Prologue

Rain drizzled down my cheek. Then it trickled off my nose.

I felt like I was going to cry.

Just yesterday my hamster died. His name was Pete.

My name is Sabrina and this is my story.

A story full of crushed hopes and dreams, full of memories of horror.

My passion is to sing. When i start singing or humming you couldn't get me to stop. I used to write songs about hate and depression.

I live with my family. I have two sisters one younger and one older. I live with both a mom and a dad. I always thought my family didn't like me or didn't want me around.

I thought everyone hated me and that i would never meet someone i trusted. And that i would never feel happy until i die and go to hevan.

at school i live with a fake face, i smile now and then. my closest friends know how i feel, but no one else does...know one else...