Hello my lovely readers!

I'm Baaaaack~

I've been Planning and Thinking about were I want this story to go and so there are quite a few changes.

When I first wrote this I was about 16-17 and at the time the time. After the age of 15

I didn't see anything really wrong with minor's dating People much older than them.

now that I'm 19 (still young~) I've gained a new awareness of age gaps and differences.

My parents are 15 years apart so its not the age gap that bothers me but the fact that my character was made so young.

I didn't have any intention of having romance until My OC was 16 but even then it just

doesn't sit right with me. I've come to realised that in her situation that waiting until she's 18 is the way I would tackle this issue.

But I don't want to wait an Age for her to be 18 so I've upped her age to 16.

Since the theme of this story is her battling with the feelings of liking some one that she cant be with

(At lest at this time, not that she know that!). The Pain of Learning not to depend on

relationships and people but on the Truth's of yourself.

not to mention my opinion on how to approach it has changed.

I've decided to up her age and also expand more on

the self control and growth she will go through during the two year waiting period.

Basically I'm changing the focus of the story from the development of a relationship, to a story of Personal growth

and understanding one's self before perusing a relationship.

Don't worry ill also expand on Kakashi's feeling which he wont have for quite awhile!

And their will be plenty of cute couple moments between them in later chapters!

Another thing I've changed is my OC's Name.

Hotaru is MY Japanese name, It's the name I chose when I was younger to go by if I ever whent to Japan. (such Otaku)

And so I change her name to Kyomi.

I basically feel uncomfortable sharing a name with her because I don't see us being alike. When I first wrote

this story I thought of Kyomi as a part of me. But upon reflection I've change a lot from

Who she is, but I Love her personality and character! So I want to remove that connection as me!

I use to really wish to be the characters I wrote about, but know I'm extremely satisfied in my life

and I honestly don't want to be anyone else, and so my OC are now more like my kiddie's

than me! (they are just so cute!)

Basically don't expect any characters named Isabella, Boram or Hotaru.

My English, Korean and Japanese name's are mine! .

Any way! I just wanted to let you amazing peep's know my rezoning behind my changes because you have all been so awesome

and I think you all deserve explanations for things and stuff ^_^

So without farther adue!

Enjoy!

Have you ever been told that your love is wrong?

Well let me explain, it's like someone has reached in and ripped out your heart before they shove it down your thought.

I didn't want to feel this way about him. I knew it was wrong from the beginning.

It's started off as a harmless idolism. I worshiped the ground he walked on.

Everyone assumed I just aspired to be him and I suppose I truly did in a way.

But that idolism became an obsession before an undying desire rose and swallowed me into the dark flames sending my body on fire.

At first I didn't really believe it myself, I assumed that every girl my age was like this about a teacher… I assumed that I just admired him more than I did previously.

But as you grow you can't keep ignoring your feelings, they do eventually catch up to you. Only, when you have denied them as long as I have they hit you… hard.

That leads to my previous predicament.

I'm currently sitting in a tree spying as he watches his student's train.

What I wouldn't give to be a part of his team.

Man I need to get a life.

Although I was devastated when I leant that he was not to be my sensei , I suppose it is for the best.

I was so mesmerised by the soft bounce of his silver locks, the subtle way his eye's glance up from his book to test their process. seemingly not paying attention. Yet Fully aware of what was happening. Its funny. When I think about it. I was so mesmerised by the Man of my obsessions so mesmerised in fact that I became unaware of the Crow that landed next to my hand. Soon Said crow proceeded to peck my hand. Very Hard mind you causing me squeal as I fell from the tree.

A true Ninja I am. Someone of above average infiltration skills and the ability to lower my chakra to such a level that I became undetectable except to one of amazing sensing skills or a keen nose.

And yet in this moment, my spying in ruined by a mere bird. A crow.

Oh the Irony.

As I fell from the safety of the tree the wind rushed past fiery red hair in every directions blinding me from my oncoming doom.

