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Their giggles filled the Cullen's large country house. I watched them crawl around the floor and examine the living room.
It had been a year since Edward and I were married, and 9 months later we had the twins, Jillian Trinity Cullen 19inchs, 6lbs 9onces and Keegan Wyatt Cullen 22inchs, 8lbs 5onces. They both looked like me, almost nothing like their father, maybe a little bit dark, but not noticeable. Jillian had big green eyes, with golden brown hair. Keegan had dark chocolate eyes, with jet black hair.
I knew Edward wasn't the father of the twins but I'm glad he had no idea he wasn't. Not like he would notice anyways. He wasn't ready to be a daddy. We got married only a few months after we graduated, all he ever wanted to do was party, ride his "baby" his 200 Yamaha, and sleep in all day. When the twins were first born Edward wouldn't get up with me to help feed them or change them. He would say "Baby I'm too tired." Alice was the one who would get up with me. She was the one keeping me together; she was my best friend, my sister in law, and the twin's god mom. Alice was the only thing holding me to this family. I was ready to leave but couldn't bear to take the twins away from her. She was the only one that knew the twins weren't Edwards but, she had no idea who was there father. She swore she never would tell but, I couldn't tell her the truth.
On my wedding day I said goodbye to the love of my life, my best friend and the twin's father. I haven't seen him since then and I missed him so but, I didn't know how he felt towards me. Last time I heard was that he had a beautiful girlfriend and was moving out of his father's house and into his own. I hope he's happy.
The twin's birthday was coming up in the next few weeks, the 25th of June. I couldn't believe that they were already going to be one. It felt like only yesterday I was in the hospital holding my mother's hand giving birth.
Keegan came first. He was my big strong boy. He was ready to come out and join the family. Jillian on the other hand was stubborn and shy, she thought she wasn't ready. She gave us a big scare, when she came out she wasn't crying, it took her brother to start crying for her to start crying. I was so scared that I was only going to have one of my babies in my life but, I got both. My mother Renee and my mother-in-law Esme were the first to hold them then my dad Charlie and my father-in-law Carlisle held them second and then Alice and I. It took Edward three days before he would even hold them he was scared that he would drop them. I was pissed the day the twins were born, Edward, Jasper and Emmett had decided to take their dirt bikes and go camping up in Hollister Hills SVRA. I told them not to go and he was not having any of it. It took them two days to even realize that I had given birth, when you where at the park there wasn't the best cell service.
The cutest thing I think they have done so far had to have been that they would not sleep separated from each other. They would NOT sleep in their own bassinet. Now that they were bigger the only time they did that was when one of them woke up crying in the middle of the night, it was the only thing that would comfort them. They were the best thing that had happen to me, even the night's they wouldn't sleep, even the times they throw up on all of my shirts, they were the joy in my life! They were my everything.
I didn't know what to do anymore about Edward, he wasn't what I wanted anymore, he wasn't what I wanted on my wedding day but, I was… I couldn't leave him at the wedding that Alice and I planned. I wasn't happy.
I couldn't go live with my mom, just for the fact that she was extremely against Edward and I getting married so young, if I lived with her it would be her rubbing it in that it didn't work. I couldn't do that to myself. I loved my mom and I know now and even then she was right but, I don't need it rubbed in. Dad on the other hand was more apt to letting me make my own choices and mistakes, yes he wasn't happy about Edward and I getting married but, he wants me to learn on my own. He would be more understanding and caring but, I don't know if he would let me come home. There's only one way to find out.
"Edward, I'm taking the twins to see grandpa." I yelled up the stairs.
"OK." He muffled.
I grabbed their dipper bag slung it over my shoulder, picked both of them up, placing a small blanket over them and made my way to Edward's Volvo. I made it to my dad's in about five minutes. He wasn't home; it was 5:15 he should be home shortly. I let myself in the house and placed Keegan in the living room because he was asleep. I made him a small bed on the floor, laying down a blanket, then him and a pillow on each side of him, then placing his baby blanket over him. I sat Jillian on the couch and looked around. The house didn't need to be cleaned so I figured that I would make dinner. I started to walk away and Jillian started to fuss so I put her down on the floor so she could crawl around. I looked in the fridge there was hamburger meat and a jar of Prego. So I took out a pan and started to brown the meat and brought a pot of water to a boil and put some noodles in it. Spaghetti was one of my dad's favorites, and it was easy. I poured the Prego over the browned meat and that's when I heard a key in the door, dad was home.
"Bella?" he said coming through the door. I turned around and not only did I see my dad, but I saw Billy and the twins father.
