Chapter 1: Life After the Death of Bella
It's been about four months since her death. Ever since that day we have been hanging out. I did move on with someone else, Makenna. She's been here for me. From time to time I do think about her - think about Bella. But most of the time I don't. Makenna and I are happy. I was going through my bag to find the small box I had brought. Yeah, I know I like to move a little fast, but I can't stand being alone. I want to ask Makenna to marry me. She doesn't know I am going to ask her to marry me tonight. I just want her to be surprised. She's not like Bella, who didn't like surprises. I am glad she likes surprises. In a way I am glad. I also hope nothing happens to his one. Like it happened to Bella.
You probably want to know if I am still in the program or not; I went back to school, but a few weeks after I went back to school I didn't need to be reminded of Bella, so I withdrew from my classes. I still live in Italy though. I already had plans to go back to Florida to visit Beck and Jane and her other friends. Makenna doesn't think it's a good idea for me to go back and visit them. I did ask her to come along. I have to go and make one last trip to Florida, alone. I didn't want to go alone but I don't have any choice. I want to ask her before I leave, so she may change her mind and come with me. If she doesn't change her mind, it's okay.
When I finally found the small black velvet box I laid it on my dresser. Then I went through my clothes. I was looking something nice to wear, since I'm going to take her to a fancy restaurant. I already made a reservation for tonight. After I found what I was looking for I went into the bathroom to shower. I was about to get in when I felt a hand on my shoulder. I turned around to see who it was; but no one was around.
"Edward," the voice called.
"is that you Bella?" I whispered.
"I'm glad you're moving on," the voice claimed.
"Bella, please let me see you again," I cried.
"Bye Eddy," she whispered.
Tears welled up in my eyes again; Bella I love you and miss you. I stepped into the shower and cried. Why am I moving on so fast; I'm not quite ready. I let water run down my face. "Edward, you are ready to move on," I told myself. Makenna treats me well. She also understands me and is also there for me.
After my shower, I got dressed and walked downstairs. I walked into the hall and grabbed my keys. Than I walked toward the door and out to my car. I got in and took off to her house. I could see her big smile when she opens the box.
Once I arrived at her house, I parked the car at the curb. Then I got out and walked to the front door. I only knocked once, when her roommate Corin answered the door.
"You must be the Edward Mak was talking about, "She questioned.
"Yes, I am that Edward," I said.
"Come on in, Edward," she gestured for me to come in.
"Thank you," as I stepped in.
"Makenna is just finishing up; make yourself at home," she led me Into the living room.
I went to sit on one of those big armchairs while she was finishing up. Corin asked me what I am doing in Italy. I answered her I got accepted into a program here, so I took it right away. She went on by asking me where I came from and if I was going to stay here afterwards. I went on telling her a little bit about myself. She also asked me how I met Makenna and how I fell in love with her so fast . I can't wait till she's ready.
A few minutes later she came walking downstairs in a dark black strap dress that doesn't go past her knees with black high heels. Her hair was up in a bun with two strands of hair down into curls. She smiled at me - I returned a smile. I got up and walked over to her-she wrapped her arms around me. I whispered in her ear; that she looks beautiful and amazing. "Thank you." She told me. We said our goodbyes, then we walked to the door. I opened the door and she walked out to my car. I closed the door behind me. Then I followed her to my car.
I took my free hand and held her hand. I could see that she was smiling. I smiled back. We didn't talk much. She didn't ask why we had to dress up. I was glad she didn't ask. We drove in silence. I put her hand up to my mouth and kissed her fingertips.
When we arrived at the restaurant, I parked the car. Then I cut the engine, and I opened the door. I stepped out of the car. Then I walked to the other side and opened her door. I extended my hand to help her out. Then we walked into the restaurant. The hostess was right with us.
"Right this way, Mr. Cullen," she said, as she led the way to our table.
"Thank you," I replied, as I followed her to our table.
She handed us our menus, and told us our waiter will be right with us.
"Edward, this is so beautiful," Makenna said, as she was looking around.
"Yeah, I know," I replied, as I took her hand.
A short while later, our waiter came to take our drink order. I ordered the finest wine in the house. He left us a while. It was a good time to pop the question. So I just did that. I walked over to her side. Then I got down on one knee, took her hand, and took out the small black velvet box. I opened it and asked her to marry me.
"Makenna, will you do me the honor of being my wife?" I asked.
"Y-ye-yes, Edward, I'll marry you," she answered, as tears of happiness welled up in her eyes!
I place the ring on her finger, then I helped her up. She wrapped her arms around me. She leaned toward me and our mouths touched. We pulled apart. She sat down. I walked back to my chair. She smiled at me. By the time I went to my seat; our waiter came back to take our orders. I ordered chicken Alfredo with a side of garlic bread and Makenna ordered garlic and oil spaghetti with a house salad. As soon as he left, Makenna was examining the ring.
She rose from her chair and walked over to me and sat on my lap. She does look amazing in the dress she has on. I was kissing her neck and cheek. I was also whispering sweet yum yums in her ears, as I was kissing them too.
After fifteen or so minutes our meals were ready. She rose from my lap and walked over to her chair. We ate in silence. Yes, I am happy. I was scared to ask her if she changed her mind yet. I just let it be for now. I just want to enjoy this time with Makenna.
After we had dessert, as we waited for the check, Makenna told me that Corin wasn't going to be there. I asked her "Do you have any plans since she isn't going to be there?" I was hoping that she didn't. She answered "No I don't, why? You want to come over?" I told her you know I love spending time with you.
A few minutes later our waiter came back with our check. I gestured for her to stay sitting until I came back from paying the bill. As I walked over to the cashier I took a glance back and flashed a smile at her. Once I came back from paying the bill I pulled out her chair and extended my hand to help her up. She took my hand and walked out to my car. I opened the door for her and helped her in. I walked over to the driver's side and got in, and we were off to her place.
When we arrived at her house, I parked the car. I got out and walked over to help her out. I closed the door, then we walked to the front door. She unlocked the door, then we walked in. She locked the door behind me. Then she led me up to her room. I couldn't wait to touch her. Once we were in her room, she closed and locked that door. She did the sexy finger thing for me to come over. I walked over to her. She grabbed the bottom of my dress shirt and started to unbutton it. Than she unbuttoned and unzipped my dress pants and threw them on the floor. I turned her around to unzip her dress and lightly laid her on the bed so I could take off her shoes. I take out a little package and unrolled the condom and placed it on my penis. First I played with her clit for a while, then I decided to eat her out before I climbed on top of her and made love to her. Yes we been having sex ever since I asked her out. She is fucking amazing in bed.
I was afraid of what I might say, but I was careful. It did feel good to be with someone again. I didn't want to stop though.