What is this feeling?

Why is it that my heart breaks so,

Is it the dull thumping in my chest,

Or is it the pain it is in,

This feeling it will not rest.

Is it because I will miss him so much,

The thought of never seeing him again?

Or because I will never hear his voice?

See him smile, or feel his touch?

My heart asks so many questions,

But it is only answered by the same thing.

Why do I miss him, when I shouldn't?

Why do I feel this pain, when I shouldn't?

Why does my heart ache so?

It's because I can never be with him?

I believe so...

What is this feeling?

Is it love, loss, pain or regret?

Is it the thought of never being whole?

Is this what it feels like when my heart is breaking?

Why do I miss him so?

I should never have left him,

I should never have said goodbye.

I will never see the man I love again, no, why?

This feeling I have, it envelopes me, it squeezes me dry.

All my thoughts and dreams have gone, won't this feeling go, no, why?

I can't think of anyone but you,

Night or day, week by week, month by month,

When will this feeling go, will it ever leave me, no?

Should I attempt to find you?

Should I try? Will you see me again, no? Why?

I've made mistakes, I know, they haunt me, minute by minute, hour by hour, day by day.

But I couldn't help it, I'm sorry, you know I had to go, I never meant to make you cry.

Please forgive me, you have to, you should, please forgive me, do try.

I want to see you, I must see you, I need you!

Here we are, after so long apart, now I can finally feel my heart.

Look at me please, see me for what I am.

What you remember of me, I haven't left you, I'm here now, we'll never be apart.

Look at me, look into my eyes, my heart is speaking to you, please listen.

I want you so, I need you so, please forgive me, my love, I'm yours, you know.

Don't leave me, please don't, my heart couldn't take another breaking, so don't go.

When I look at you I see the love in your eyes, it burns me so,

I know now, how much I must have hurt you.

But I promise I won't leave, not ever, never, I won't let you go.

When you speak, it cheers my soul, hearing your voice, so mellow, so low.

You are the one who makes me smile, who listens to me when I laugh, who looks through me deep into my soul.

You are the one who makes me whole.

This feeling I know will never end, because my love, I've found you again.

You are mine, I am yours, you are here, my man, my lover, my friend.

Now I know what made me feel, what makes me happy, what makes me sad.

This is the feeling I wanted to feel, to be loved, to have you in my arms, my body, my soul.

You are the one I want, I need.

Oh please say you missed me too, Steed?