Dear Diary,

Today I found out that I was pregnant; I was ecstatic. The first thing I wanted to do was tell Tony. So I walked the 3 miles to Tonys house, seeing as you can't apprate when pregnant. It wasn't very pretty what happened, but I'll give you a brief overview of what happened, Diary. He slammed the door in my face; said it wasn't his problem. With nothing else that I could say or do, I walked home. The three mile walk back to the house was slow as I rethought every moment of our relationship. He said that he loved me.... that I was his life.... We had been together since I was 14.... how could he leave me? He said he always wanted children.... what did I do wrong?

Tears poured down Priscillas' face. She had to pause from writing so she could get out the sobs that were choking her throat. Once she could control herself again, she continued.

However, diary, Tony wasn't the worst problem that I had today. My mom had come home from work early; as she saw me crying she immediately rushed to comfort me. She kept on saying, "What's wrong? What happened?" but, I don't think she really understood what I was saying until I said through sobs that I was pregnant..... It took me some time, but once I calmed down I explained the whole Tony ordeal. My mother remained silent. She didn't say much of anything after that, but she did force me to eat a healthy lunch, for the sake of more than just myself. I didn't hear daddy come in the house from work, so I didn't think anything of it when I said, "What's daddy going to do when he finds out I'm pregnant?"

It remained silent for a while, my mother still wouldn't say anything to me. I heard a loud 'thump' and when I went to see what it was, I saw a duffle bag filled with my things at the bottom of the staircase with my angry father looking down at me. "No pregnant daughter of mine will be here!'' Was all he said to me...

As if on cue, Priscilla had a sudden pang of nausea. She threw her diary and ran to the bathroom.

Evening sickness? Can this get any worse....?

As Priscilla hurled her insides, seemingly, down the toilet, a hand came up behind her and grabbed her hair from out of her face while another hand came up and started rubbing her back.

******

"It's okay...." the voice murmered in Priscillas ear, unsure. This definately wasn't what he was expecting to do tonight.

Sirius Black thought back to this evening when Priscilla, his best mates little sister, arrived at his house. Sirius worked at night for the Order, so he had just woken up. He was sitting in the kitchen, reading the paper when he heard a crash which was shortly followed by sobbing. Sirius rushed over, wand at the ready.

Then he saw Priscilla.

She was on all fours with her head in her hands, sobbing. Sirius crossed the room in 2 steps and wrapped his arms around the sobbing Priscilla. "Shhh... what's wrong? What's going on?" he whispered to her as he rocked her back and forth. He wasn't very good with tears unless he had just dumped a girl, but he wasn't exactly sensitive to how they felt. Was it just him, or was this really the most awkward moment of his life?

Once the sobbing woman had finally calmed down to just silent tears, she looked up at him. Her eyes were huge and puffy and red, and he felt a twinge of guilt. Had he made girls look like this in the past? He hoped he didn't.

"What happened, Priscilla?"

"Where's James? I need a place to stay."

"Him and Lily are working, they should be home sometime soon. Why do you need to stay here....?"

Priscilla looked at the ground and sniffled. When she looked up at him again, she looked up at him with piercing eyes. Sirius could see she was evaluating as to whether he was safe to tell the information too. With a slow sigh, Priscilla finally said, "Daddy kicked me out because I'm pregnant..."

Now, as Sirius sat kneeling behind the vomiting Priscilla holding her hair, he realized these words were true. He continued rubbing her back and saying words of comfort. Sirius knew he wasn't very good at this, but he was going to try. He knew how Priscilla had felt, what with running away from his parents and etc. He wanted to help her seeing as the angry James and attempting-to-be-comforting Lily downstairs weren't going to.

Priscilla closed the lid to the toilet and flushed it. "Thank you..." she said with a hoarse voice, and looked back up to Sirius.

"Anything I can do to help." Sirius smiled at Priscilla and released her hair.

"Take me back about 6 years and tell me to tell Tony to go to hell, and we'll be fine." She said with a dark chuckle, laying her head down on the lid of the toilet.

Sirius smiled, but it didn't reach his eyes. He had met Tony once or twice, but didn't know him well. The Potters were never fond of him, which explained why everybody was so angry right now. Because he had hurt his best mates little sister, he wouldn't mind giving him a good hex or two. Hurt was an underestimation at the moment, but he didn't want to waste his time thinking of another word to come up with.

"Well, how about I start up a bath for you? You can brush your teeth and grab yourself some pajamas as it fills..?" He tried to make the offer sound irresistable, but it felt kind of awkward to be sexy, so he didn't try to be sexy.

