Authors Note: Hello again readers. This time I am writing serious (well as serious as you can get while writing a Romance/Humor story). This is an Allen x Road story (using this to combat the shear magnitude of all the Allen x Kanda and Allen x Lenalee stories). Although this pairing may or may not happen in D. Gray-Man (fingers crossed) it is in my opinion the best pairing (high-five to all the Allen x Road fans).
So without further stalling or Allen x Lenalee bashing here is my story.
Disclaimer: I don't own D. Gray-Man. (Sad but true)
~Conflicting Love~
Prologue:
Allen was in trouble and he knew it. With all the stress that the Fourteenth and Central were putting on him lately he was able to forget about the trouble he was actually in. At least momentarily.
However with his current mission he would be reminded of his trouble. It wasn't that it was life threatening it was just…confusing.
The problem that he was now facing was in fact a topic which he had no idea even how to deal with. It was love. Sure he had Mana, but that was a love between a parent and a child. No this was a kind of love he was entirely unfamiliar with.
And who was the person he was "in love with"? It was none other than the person he was currently fighting against. The same person who stabbed him in his cursed eye and caused him so much. The same person who he wanted to hate, but he couldn't. The same person who kissed him on the White Ark. Road Kamelot.
Ever since the incident on the White Ark he has had feelings for the young Noah. Not that they were actually love it was more like an attraction. Allen felt pang guilty because of these emotions. He felt that he could eventually fall for Road (he blushed at the thought). But with the way this war was he didn't think it could ever work out.
It was kind of depressing actually. The one person who, since Mana, he felt sincerely loved him. The one person who he had ever kissed him. Was forever an enemy of the Black Order.
So with all this in mind he continued with his fight. With one thought in his mind "Did he really love Road".
Road on the other hand didn't really feel as bad about her feelings as Allen did. Sure she was his enemy and he was hers. But she felt a strong bond to him that she believed could bridge their divide. She really didn't know if he could ever love her though. And if he did she didn't know if her family would ever forgive her.
It was no secret that she wasn't suppose to love Allen. Tyki made that clear when she first kissed Allen. But she couldn't help herself no matter how bad it was or looked she just couldn't stop loving Allen.
If there was just some way that she could show him that they could be together. There in itself was the problem. She didn't know how to solve this. If the Earl ever found out that she loved Allen the results could be disastrous. And if Allen did love her the Order would probably execute him for treason.
*Sigh* She just had to find a way though. She was going to love Allen. The question that kept coming into her mind though: "Does he love me?"
Authors Note: And there it is my first part of my Allen x Road story. Sorry it was kind of depressing, but I had to add a little conflict to the story. I mean I just couldn't start the story with them doing in a closest or something. Well… maybe I could but that would kind of run the plot of my story.
I really couldn't decide on whose POV I wanted to portray in the prologue so I decided to just have both Allen's and Road's.
Anyway hoped you liked it. Reviews would be greatly appreciated.
Next Chapter might come tomorrow.
