((SONG: Amnesia by 5SoS/5 Seconds of Summer))
~Jay's POV~
I pull out my blue guitar from the case and start walking out on stage. I sit on the stool and adjust the microphone to my height. The crowd quiets down as I start strumming the guitar. I look backstage and see the others standing there, waiting for me to sing. Nya had chose Cole instead of me and so... I wrote this song before we went on tour. I look back forward and clear my throat quietly.
"I drove by all the places we used to hang out getting wasted
I thought about our last kiss, how it felt the way you tasted
And even though your friends tell me you're doing fine
Are you somewhere feeling lonely even though he's right beside you?
When he says those words that hurt you, do you read the ones I wrote you?
Sometimes I start to wonder, was it just a lie?
If what we had was real, how could you be fine?
'Cause I'm not fine at all" A tear escapes my eye and slips down my cheek.
"I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the make-up running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape
'Cause I'm not fine at all
The pictures that you sent me they're still living in my phone
I'll admit I like to see them, I'll admit I feel alone
And all my friends keep asking why I'm not around
It hurts to know you're happy, yeah, it hurts that you've moved on
It's hard to hear your name when I haven't seen you in so long
It's like we never happened, was it just a lie?
If what we had was real, how could you be fine?
'Cause I'm not fine at all
I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the make-up running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape
If today I woke up with you right beside me
Like all of this was just some twisted dream
I'd hold you closer than I ever did before
And you'd never slip away
And you'd never hear me say
I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the make-up running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape
'Cause I'm not fine at all
No, I'm really not fine at all
Tell me this is just a dream
'Cause I'm really not fine at all."
The crowd cheers but it doesn't make me feel any better. I stand up and start walking backstage, looking at the ground the whole time. When I stand in front of the others, I look at them. They look worried and sympathetic. "Jay..." Nya says quietly. "W-was that... about... me?"
"Who else?" I say a bit harsher that I was hoping. I walk away and put the guitar back in the case. "Hope you're happy." I put the strap from the bag over my shoulder and walk out.
A/N: I cried while writing this, but I really love the song. It's so good. And Jay was the perfect one to write it with. I hope you guys liked it. ^-^
PS: When he said "before we went on tour", it's supposed to mean that the ninja are a band instead of ninja team. They each get their own song then they all sing one song together. This one-shot was just a sneak peek for my future One-shots/story.