We were never friends. We were everything but that. We were co-dependents. Friends care about each other. They DON'T abandon each other.
I couldn't live without you. I was totally dependent of you and you knew it. I thought you mean it when you said forever. I really did. Now I know it was never real. I wish I had never met you, because you left me. Broken. Burned. Bruised. Damn, I'm hurt. How am I supposed to get over it?
I considered you my best friend, my piece of heaven in hell. And, suddenly, you're gone for good. It took me a while to deal with your loss, to forget you. You were dead to me. And then, you came back. It started all over again.
You're calling me and knocking at my door, asking for forgiveness. But how can I forgive you? You destroyed me one last time. Move on, says a voice in my head. Excuse me? Oh yeah, I forgot the broken one wasn't your heart. Stop being such an ass! Here comes that voice again. For God's sake, this is not of your concern. Now, would you live me alone? Not until you do the right thing. The right thing is for me to protect my heart, ok? And… Wait a minute, am I really having a discussion with my conscience? Oh Lord, this is SO not happening!
I didn't open that door, I didn't answer my phone. I stared at my window with tears in my eyes, listening to that song. Our song. I remembered when you'd hold me and say everything was going to be okay. I miss that. I miss when you stayed up with me all night, and we would just talk. About everything and nothing at the same time. I can't believe you don't miss any of that.
I liked the way you wanted me
Every night for so long, baby
I liked the way you needed me
Every time the things got rocky, yeah
I was believing in you
Was I mistaken?
Then, I recall you did come back and I turned you down. But I need to know,
Do you mean, do you mean what you say
When you say our love could last forever?
I only let you go because,
Well, I'd rather you be mean,
Than love and lie
I'd rather hear the truth,
And have to say goodbye,
I'd rather take a blow,
At least then I would know
But, baby, don't you break my heart slow
I love you and I always will, but can I trust you one more time?