I have a secret, and its not a small secret either. The secret is I am in love with my twin brother, Shiro Kurosaki. I know its wrong and everything but I can't help myself. Shiro has been there for me my whole life and now those actions resulted in me falling in love with him. I want to tell him, but I am afraid he will think I am disgusting and not want anything to do with me.
Shiro looks exactly the same as me but he is albino. He has blonde almost blonde hair kine is bright orange, golden iris while mine are more honeyish, black screals and mine are normal, he is really pale and I am tan. Pretty much he is just opposite of what I am. But we both have attitude problems. We are constantly in the office or serving a detetion or staying at home for OSS. Our Dad didn't like it but he didn't really punish us because we get teased and bullied a lot for how we look.
I came out of the closet a couple of years ago, which no took as a shock. But they thought I would try to make a move on my friend Grimmjow. I mean don't get me wrong or anything, Grimm is HOT! But the overly confident cocky ego was not my style. Grimm is a great friend but not what I am looking for in a boyfriend. He always has my back, no matter what shit I get into. I had thought abput telling him my secret but I always decided against it, but now I have decided to tell him to see if he could help me out.
I was heading over to Grimmjow's house so we could chill. I was going to tell him my secret, hopefully this goes well. I just pulled into Grimm's drive way, when his sister Nel was leaving.
"Hey Ichigo the door's open so just walk in, Grimmy is in the kitchen finding food. You boys better behave. I will be back later tonight, incase you stay over." Nel said while walking to her car.
"Thanks Nel. I might stay over, haven't decided yet. Bye!" I called over my shoulder. Nel was that older sister I never had. I had two younger twin sisters but I helped them more than they help me.
I walked into the house like I normally do, turned to go to the kitchen to see Grimm shoving chips in his mouth. "That's attractive, babe." I say to him sacrasticly. He just winks at me. Grimm came out about the same time I did, which is why so many people wanted us togther. They kept telling us we would make a cute couple, but we didn't see it.
"Thanks, honey. What do you want to do today?" Grimm asked after he was done swallowing his chips.
"Well I do have a bit of an issue that you might be able to help me with." There was no backing down now.
"What about?" Grimm put the chips down and had a serious look on his face.
"I am in love with Shiro and I want to know how to confess to him." I blurted out. I could feel all of the heat rush into my face. Grimm started to laugh.
"Sorry, Ichi-babe, but your face is so funny!" He tried to stop laughing but it just lead to another round of uncontorable giggles. But finally he calmed down enough to talk, "Now your in love with your brother and you want my help so you can find a good way to confess to him, correct?" Grimmjow was taking this a lot better than I thought he would.
"That would be correct. So your not disgusted?" Grimm scoffs at me.
"Ichi-baby, you should know by now that I think love is love no matter what. If you love your brother thats cool as long as he doesn't hurt you. Others might not think like me so be careful with who you tell." I walked over to him and wrapped my arms around him, I couldn't have asked for a better friend.
"Thank you so much Grimm, your too good to me." I wanted to cry but then he wrapped his arms me and I felt protected from the world's evils.
"Now if you want to confess to Shiro, make sure everyone else is out of your house. I know Shiro loves your cooking, so make him whatever he likes the most. Then set out a romantic setting. Make sure he is relaxed, then after dinner you can tell him how he feels." I thought Grimm's plan over in my head, and it seems like a good idea, so I didn't see a problem in doing it.
"Alright, thanks Hun. You are so much help." I kissed his cheek, as a thank you.
"No prob. But if it doesn't work, my door is opened for ya." I smiled at him, I felt more confident now that I know someone has my back on this. Grimmjow was my other brother, we were there for each other, but this was one thing I wasn't sure if he would have my back on. Now that I knew he did, I felt better.
"Well lets go play some video games, or go out." I yell excitdely. Grimm just pulls me upstairs and into the Video Den, so we could play hours of violent video games.