I am just drafting here/ brain storming so... yeah bear with me and sorry its so short, cause I don't know what to tell you! LMAO
What is your life worth when all you thought was real and your heartbeat and soul is gone. When you turn to look for comfort and end up with a heart acke and a broken rib (or two).
When you feel just about everything in your life has gone wrong and nothing can possibly get worse, then BAM it does.
That's how I feel right now, because when Edward left me I gave up hope and lost all interest for everything.
Jacob, back then was there to pick up the pieces of my Broken Heart, I let him get too close. I allowed myself to get close too and with that the hurt was unbearable because now Jacob was furious no longer sad or patient with me.
He said he was sick of me moping around over a 'dumb blood sucker', Before he gave me ANOTHER kick to the ribs,not noticing that him being a Werewolf with his strength made his beatings 3x worse.
And when I got the strength to try to leave he always apologized and said 'he didn't mean it or he swore he would never hurt me again' and I always excepted him back because there in what was left of my heart I still believe that at least someone loved me and at least Jacob wouldn't leave me Unlike Edward. (who did)!