Pairing:Tomomasa/Yasuaki
Warnings: m/m, sexual situations, unbetaed
Disclaimer:The characters belong to their respective owners. The story is mine.
Summary:Fascination, Infatuation, Seduction, Completion - and some stages in between. A get-together in 24 scenes.
Notes: This
series of 24 individual, though linked ficlets was started as an
Advent Calendar for Belina,
though due to RL interfering, I only managed to complete 12 ficlets
before Christmas hangs head in shame.
The ficlets are written
in alternation from Tomomasa's and Yasuaki's point of view, and they
each depict a stage in the progress of their relationship. Some are grouped together, showing a scene from both point of views, some stand on their own.
Fascination
Tomomasa doesn't know exactly when it started. The fascination has sneaked up on him, quietly, slowly, and before he knew what was happening he was caught in its net. He finds himself watching at first, merely observing and gently kindling the still fragile flames of attraction. He knows himself well enough to recognize it for more than just a whim out of boredom, more than pure physical interest that could be satisfied with a night's conquest.
It would not be an easy win, he is sure of that. In fact, he is quite uncertain whether he has a chance to succeed at all. However, he has to admit that the difficulty is part of the allure. It is part of his fascination with this man.
Tomomasa does not play uncertain games very often. He doesn't know if it is wise to play this particular one. He has a feeling that failure would cut much, much deeper than he can imagine, for what he would have to put at stake in order to win would be nothing less than himself.
And yet, it is the same feeling that tells him that it might be worth the risk.
Tomomasa studies Yasuaki's solemn face gazing into the quiet night. They're sitting in comfortable silence and Tomomasa smiles as familiar warmth spreads through his belly.
Perhaps they are already farther ahead in the game than he thought.