Shoot

That was the first thought to come to my mine.

The second was that they were not going to be able to NOT see me I was that distinctive.

Thirdly was and I call my self a ninja.

Calming my thoughts I concentrated on my breathing as I gathered chakra in my feet using it to connect to the next branch I past.

With skill only obtained from years of practice I swung back up using the momentum to send myself into a forward flip, pushing from the branch and landing on the grass of the training ground

A relieved chuckle left my lips as I stood strait having executed the last minute move in surprising ease.

'Man I didn't think I would get it this time' I laughed to my self rubbing the back of my head sheepishly.

It was at this moment in my distraction that a blond and orange monstrosity of a fashion disaster running up to me in an exiting rush.

'Kyomi-chan! What are you doing here shouldn't you be training!' Said Fashion Monstrosity, one named Uzumaki Naruto yelled in his rush.

I could not help the pesky blush that flooded my pale features. with my Red hair and red eyes I looked like a Tomato.

You could say this wasn't my brightest moment.

Soon my eyes glanced up to see Sensei casually making his way towards us,

A pink haired shock inducing girl and a brooding raven boy following behind.

Hurano Sakura. Age 13. Rank Genin. Shows proficiency in chakra control, Genjutsu and Intellect. Weakness, Taijutsu and Ninjutsu. Threat level D-.

Uchiha Sasuke. Age 13. Rank Genin. Last of the Uchiha clan. Has potential for Sharingan. Also shows proficiency in Ninjutsu and Taijutsu. Weakness, Arrogance, Lack of emotional attachment. Threat Level D+.

Satisfied with my Assessment my Scarlet eyes turned to Sensei. I watched as hid dark eye glanced from Naruto to me, The attention only causing my blush to darken.

' Ha ha N-Naruto f-f-fancy meeting you h-here.' My voice wavered as I stuttered over words only increasing my embarrassment and contributing more to my inner conflict.

Kuso! what Kind of Ninja are you! Elite ninja of Konoha my but! I should tell the Hokage I'm incapable of being a Ninja and retire to the country side of Hi no Kuni.

'Kyomi-chan you weren't spying on our training were you Dattebayo~?' The blond boy grinned it was almost sinister. Of course my embarrassment only increased from here. I could deal with Genin, but...

~Sensei~

Could this day get any worse?!

'Eh?! N-no!'

And that Lady's and Gentleman is the amazing deceptive skills of Uzumaki Kyomi. A master Kunoichi of manipulation.

Ibiki-shishou is so not going to be impressed if he finds out.

'Naruto why don't you introduce us to your friend?' The Silver haired Jounin. Who at this stage had been happy just observing, finally decided to place he's to cents.

Ok it just got worse. Bloody Hell Kyomi. Your really Selling it today.

'eh? Kakashi-sensei this is Kyomi-chan! She was in my class at the academy!' he grinned as he scratched his head sheepishly. I could almost see the sunshine shooting out in the background.

Or maybe I did?

'Kyomi-chan this is-'

'Hakate Kakashi-sensei.' The words left my mouth before I could blink. A formal bow, Being the position I found myself in.

I see Kaa-chan's Lessons are still ingrained into my very existence.

'Eh how do you know Kakashi-sensei?' The Pink Mo-Sakura, D-, asked in curiosity.

Do the Genin of Konoha just not pay attention to hero's anymore?

'Hakate-Sensei is a very famous ninja of Konoha. He's in none for his many skills in battle as well as he's many victories. He officially has a no death rate for comrades on a mission's. Well except for...Gomennasai!...The point is I'm a very big fan.' My words were spoken factually, simply a statement of truth.

Dark eyes sparked for a moment, before turning to there usual carefree look.

'Ma Ma, Uzumaki-san. You wouldn't happen to be apart if T&I?' the Hakate asked, his voice not giving away his suspicions.

Like a Switch my shy smile dropped and my face became blank. Void of emotions as protocols took over.

'Rank clearance.' the words where cold, lifeless has I stared into his dark eyes.