"I'm glad I cook like I'm feeding an army." I half laughed. I gave dad and Billy each a hug, I hesitated when I got to Jacob but, he wouldn't let me not give him a hug.
I hadn't seen or talked to him since the day I said goodbye. He took me into his strong embrace and I melted, like I did every time he touched me. I could feel his breath on the back of my neck.
"I knew I'd see you again, I've missed you my Bella." He whispered in my ear, his lips were so close I could almost feel them on the rim of my ear.
"I…" I started but, that's when Jillian started to cry, and the water started to bubble over. I pushed out of Jacobs arms and picked Jillian up and went to the stove and fixed the water bubbling over. Charlie and Billy went into the living room and turned on the game.
"Eh keep it down in there, Keegan is..." Damn it! That's when he started fussing. " Was asleep." I corrected. I turned to walk in the living room to go get him but ran right into Jacob's firm chest, lucky he was there because I could feel myself falling backwards with Jillian in my arms.
"Thanks" I said as I felt his arms around me. I looked up at him and all I could think about was his beautifully plump, warm lips crashing down on mine. Girl your married and he's got a girlfriend, get that out of your head.
"Bella would you like some help?" he asked with a raised eyebrow as I came back in with both arms full. I looked at him and smiled. Edward would never do that for you! Use your brain girl, your still in love with him.
"Sure." I said handing him Keegan who wasn't fussing anymore and I kept Jillian who was still crying, I walked to the dipper bag and got a fresh dipper and wipes and her binky and walked into my old room and changed her. I walked back into the kitchen and tossed the dipper away washed my hands fast then, took Jacob's hand and lead him into the hallway in front of the kitchen. I sat down and placed Jillian in front of me.
"Don't worry Jacob, it's easy. Watch me." I said placing my hands over my eyes for a few seconds and then moved my hands and said "Boo" she giggled and giggled, even Keegan did, who was fussing and reaching down towards the ground because he wanted down to play. "See it's easy." He smiled and started to laugh." Well, you figure out something to make them laugh." I smiled.
I got up and finished making dinner. Every few minutes or so I would sneak a peek at Jacob playing with the twins. He was on his hand and knees, nuzzling and growling at them like a papa wolf would do to his cubs. I didn't think Edward even played with them this much. Bella, think about it…They are Jacobs kids! DUH!
I made Charlie and Billy each a plate of food and took them out to them in the living room. I came back and did the same for Jacob and I except putting it on the table with a bowl of steamed carrots for the twins.
I picked up Jillian and sat down and started to eat dinner while bouncing her on one knee occasionally giving her a carrot. Jacob did the same with Keegan.
After dinner I cleaned up the twins and handed them to grandpa, who was sitting in the rocking chair, why not make him useful. Charlie was in his early 40's so he was a young grandpa but, he loved them so much. The twins loved their grandpa, every time he was in that chair with them, almost always the three of them would fall asleep in the chair.
I went to the kitchen and immediately started doing the dishes. I could feel Jacob's eyes burning a hole in the back of my head. He wanted to talk, I knew him all too well. Please, please, please don't ask to talk.
"Bella, can we talk?" he asked sweetly. I looked out the window; it looked like it was going to rain.
"About?" I played dumb. I did not want to have this conversation. Well, you have to sometime. No I don't! Yes you do so pull up your big girl panties and deal with it! Fine! Humph!
"You know what about Bella!" he said spinning me around to face him holding my arms.
"Fine" I said drying my hands on his shirt.
"Nice Bella." I stuck my tongue out at him and that's when he attacked me with tickles.
"J-Jacob p-please s-stop." I laughed, he did as I asked and we went over to the table.
"How are you doing?" He asked.
"I'm doing great." I half smiled. I don't know why I lied to him I had known him pretty much my whole life; he knew when I was lying.
"Bella, you're here, something's wrong. Charlie has to beg you to come over. What's wrong?" I could feel the hot tears staining my cheeks. I cried like this every night as I lay in bed. How could I tell him, I didn't know what to do, nor did I know what to say?
"Bella don't cry! You're too beautiful to cry." He said reaching across the table wiping my tears with his thumb. I sniffed as I looked up at him. "Give me a smile?" He pleaded, I tried. "That's somewhat better now, what is going on?"
I sighed. "I'm not happy Jacob. I want to come home! I just can't do this anymore with Edward. He was bad in high school but, I thought having the twins would make him grow up. I was wrong, very wrong! I also miss my dad! It's not healthy for a man his age to be living all by himself. I miss you and all the fun we used to have." I paused and took a deep breath. Bella, you can do this. Just tell him he needs to know. "You know I regret ever saying goodbye to you. There's something I need to tell you." I started.