Priscilla giggled and Sirius felt his face get a tad warm, "Sure, that sounds nice. Um... Can you help me up..?"

Sirius nodded, not that Priscilla saw, and gently placed his hands under her elbows and lifted her to her feet. He chuckled as her curly auburn hair, which nobody was every quite sure of where it came from in the family, was barely even with his collar bone.

He slowly let her become accustomed to her own weight, then reached over and turned on the bath water. When he turned Priscilla had disappeared back into the bedroom and was digging through her bag. Sirius stood in the doorway of the bathroom, then scratched the back of his head. He wasn't sure what was to come next.

"Um.... I'm gonna go downstairs and talk to James.... If you need anything, just yell, alright?"

Priscilla nodded and flashed another smile towards Sirius. "See ya..." he murmered as he walked out of the room, closing the door softly behind him. He glanced at his watch that said 10:30. Shit. Sirius cursed to himself. I have to leave in a half an hour to meet Dumbledore.

Sirius quickly walked down the stairs and stopped before entering the kitchen.

"That Tony guy is lucky I'm not murdering him right now.... So is Priss.... What the hell was she thinking doing this!?" Sirius heard a deep voice say.

"Calm down, James. She knew what she was doing, she's 20 years old." Lily countered.

"She knew she was going to get dumped by that asshole who's the father of her baby?"

"Maybe she didn't think she was going to get dumped. He's the only guy she's ever had and known.... She wanted to move forward, maybe that's why she did this."

Why is Lily being so nice about all of this? Sirius thought to himself as he entered the kitchen, coughing to announce his presence.

James looked up at Sirius with a haunting look, "What were you doing upstairs?"

"I was trying to help. You were too busy, so I took it upon myself." Sirius said, twiriling his wand in his hand as he spoke.

James sighed, "What are we going to do with her? We can't kick her out, and I really don't want to."

"Why do we have to do anything? She's going to be the mother and she will take care of it. We can help her, but this is her responsibility." Lily said matter-of-faclty.

James looked at her and sighed. "I'm going to bed.... Hopefully I'll wake up and this nightmare is over..." He kissed Lily on the forehead and with that, he left the kitchen.

Lily looked at Sirius, then at the doorway James had just left through. "What are you and Dumbledore doing tonight, Sirius?" She asked quietly, trying to make conversation.

Sirius shrugged. "Dunno. He never tells me til we meet."

The silence continued between the two. It slowly began to grow more and more awkward as minutes passed.

"I'm going to follow James to bed.... so... good night." Lily said, than followed in James footsteps out of the kitchen.

Sirius thought in silence when the quiet tune of the clock sang, saying that it was 11. Sirius sighed, and walked back up the stairs knocking on Priscillas' door.

"Yes?" said the door.

"I have to go meet Dumbledore, do you need anything?" Sirius said politely.

A moment of silence passed, "I'm okay, thank you."

"Alright..." and with that, he apparated to his meeting place with Dumbledore.

*****

As soon as her bedroom door was closed, Priscilla began removing her clothes. She found her red nightgown and a pair of matching black boyshorts and walked back to the bathroom, closing that door also. With a glance in the mirror, she sighed.

I look like shit…. I can't let this beat me up like this… Priscilla grabbed her wand and brushed her teeth clean, removing the taste of bodily acids from her mouth. She smiled, then climbed into the tub. She smiled as she felt the warm water washing over her body, cleansing her body and soul.

She closed her eyes and relaxed once she finished washing herself clean. Her thoughts roamed all over the past day, and she sighed.

Just in the last…. 14 hours I found out I was pregnant, was dumped, got thrown out of my parents house, and lost of all of my families respect…. All because of… Priscillas arm reached up and her hand caressed her lower belly. She sighed again and got out of the tub. Using her wand she dried herself, combed through her hair, and then dressed herself with her own hands.

She plopped down on the bed and closed her eyes. Please, let this nightmare be over when I awake….

She opened her eyes, but she still saw the roof of James house, she sighed again. Well… let me think this over…. Witch pregnancies are different than Muggle pregnancies, thankfully. I'm going to be pregnant for three months, so…. What now? In the morning I'll need to talk with Lily and James about stuff for the baby… In a month I can find out if it's a girl or a boy…. Until then... I'll clean and work for James and Lily as a way to thank them for everything they've done/ will be doing. God…… Why does Tony have to be such an asshole…?

With that thought in mind, Priscilla started sobbing once again.

A few hours later, Priscilla finally dozed off to a restless sleep.