

If you have found this letter then that means, I am gone. I know you will probably be angry at me for not telling you. All I can say is I am sorry and I understand if you cannot forgive for leaving you like this without even saying goodbye. I know I am cruel for saying goodbye to you like this, but I just couldn't say it to you. I didn't want the last thing I see is you crying before I left. I wanted your smile to be the last thing I saw before coming here. I know you are wondering where it is I have gone, but I will get to that later. For now, I just want to tell you how much you mean to me. Before that night you came to me in those woods to help Tohru bring me back while I was afraid and angry for her seeing me in this hideous form, I hated you. I hated everything about you but, what I hated the most was I couldn't hate you as much as I wanted to. I wanted to blame you for everything. I hated being the cat; all I could think was it's that damn rat's fault that no one accepts me and looks down on me. But, that night in spite of everything that has happened between us you came to me. I couldn't believe it; the damn rat actually came to help me, the person he hated most. I was happy that Tohru had accepted me but I had found myself even happier that you had come to accept me as well. That day was the day I started learning what happiness felt like. Soon after, I had found myself falling more and more each day for you. I am so glad to have met you Yuki. My only regret is I have to leave you, because I am the cat. The cat was never meant to be happy, but you know even if it was for a short while, I was happy. You gave that to me and there's nothing that could ever take that away from me. I want you to know if I could have changed my fate I would have, so I could live with you by my side forever. But as much as I want that Akito will never let me have that. You see because of the fate of being the cat, they are cursed with the fate of being caged after graduation. I knew it was coming but I just couldn't bring myself to tell you. I'm sorry Yuki, but please don't come for me. If you do Akito will only hurt you and I couldn't handle knowing I am the reason you are hurt. So I'm begging you, please, please give up on me and find someone who can bring you all the happiness in the world. You are free from Akito now. He can no longer hurt you. So please I beg you, move forward and continue your life with that beautiful smile you have always shown me. I hope in the next life we will find each other again. I want us both to be born free, no curse, no Akito, just free. I want you to know; I love you more than anything and will always love you.

Kyo


Well I feel happy I actually managed to write something, I hoped everyone enjoyed it. Its really short, I'm sorry. I would really love to hear your opinions feel free to tell me where my mistakes are. R&R—Sarah