Disclaimer: I don't own any of these characters. They all belong to Stephanie Meyer. The song "Overloved" belongs to Paula Deanda. I just own the plot.
Who would have thought that I would ever find my perfect match. I never did. Nearly 100 years I have waited for her. I always thought I would be alone. Never to find that one person who doesn't see me as the monster I truly am. She accepts me for who I am. That is my Bella for you.
I need to find somebody who can't sleep at night
Without holding me without holding me tight
I want someone who sees me all the time in their dreams
And then wakes up thinking just of me
Spent time on my own
Spent time being free
Now I just wanna be
She is my world, my everything. I have to be with her everyday. It hurts me so much when I am away from her. Now I understand what Jasper and Emmett go through when Alice and Rosealie aren't there. They just want to be at their sides more then anything.
Overloved
Over needed
Over wanted
Over missed when I'm away
Overloved
Over dreamed of
Over cared about
Over everything
I'd give anything to be overloved
Everytime I am around her, I have to control myself. I just want to let go, but I am always afraid that if I let go, I will hurt her, or worse, kill her. She wants to be with me forever. I want to be with her forever but I don't want to take her life away and make her into a monster like I am. My lovely Bella doesn't see me as a monster like I do. She see's me as just Edward. She looks at me with so much love in her eyes, with her beautiful smile that makes me just so much more in love with her.
I want someone who can't wait to kiss me again
Even though it's been a minute since they last did
Want someone who loves love songs
And dedicates them to me
And two loving arms never out of reach
Been fine all alone
Did fine being free
This time I wanna be
This time I wanna be
My Bella is so beautiful, but yet she doesn't believe it. I wish I could read her mind to hear her thoughts. She probably still thinks that the smell of her blood only attracts me to her. It did at first, but not now. When I see her sad, I just want to hold her and never let her go. When she is smiling that smile of hers, I just want to keep that smile on her face forever.
Overloved
Over needed
Over wanted
Over missed when I'm away
Overloved
Over dreamed of
Over cared about
Over everything
I'd give anything to be overloved
I know when I first started to talk to her, my family didn't like it. They didn't want me to get to close to a human. I almost let our secret out to the world when I saved Bella from getting hit by Tyler's truck. I didn't know what I was doing at the time, I just knew I couldn't let her die. I kept on lying to myself, saying I wasn't in love with her, but deep down I knew I was. We started to date, and I started to wonder where this girl has been my whole life. She is smart, funny, yes she is klutz but she is my klutz and I wouldn't have her any other way.
Want someone to talk to me with talk so sweet
Want someone who's there to share their world with me
I've been too lonely for too many nights
This time I need someone here in my life
This time I want someone holding me tight
Been under kissed, under touched
Now I just wanna be
Overloved
Over needed
Over wanted
Over missed when I'm away
Overloved
Over dreamed of
Over cared about
Over everything
I'd give anything to be overloved
In just a few short weeks, my Bella and I are getting married. Alice is the most excited because she gets to plan the wedding. Rosealie isn't all that happy about Bella giving up her life...well to bad for her. Emmett is excited that Bella is finally going to become one of us. He already sees' her like a sister anyways, and poor Jasper. I know he wants to get to know Bella better, but because her smell is still alittle too strong for him, he has told me he will get to know her alot better when she is turned. I told my love that and she just can't wait to get to know Jasper better. Esme....I swear if she could cry she would. I was her "first son", and she is so happy that I have found that one person who makes me happier then anything on this planet. She loves Bella like her own already. Carlisle, I know he wants all his children to have that special someone. I remeber talking to him a few decades ago saying I was never going to find that someone for me. I know he remebers that conversation too. He keeps thinking it over and over again in his mind. I know Rosealie will come around. This is my family and I am glad that all but one loves' Bella.
I just wanna be
Overloved
By someone who's over in love with me
Overloved
Over kissed over touched
Oh I just wanna be overloved
"Do you Edward Cullen, take Isabella Marie Swan to be your wife" I couldn't keep the smile off of my face. "I do". "Do you Isabella Marie Swan, take Edward Cullen to be your husband". My sweet Bella had tears in her eyes. "I do". If I could cry I probably would have cried right then and there. "You may now kiss the bride" I leaned down to kiss my wife. The one woman I have been waiting 100 years for. I am more then happy to call her my wife. Isabella "Bella" Marie Cullen is my life, my world, my universe, and I know I can't live without her.