A boy and girl meet. It's quite a basic and common start to the majority of tales. Boy finds girl cute and girl finds boy cute. The boy asks the girl out but, the girl takes two days to say yes. Why did the girl take so long to respond to the boy? She was worried about the social judgment that her friends might bring upon her if she said yes to the boy. She makes up her mind and ignores the potential risk of judgment. They start going out and to be honest everything was going great. The young boy hadn't had a relationship quite like this. Something about it changed his views on relationships and love. "Could this be," the boy wondered, "what they call one's first true love?"
The boy came from, what he considered, to be a normal household. His father and mother were high school sweethearts and they married. They had both the boy and his younger brother in their late twenty's. They seemed to be a perfect family in the boy's eyes. He grew up to the realization that his parents, who encouraged him to experience love, told him to stop pursuing it. For years, all the boy heard was to focus on school and to leave love for the future after being successful. The boy grew up worth the mentality that love is pointless and not worth everything that came along with it. And now, here he is. So madly in love with the girl. The girl was truly the apple to his eye. He loved everything about her. Her long, beautiful, flowing hair in the wind. Her stunning dark tan complexion. Those eyes that held the most amazing shade of brown he had ever seen. Her curves and her tight petite body and short height made her look adorable yet sexy simultaneously. Her brain that contained her intelligence which he admired greatly and her strong and gentle personality fitted perfectly with his shy yet protective nature. Of course, prior to meeting the girls, the boy had 2 other ones. One was, to put it simply, crazy and the other was just not a right fit for him. None gave him the "first love" experience until meeting the girl.
The boy was a gentleman at heart but looked awkward and shy. A true introvert. He was a rather tall boy and had proper manners for everything. He had dark black hair which was always up like an anime protagonist. He had the lightest shade of brown eyes in his family and looked amber when the sun hits his eyes. He was squishy and had some muscle. He is smart. More than average among the gifted community at school. His greatest flaw is his short temper.
They dated for 8 months. The girl broke up with him. Told him that in order to love somebody else, she needed to love herself. Not in person did she say this but in a text. A goddamn text conversation which ended the beautiful relationship they had. He begged and pleaded to fond out why she did what she did. He asked her if it was his fault to her response she said that he was perfect but it was her messing it up. He started blaming himself for everything, with emotions slowly being unleashed. Then a tornado of anger and sadness started raging the boy from the inside. He called her. They spent two hours on the phone, trying to figure something out. She wanted him to be a part of her life but not sure as to what and he was confused. Eventually, they settled upon being friends. Two weeks of being friends the boy couldn't take it anymore. He snapped went on a raging fit at her which eventually ended up with the girl blocking him on everything.
The girl, after reaching their 6-month mark, started to change. She left the boy on read for hours, never told him she was out with friends which caused him to worry and text her, and it seemed that she was just losing interest. That's what lead the boy to snap. He realized all of this and attacked her and hurt her.
He now suffers, even after a month since their breakup. He can' t collect his thoughts. He's kept up at night, thinking of ways to try and make it right. He wanted to be with her forever. He wanted to marry her. Now he fears that without even texting her, he will lose his sanity. He sees her one last chance in real life. If he ruins this chance, he will lose her forever. If he succeeds and she unblocks him, he will be saved. Wish him luck... He's really going to try