"Bella, Go ahead you can tell me anything you know that." He said with a great big smile. As he smiled I started to freak out. I couldn't tell him.
"You know we can talk about this some other time, maybe when it's just me and you. Ok?" I said.
"Ok I understand you'll tell me when you're ready to and I'll be ready whenever that may be." He smiled with a wink.
"Jacob, I lov…" I was cut off by the loud ringing coming from my pocket. It was Alice.
"Hey, what's up?" I said into the phone
"I just wanted to let you know that Edward you and the twins have the house to yourselves this weekend." She sweetly informed me.
"Oh?" I was confused.
"We are going camping, oh and did Edward get to dads ok?"
"No, he's not here." What the hell? I wonder what happened?
"He must have decided not to go. Well, sweets give the twins a kiss and I will see you Sunday." She hung up. I held my finger up at Jacob so I could call my husband's cell phone.
"Hello?" Edward said completely out of breath.
"Hey honey. What you doing?" I asked.
"I'm at the gym. Why?"
"Eddie get off the phone" A girl begged softly in the background.
"Yeah? The gym? Who the hell was that then?" I was getting angry. Why lie to me? I mean I already knew he was banging someone else. It's not like I was shocked, Fuck he has been banging some other girl since he found out I was pregnant.
"It's just my trainer baby." He lied
"Oh ya I train you." I heard her again.
"Alright, honey you have a good time at the gym." I said playing dumb. If I wanted to break this off with him, I was going to catch him in the act. I slammed my phone down on the table. Jacob cocked his eye brow at me.
"Dad will you watch the twins for me? I will only be gone an hour or so." I asked as I rummaged through my purse to find my keys.
"Yeah, sure honey. Where are you going?" He asked. I started to cry.
"I got to go deal with something." My dad he's a smart man, he knew what was going on.
"Bella, you know you will always have a place in this house, no matter what." He said. I continued to cry maybe even a little harder than before with what my dad had just said.
I walked out the door and straight to the Volvo. I got into the car and was turning it on when I realized I was crying so hard I was shaking. I put my head on the wheel and just cried. I assumed that my dad was worried about me because he sent Jacob outside to see what was going on.
"Do you need help Bella?" he asked concerned. I didn't say anything."Bella let me drive." He said placing his arm around me and picked me up and placed me in the passenger seat.
"Ok." I sniffled.
The car ride was silent. I was too busy trying to figure out what I was going to do. As we pulled into the drive way I saw my truck and a baby blue jeep next to it. I knew that jeep I just couldn't pinpoint it. I looked and continued to look until I finally realized whose jeep it was. I couldn't believe that stupid bitch would come to my house, and sleep in my bed, and fuck my husband. She had hated me since the 10th grade when her boyfriend James dumped her to get with me. James's and I didn't even date. I didn't even like him as a person. He always looked at me like I was a piece of meat and that's just something I have never been into. God damn you think someone would get over it. Now, really she's fucking my husband. Well I hope she really wants him because she can have him. I'm done.
I got out of the car and looked at Jacob in the front seat.
"Jacob, will you come with me? I don't think I can do this alone." I pleaded. He looked up at me, smiled and got out of the car.
I walked up to my house and as soon as I came in the door I could hear him with her.
"Oh Eddie! Harder! Yes, harder, just like that." She moaned and I could hear him grunting.
I took a deep breath and walked up the great staircase to the room that was no longer mine. I got to the door and before entering I had to collect myself. I wouldn't let him see me cry. Jacob placed his hands on my shoulders to reassure me that he was still there ready and waiting if I needed him.
I pushed open the door to see him sitting up against the bed while she had her mouth around my piece of shit husband's dick. His eyes abruptly opened and looked straight up at me as if he didn't know who I was. He jumped up and covered himself when he finally realized it was me his wife.
"Training I see. Well, don't let me get in the way. I'm just getting my stuff." I said bitterly.
"No Bella you can't leave and take my kids from me." He said still having the sheet around himself.
I looked straight into his eyes "I'm taking my stuff and LEAVEING!" I yelled. I went to the closet and got my bags as many as I could find. I throw some to Jacob. "Will you go to the room next door and go in the dressers and put as much baby clothes in them please?" I asked sweetly almost flirting.
I turned around to go to my closet and Victoria was trying to find her close and keep herself covered.
"I would suggest getting out of my way and sitting down until I'm done to find your panties!" I yelled, getting into her face. She backed into a chair and sat down and I called her a dirty slut under my breath.
I pulled all of my clothes off of their hangers and shoved them in the bags, then went to my dresser and got the rest of my clothes. I throw the bags into the hall. Jacob then came out of the twin's bedroom and picked the bags up.