'S-Rank. Information obtain, Hakate Kakashi.'

There was a breath. Silence settle for only a moment before my breath broke it again. The attention of Team 7 settled on me. My response was automatic. Years of training and memorising protocols had warped my brain into a living computer. A tool of information. The order was issued. My response was direct.

'Hakate Kakashi. Age 26. Rank Jounin. Registration number 009720. Date of birth September 15. Height 181 cm. Weight 67.5 kg. Blood Type 0. Favourite Foods Boiled saury with salt and miso ramen with eggplant. Dislikes Tempura and sweets. Hobby, Reading. Assignment completion 190 D-Rank, 189 C-Rank, 270 A-Rank,38 S-Rank. Stat total 33. Shows High Proficiency in Ninjutsu and Hand Seals. Also has High skills in Taijutsu, Genjutsu, Intelligence and speed. Lower levels in Stamina and Strength however are still high. Weaknesses, to not be mentioned in any setting unless password is used, by order of Hokage-Sama. To be noted, Ninken summons. Threat level S, To not be engaged under any circumstance.'

I blinked for a moment realising the words that had spilled from my mouth. blood flooded my face again, I became overwhelmed with embarrassment.

'blood...type.'

'...food?..'

'S...Rank?'

I think I broke Naruto and Sakura...

'Gah! Kyomi-chan are you Kakashi-sensei stalker!'

my eye twitched. My fist clenching in my anger.

...Stalker...STALKER!

'stalker...' I stared at the blonde for only a moment before my fist came crushing down on his head.'

'YOU! BAKA! IM NOT HAKATE-SENSIE'S STALKER! DAZENYO! ILL BEAT THE SENCE INTO YOU! UZUMAKI NARUTO! *HIT* AGE 13 *SMACK* REGISTRATION NUMBER 012607! *CRACK* BIRTHDAY OCTOBER 10 *PUNCH* HEIGHT 153CM WITH A WEIGHT OF 43KG! *SLAP* BLOOD TYPE B! WICH STANDS FOR BAKA! *POW* I WORK IN INTELLEGENCE YOU ASS! DAZENYO!'

'Gah!...gomen! Oof!...Kyo-AAAAAK!...GAAAAAAAAK!...GOMEN! GOMEN! ITAAAAI!...GOMENASAI! GAAAAH!...'

satisfied with the bruised and beaten blond left on the floor I huffed. My hands resting on my hips as I flipped my ponytail back over my shoulder.

'Ah. I thought that fiery hair was familiar. Kyomi-chan.' Hakate-sensei said absentmindedly.

My heart stopped at his words as my hands grabbed the ends of my hair. Cheeks flushed red, my hands tugged on the ends of my hair in a nervous habit. officially distracted by the Jounin Sensei I left Naruto to lick his wounds.

'I-I try not to be so a-angry...I guess...sometimes the U-Uzuma-maki in me just c-cant handle I-it, dazenyo...' I blush self consciously pulling at my bright red strands.

'Mah Mah. You make a lot of the Jounin and Chuunin scared. I think I remember you beating up Asume-san for something or rather...' His fingers rubbed his chin in thought.

...oh yeah...note to self maybe lets not attack the Hokage's son again...

'ha ha...Gomennasai...' my words came out mumbled in my embarrassment, as I averted my eyes to stare at my shoes. Such nice shoes.

'I also recall a mission from one of the outer villages of Hi no Kuni. Mah you would have been 6-7 neh?'

My eyes snapped up at his words. Wide eyed and red as a tomato I stared at him in shock.

he remembers?

'Yes... I was 7. Arigotou gozaimas. You saved my life Hakate-Sensei.' A gentle smile I could not control softened my features as I looked to his dark eyes. Eyes filled with a kindness so often hidden.

Ba-dump.

'Mah Mah no worries.' Kakashi waved me off in a casual fashion forcing a giggle from my mouth.

