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Clare's P.O.V
In a way, it would've been easier to believe that everyone in the house was sleeping silently. But these days I don't get the easy way. Right this second there is no one in this whole house that will ever be silently sleeping for a while. The echo of their yelling rings in my ears, and it isn't hard to know what their yelling about.
I've noticed that everything in my life is either way to easy or too hard to deal with these days. Thinking about it I don't even know why I try to deal with it. It isn't fair for someone like me to be like this. I, Clare Edwards, am supposed to be the girl with the great grades, I, Clare Edwards are in grades above my class, and I, Clare Edwards, appear to be perfect. As we all know though, looks can be deceiving. Most of the time it's what you don't see that appears so perfect.
Being Clare Edwards, Darcy's sister is miles easier than being the Clare Edwards I am now. Then again Darcy's gone. Far away in Africa where she'll be for a very, very long time. I never thought I would be the sister that would be such a screw up. But I guess I am. I have failed so many people, and frankly I don't really know why. It's hard to think about what you've done to come to such a reputation as being the failure.
The thing that sucks the most though is that no one really will ever care about it. Just because my parents are getting a divorce doesn't mean the world will stop and wait for this whole fight to be over, no, it means the world won't even slow down. The world won't even trip because that's the beauty, people have told me, of life. They have said the world is a mysterious thing. She never stops to see if something is in her way because she knows that it'll move. She doesn't wait for any ones grief. Maybe because she believes she's had too much.
To me, the world is rude. In a way she's self centered, and doesn't bother with you tiny little problems. From the worlds perspective the biggest problem seems only as though someone had fallen and scraped their knee on the ground, to stand up and find it was only just a small scratch. That scratch would heal fast as far as she see thinks.
So, yes, it would be so much easier to believe that this house was silently sleeping. Maybe it would be better that way, but it's not. In fact, it's waiting for those to people yelling at each other to go to sleep and let the argument lie down to rest.
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