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Where Will You Go

You're too important for anyone

You play the role of all you long to be

But I, I know who you really are

You're the one who cries when you're alone

The night was cold as the wind howled through the city. Everyone in their right minds would be sleeping, but a certain purple-haired kunoichi couldn't find any sleep. It seemed to be avoiding her these days. Anko sat on her window sill holding a photo that she held dear to her heart while her thoughts trailed to her former sensei. She wondered often about him. There were many things she didn't know about him and she couldn't help but wonder what type of person he really was. There were so many times when she would walk into his room and he would be crying as he gazed out the window. She dared not ask him about it though, because she knew that emotions was one thing he didn't appreciate.

She wondered how many times had he cried alone?

How many times was he left alone?

How many loved one had he lost?

What cause him to be the person he is today?

But where will you go

With no one left to save you from yourself

You can't escape

You can't escape

Wiping away the tears in her eyes she thought of where he was. Where could he have gone? She wondered if he missed her as much as she missed him. He was all alone with that Kabuto brat, someone who she knew would never help him the way he needed help. Her sensei needed comfort to save him from everything, because you can never escape your past; no matter how hard you try.

She didn't mention him anywhere in the village. She didn't want to be judged by others. He was evil and she knew that, but she could have helped him. She could have been there for him.

You think that I can't see right through your eyes

Scared to death to face reality

No one seems to hear your hidden cries

You're left to face yourself alone.

She remembered the stories she used to hear about him from the third Hokage. She had once asked him why Orochimaru was the way he was, but all he could say was that Orochimaru had to live with himself, he had to take care of himself, and raise himself. He was left alone so many times that the third doubted if he knew anything like a home. He ran away from the reality, the pain he felt inside, he didn't want to feel it anymore. He hid his cries from everyone not wanting to be called weak, but after all the trouble he went through, Anko knew that HE was only left alone.

But where will you go (where will you go)
With no one left to save you from yourself
You can't escape
The truth
I realize you're afraid (I realize)
But you can't abandon everyone
You can't escape
You don't want to escape

Anko shut the window still holding the picture. She was all alone and she knew that he didn't want to escape from his past. He remembered it very clearly, drawing his hatred from it. It was what fueled his need to destroy Konoha and to become the most powerful ninja in all time.

She had looked up to him so much, she had wanted to be like him in every single way and now that still hasn't changed. She wanted to be the best ninja, she wanted to excel in everything she did, but most of all she wanted his arms around her, telling her how magnificent she was. She knew that he was afraid of showing emotions, but he did when they were alone. She would always hold those memories close to her heart.

I'm so sick of speaking words that no one understands
Is it clear enough that you can't live your whole life all alone?
I can hear you in a whisper
But you can't even hear me screaming

Where will you go (where will you go)
With no one left to save you from yourself
You can't escape
The truth
I realize you're afraid (I realize)
But you can't reject the whole world
You can't escape
You won't escape
You can't escape
You don't want to escape

Anko threw the photo to the other side of the rooming screaming, "Why won't you leave me alone?"

She felt the sobs coming out of her mouth and felt the way her body was shivering. She hated that she felt this vulnerable and that she worried about him. She hated that he was in her thoughts and that she was practically a traitor for still caring about him.

She picked the photo of Orochimaru and herself and placed it next her bed where it was meant to be. Rubbing her arms up and down she stalked over to the window, only feeling her sobs increase. She opened it and slammed her fists onto the window sill over and over again. Her hands were panging with pain, but she didn't care. Feeling anger and hurt build up inside her she couldn't help but scream, "Orochimaru! Where… w…why?"

She hated most of all that she loved him.

Author's note: I hope you guys liked it… I know it was sad and sort of depressing. PLEASE review! Because if I see an added to favs without a review I think I am going to go INSANE.

DON'T do that to me! How else am I going to write more if I'm insane?