'Ano...Kyomi-san... how old are you?' Sukura's words broke my attention. Looking at the small girl I realised that, the Two Genin with S for a name hade been ignored.

oops

'Yoi Yoi, I'm 16. I turn 17 in April.' I smiled down at the shorter girl.

'But Naruto-kun said you went to school together?' Puzzlement was spread all over her face. causing a giggle to leave my lips as I looked at the adorable you Pinkette.

'Yoi Yoi, Naruto-itoko entered the academy early at five years old. we were both placed in the same class. however I soon moved up to the graduating class at the end of the year.' I pated said boy on the head affectionately. Said boy had recovered from his beating and was now siting next to my at my feet in a relaxed style.

At my affectionate pat a giant grin appeared on his face.

'neh?! Naruto attending the academy early?!' Sakura yelled in shock. Green eyes shifting between me and Naruto.

'Hai hai.' my smile only grew bigger in pride for my Cousin.

'What was you graduating age.'

The voice shocked me as I turned to stare at the owner. Uchiha Sasuke. Man he was quite.

Yoi Yoi I prefer quite people.

'Ano. I graduated at 8.' My lips turned up into a cheerful smile.

However what this early graduation caused me was not cheerful in the least.

'8! Nani!' Sakura yelled in shock. Her eyes started at me blinking in shock.

'Believe it! Kyomi-chan is the strongest ninja ever! We Uzumaki are destined for greatness! Dattebayo!'

Oh you have absolutely no Idea Naruto.

I laughed joyfully at the funny display between teammates, an unfamiliar care free feeling swelling in my gut.

It was at this point that my dreams were crushed.

*ping*

oh shoot ank-

'Kyomi! YOU'RE SUPOSE TO BE TRAINING NOT FRATANISING WITH ANOTHER TEAM!'

I jumped as the familiar form of one Mitarashi Anko. Age 24. Rank. STOP.

Anko came running across the training ground causing me to cringe. Great if she's hear that means...Ibiki-shihou

A fist came down, Aiming from my head whch I quickly dodged.

'Ano...Anko-sempai I-I was m-most defiantly training…' I gulped as the Woman who was smirking evilly at me.

'Ibiki-san said that if I caught you slacking again that I was able to beat you up!' She laughed sadistically causing a shiver to go sown my spine.

'Ill by you Dango for week if you let me off free.' I deadpanned in response knowing that that was my only hope.

Anko beamed at me in excitement.

'Deal!'

'I'm guessing as Anko is Senpai that means Ibiki is sensei?' Kakashi-sensei spoke up, my attention snapped at his words. like a dog called to its owner.

seriously need to get a life.

'geh. Hakate you should no not to be snooping into T&I's business~' My purple haired Senpai grinned as she fingered a kunai in her hand, twisting it around lazy digits.

'Mah Mah I'm just curious Anko-san' In his true laid back style Hakate-Sensei waved her off, growing my admiration for him.

'Oi Uzumaki you need to stop mucking around and take your training seriously.' the Snake mistress spoke the words lazily causing my anger to grow

'HEY WHO DO YOU THINK YOU'RE TALKING TOO?!' I shouted only to realise I wasn't the only one to do so.

'Hey brat don't get involved with things that have nothing to do with you.' Anko grinned sadistically at the Blond, this of course only caused him to get angrier.

'I'm not scared of you Hag!'

'WHAT DID YOU JUST CALL ME!'

I chuckled realising that this was my chance to escape, and so, without a single word I Shunshin'ed out of there faster that you could believe.

Not once during the exchange did my heart stop beating a mile a minute.

Oh did I forget to tell you?

The man that I love is none other than the copycat Nin.

Kakashi of the sharingan.

Not only a Jounin teacher but a man 11 years my senior.

God help me I'm screwed.

So I hoped you all liked it! Feel free to let me no any grammatical or spelling mistakes.

The computer I have doesn't have anything but WordPad so I cant do a proper spell check!

Any way have a fantastic day! Lots of love!

~Hotaru~