"Something I can Never Have" Chapter One
"I'm sorry Rachel." Quinn said softly watching the brunettes face grow into pain.
"No...no I...understand." Rachel said smiling sadly.
They had been together since Quinn found out she was pregnant, and Rachel had been there since day one.
"It's just that I feel something for him. I mean if I wasn't I wouldn't have almost kissed him...maybe this means I'm not gay. I mean I gotta think about Beth." Quinn explained further; breaking Rachel's heart.
Rachel nodded slowly.
"Hey Quinn you ready?" Sam asked walking beside Quinn. He turned his head to see Rachel with a pink nose. "Rachel...hey you okay?" he asked kindly.
Rachel smiled nodding "Yeah, yeah I'm okay."
Sam smiled "Alright then." He took Quinn's hand making Rachel's heart stop.
Quinn gave Rachel one last slight smile then turned away. Walking hand in hand with Sam.
Rachel turned running as soon as they turned the corner. She ran past Kurt and Mercedes who yelled out "Rachel are you okay?"
She ran past Santana and Brittney smiling. She heard Brittney ask "San why is Rachel crying?"
"Cause Quinn's a dumb ass." is all she answered back.
She ran past Mike and Tina with a glaring Artie.
"I feel your pain Rachel." Artie said earning a sympathetic look from Tina.
She ran past Finn and Mr Shue talking. "Rachel!" Mr Shue called out with Finn as they watched tears stream down her face.
She ran past Puck's stopped truck at the stop sign.
"Hey pretty Jew why you crying!" Puck asked when he heard her sob.
She just kept running all the way home.
