A/N: Ok! I have something special! I'm writing a bunch of One shots based off amazing music! Every chapter will be based off one song, and the minimum of chapters there will be are 15! I might do more, but right now, I have 15 songs that I will work one shots on. I think you guys might like these song choices :P Anyways, all these songs will be SLASHED! And the six BTR slash couple will be featured! :D So look forward to that. Anyways, hope you guys enjoy the first selection. But first, a disclaimer :\

Disclaimer: I don't own Big Time Rush! It'd be really awkward if I did. JUST SAYING! These one shots are mainly for my enjoyment and for the enjoyment of my readers! Completely all my creation.

Chapter 1

Music Inspiration: Til I Forget About You by Big Time Rush

Pairing: Kendall and Logan (Kogan)

Rating: T (Just for slash sakes. I just want to play it safe. But in my opinion, 5 year olds could handle this if they wanted to.)

Kendall was running through the Palmwoods Park with tears running down his face. The past few minutes were hell and he just couldn't deal with it. He had to get away from it all, his friends, the constricting apartment, and now his ex-girlfriend. Jo had just broken up with Kendall and the words and scene replayed through his mind.

"I can't do this anymore Kendall. I feel like I rushed into a relationship, and it's just not the same with my show and your band. I hope we can still be friends"

Kendall's mouth dropped along with his cell phone. His heart sunk deeply and he fought hard to hold back the tears. The room was closing in on him and he was having problems breathing as anxiety took over.

"Kendall? You ok man?" Kendall turned to face his friends and respond Logan but the words couldn't form. He silently stared at three as concerned looks grew on his friends. Before they could even say anymore, Kendall had sprinted out of the apartment and slammed the door shut.

The blonde had slowed his pace as the tears had continued their flow. His legs grew weak and he leaned against a tree and let his cries echo throughout the park. He didn't care who could hear, he just wanted the get the pain out. He brought his hands to his head and sunk down and sat down with his head between his knees.

'This can't be happening. I can't deal with this now!' Kendall's thoughts had clouded all his sense. He didn't notice the dark shape that approached him calling out his name. The sobbing blonde felt a hand placed on his back and ceased his loud crying. Kendall slowly looked to his right and saw Logan kneeling beside him with a worried look on his face. Tears continued to roll down Kendall's face and he didn't bother wiping them. Kendall broke his gaze with the brunette and stared straight in front of him.

"Kendall, what's the matter?" Logan had begun rubbing circles on the blonde's back and spoke in a soft tone. Kendall continued staring as the tears stopped forming with only the occasional sniffle.

"Kendall, please tell me what's wrong. I can't deal with seeing you sad." Logan looked as though he started tearing up and Kendall could feel Logan's gaze burn into him. He turned towards the brunette and look at him with anger burning in his eyes.

"She broke up with me! Ok? Jo ended it." Kendall kept his gaze focused in front of him. Logan flinched at Kendall's voice but continued rubbing the blonde's back.

"I never saw it coming. It was just too short and I was actually beginning to think I was in love with her. Now I just want to forget her."

"Doesn't that seem a bit harsh Kendall?"

"She broke my heart Logan! It's not like I knew this was going to happen. Everything seemed perfect, but not for her." The blonde returned his head in between his knees and looked down. The watching brunette stared at his sad friend for a little bit more and then removed his hand and sat down next to the blonde.

"Did you know that Camille and I broke up?" Kendall quickly turned his head towards Logan and saw a blank look on the brunette's face as he stared out in front.

"When did this happen?" Kendall was in shock at the news, but tried to keep his tone soft as to not freak out his friend.

"It was just last week." Logan turned toward his friend as they locked eyes. "I was in the same position as you as well. I didn't see it coming and I was completely devastated." Kendall could see tears begin to form in the brunettes eyes as the brunette looked ahead.

"Why didn't you tell anyone?"

"I didn't want to pull you guys into it. If I didn't mention it to you guys, it would be easier for me to forget about it." The brunette still had a blank look with a couple of tears dripping. Kendall kept looking at his friend and started to tear up as well. He scooted over next to Logan until they were touching shoulder to shoulder.

"You ok Logan?" The brunette turned towards the blonde and gave a small smile.

"Of course I am Kendall. Sure I was heartbroken, but then I realized that it wasn't that bad."

"How can you think that? Right now I feel completely lonely." Logan turned so that his body was facing Kendall.

"That's the thing Kendall, you're not alone. You have James, Carlos and me. I'm here for you especially."

Kendall looked to his friend and turned his body towards him. A sad smile was on the blonde and Logan noticed this. The brunette put his hand under the other's chin and lifted his head so they were looking directly at each other.

"You may not have Jo, but you have us. And you have me, right here with you. You're not alone. I'll be here and I'll always be there for you."

Kendall looked into deeply into the dark brown eyes of the brunette and felt his heart beating faster. Silence fell upon the two and Logan noticed that it was getting late.

"Wow it's late. I think we should be go-" Before he could finished, Kendall had pushed his lips against his. Logan was in shock and couldn't believe his best friend was kissing him. However, he started to melt into the kiss and followed Kendall's lead.

The kiss lasted for a couple of minutes before both pulled away slowly for air. The two looked lovingly at each other before Logan broke the gaze and stood with his back to the blonde.

"What just happened?"

"That's called a kiss Logie." The brunette turned back around and stared with disbelief at the now standing blonde.

"But why now? Especially just after you broke up with Jo? Am I just a rebound to you?" Kendall moved towards his panicking friend and placed his hands on the shorter boy's shoulders. He pulled Logan closer to him so that they were in a tight embrace.

"Well, when you said that you've always been there for me, I realized deep down that you have and it took me until you said that to realize that I've always felt something for you." Logan pushed himself away from the hug and looked at Kendall.

"Are you sure this isn't just to forget about her?" Kendall closed the distance between the two and forcefully pulled Logan into a deep kiss. Logan placed his hands on Kendall's chest to try and pull away, but the kiss felt more passionate than the first one and the brunette gave into the loving kiss. Kendall pulled away and a look of disappointment spread on the shorter boy's while the blonde gave a smirk.

"Forget about who?"

A/N: Can anyone guess what the next chapter will be called? :) I hope you guys enjoyed!