-Note-
okay, so this is my first ever fanfiction( on this account)
also this is based on an idea me and my friend had. Its set in season 9 somwhare.
so yah, hope you enjoy this lil' one shot.
Toodlezzz
Cas sat at the table in the bunker's kitchen area, twiddling his thumbs. God, he was bored. And Tired. Another stupid human problem he had to deal with.
"Cas, you alright?' the younger winchester asked, looking up from his laptop and facing the now grounded angel.
Castiel looked up from his hands and faced sam
"Yes, thankyou sam. are you?" Castiel said through a forced happy tone
"yeah, i guess." Sam added, then went back to his laptop
Dean walked into the room, and imediately beamed at the angel. It was wierd. Castiel was far from an angel, yet dean always thought of him as the angel. His angel.
"got anythin' sammy?" dean asked, opening a beer.
"No, but damn, this fall's realy going to complicate things isnt it." sam added, sighing
"yeah, but nothin we cant handle" Dean said, taking another swig of his beer.
Castiel stood up and began to walk out of the room, without saying a word.
"You Okay Cas? Cas? HELLO! earth to castiel?" Dean Moaned at the 'angel'
"Hay cas buddy, you feelin' okay?"
"Im Fine..." was all he said as he left the room and went into the bathroom.
"wonder whats eatin' him?" dean said
"Dean, he's probably tired, or gone to get a shower."
but 25 minuets later, no shower noises.
"Im gona check on him" dean finaly spoke
"dean, just leave him" sam said,
"No sammy, somhin's up with him."
dean knocked on the bathroom door.
"Cas, you still in there?"
nothing
"cas?"
nothong
"CAS I SWEAR TO GOD! IF YOU DONT OPEN THIS DOOR! IM KICKING IT OPEN MYSELF!"Dean Yelled, hoping to get the attention of the angel.
"1!...2!...3" And dean hammered into the door. the lock broke and he walked in, and saw the last thing he expected to see.
castiel on the floor, with his hands around his knees, rocking backwards and forwards.
"cas?" dean asked
Castiel quickly wiped his eyes and looked up at dean.
"Dean, if you dont mind, i would apriciate some alone time"
" not while youve been crying for half an hour."
"i wasnt crying" castiel said, in the most unconvinsing manor.
" yeah. okay. cas whats up?" Deans voice was dripping woth sarcasm.
castiel shrunk back into his knees, and burried his face, and shook his head.
"i...i ca...cant..with the fal... and.."
"You feel quilty for the fall dont you?"
"castiel nodded and almost inaudible tears shook his body."
"Damn in cas. it wadnt your fault. you didnt mean to.."
"dean.."
"No cas listen, you didnt mean..."
"DEAN JUST BECAUSE I DIDNT MEAN TO DO IT DOESNT MEAN IT WASNT MY FAULT!" Castiel yelled, his voice breaking at the last few words, hiding his head back into his knees.
"cas, dont cry."
"dean, i have every reason to cry. hell, MOST OF THE TIME I WANT TO SCREAM TO MY FATER AND BEG FOR EVERYTHING TO..."
"to what cas"
"just... end..." castiel whispered.
"dean, i caused all of my brothers and sisters to fall. most of them are dead, and i cant do amything to help them.
i feel just... so...so useless..."
"cas, you listen to me." dean tilted castiel's head uowards to face him.
"i dont care that the angels fell. i dont care that your stupid family is dying. all that matters to me is family. and damn it cas, but weather you like it or not, You, Me,sam and kevin are family...And I Cant do this without you. even if you completely fall. you'll still be an angel to me."
Dan had his arm around cas as they sat in scielence. castiel was still crying for a little while, but grew scilent. he had fell asleep on deans sholder.
Dean picked him up bridal style and carried him to his room. before returning to sam.
"you okay? i heared shouting? hows cas?" sam asked
"he's okay, lil' guy tired himself out. i carried him up to bed. He is suoer light ya know?"
"no, i didnt."
sam went back to his work, and dean went off to his own bed.
dean went into cas's room to check on him.
castiel was still asleep. dean smiled at the sleeping angel.
His Angel