"I'm putting these in your truck right?" I was just about to answer when Edward started to talk.
"No you can leave them there." He demanded. Jacob looked at me with a cooked eyebrow. I nodded and mouthed please. He then went down stairs.
"Bella you can't do this. Can't you just go and stay at your dads tonight and then in the morning I will come get you and we will go get breakfast." He begged.
I went to the kid's room and grabbed the portable crib and headed down stairs.
"How do you expect me to talk to you when you're naked and your slut is still undressed in my bedroom?" I hollered from the stairs. I continued down the stairs and to my truck, dropping the crib by the back left tire with the bags Jacob had taken down.
"Jacob with you go into that shed," I pointed to the small shed next to the house. "And get me my blue tie downs and the bike ramp, also a black and blue duffle bag please? I'm going to go get my bike from around back."
"Sure thing just be careful," He answered as I ran around back. I rounded the corner and there he was standing in-front of my bike.
"MOVE!" I commanded, swinging my leg over my bike.
"No! Talk to me first!" He demanded placing his hands on the handle bars attempting to stop me from going anywhere.
"No!" I huffed. I slammed my foot down on the kick-start and my bike roared to life underneath me. "Now move Edward." I side slowly letting the clutch out trying to push forward. He shook his head and side stepped out of my way. As he did I let go of the clutch fully and road passed him and to the truck and up the ramp into the bed and I killed it and held it in place while Jacob did the tie downs.
"Thank you Jacob." I said sweetly. I sat down on the side panel of my truck and Jacob passed me up bags and I put them in the truck. When we were done I sat there for a few minutes collecting myself again. "Jacob?" He knew what I wanted he turned around and put his arms out and I leaned forward falling into his arms. As my feet met the gravel of the drive I felt Jacob's lips grazed the side of my cheek. I blushed a deep red.
I was sliding the crib next to my bike in the truck when Edward grabbed my wrist.
"Bella, you have to talk to me! I'm your husband." He said twirling me around by my wrist.
"Ouch!" I said pushing him away from me. Jacob then quickly stepped in-front of me.
"She asked you to leave her alone. I really think you should do what she asks, before I have to get involved." He growled. Edward glared at him and just stood there and said nothing. "Now!" He boomed. He then stormed off.
"Thank you." I smiled.
"Whatever makes you happy." He said with a smile that couldn't help but make me smile.
We made a few more runs through the house picking up some toys and the high chairs and more stuff like that. Luckily I didn't see any more of Edward or Victoria but, I could hear them yelling and stomping around upstairs.
The truck was packed full; nothing else was going to fit not even in the cab. I was looking around the outside of the house seeing if there was anything else. I saw my baseball bag sitting underneath the porch with everyone's bags.
There was one last thing I wanted to do before I left. With my baseball bag in hand I walked over to Victoria's 2000 baby blue jeep. I stood in-front of it and slid my bat out of its bag. I examined her jeep; it had no scratches no damage at all. I placed the bat on my right shoulder and walked around the jeep to figure out exactly what I wanted to do to it. What to do? What to do? A smile creped across my face and I knew what I wanted to do.
I positioned myself at the right side of the jeep. I looked up at the bedroom window that once was mine; I took a deep breath and let the bat swing hard on the headlight. Swinging that bat was the easiest thing I had done in a long time.
"You stupid bitch!" I screamed as I let the bat swing again on the other headlight; it made a cracking noise as pieces of headlight fell to the ground. I did the same to the rest of the lights. It was helping but it wasn't giving me the real release I needed. I climbed up on Victoria's bumper. I almost smashed in her windshield when I realized Edwards Volvo was sitting there untouched.
I hopped down off the car and walked over to his car. I didn't hesitate and in one swift movement I had partly shattered his window. I then hit it a few more times till there was no window left.
"Bella, we should go now. I think you did enough damage to the cars." He pleaded placing his large hands on my shoulders. I turned and looked at him. He took the bat out of my hands.
We both walked to the truck and started for my dad's house. The drive home was slow and quiet. Jacob knew just how to make me feel better without saying anything. He grabbed my arm and pulled me over to him. I pulled my knees to my chest and rested my head on his big shoulders. Jacob was my soft spot, my safety blanket. I knew he would never hurt me. I buried my head into his shoulder and let the tears flow until there was nothing left.
Ok so i would really love to hear what you all have to say. So please comment, even if it's to tell me you hate it. Oh and beware that i will most likly be changing the name of this story. So keep a look our... Oh oh oh i do not have this whole story written i have this and a few more chapters so if you like the story you have to bare with the slow updates.