Welcome back to my series! If you don't know, this is the trilogy of my Gravitation stories. The first is A Heart in Amber, the sequel is Lethal Affections. Now, please enjoy Sensational Sins. The last part of the three parter!

AN: In Lethal Affections, I mentioned that when I was writing A Heart in Amber, that I didn't expect to write a sequel. Now I'm on the trilogy! Wish me luck on this last contribution to my Gravitation Series! 3

Chapter One: Family Pride

Two years ago, I attempted suicide.

I was clinically depressed with the horrific events in my life. Shuichi Shindou was my angel, and yet he disappeared and when I did find him…his memory had been lost. Of course I used this new boy for my sexual pleasures, pretending he was Shuichi. Later on, I realized that wasn't the case. That boy was Miyagi Hinata and until he can remember his past he would stay Miyagi Hinata.

That is when he did remember…

I wrote my last novel in a record time speed—two days. After that, I swallowed some prescription pills and downed them with alcohol. As if it were a miracle, Hinata began to uncover his past memories. He rushed over to me and discovered my attempt at death. He rescued me.

I give my life to that Brat….

Uesagi Residence

Bathroom

7H30 am

"Riku, that's not fair!" Riku Uesagi splashed bubbled water on my face all the while I tried to bathe him. "Papa's gonna be mad if he finds out you're misbehaving!"

Riku's big eyes stare at me, "Mama…"

Damn.

I always seem to forgive him and forget everything once he stares up at my and calls me "mama". Of course I did have to get used to it after a while since Yuki and I couldn't convince him not to call me that. After a half a year, Riku established Yuki and I as, "Papa and Mama."

"Okay, Riku now close your eyes as I pour the water over you…." He grabs onto my arm and clings to me as I pour the bucket of water over him. I instantly grab the towel and wipe his face dry, of course he fusses over it.

"Papa! Papa!" he calls out.

I hush him, "Riku don't call Papa while he's in the midst of working."

Again he looks at me with those boggling eyes, "But Mama was too rough with the towel."

I kiss his forehead, "I'm sorry Riku honey."

After Yuki's attempted suicide event, my memories slowly came back. Wow, it sure was horrible, seeing Yuki in that state. I blame myself for it even though Yuki said not too….still I secretly keep putting the blame on myself.

A month later, Yuki and I took a vacation to New York. This is where we visited a man named Yuki Kitazawa. I remember the article Tachi Aizawa threatened me when I was gang-rapped: stating a young student, Uesagi Eiri killed his tutor, Kitazawa Yuki and two other men in an attempted rape. I was bewildered at this news, but I never pressed it hard on Yuki to tell me.

That is until he told me everything at the grave of the one he loved and hold dearly to his heart. The love he showed and still shows to this very day reminds me of Darius and I. We both have a person we still love.

However, while we were visiting and making up for lost times, a woman I never seen before approaches us. She claims to be Yoshiko Kitazawa and with her is a kid. She said that his name is Riku Kitazawa. The kid called me Mama the first time we met. I learned by Yoshiko, that he knows me from the Media and wanted to meet me.

When we met them, we were just leaving from the graveyard, Riku instantly took my hand and dragged me into the creepy boneyard. I asked him where his dad was, but he didn't reply.

Instead he brought me to a gravestone that had the name inscribed, "Kitazawa Yuki".

At the same time, I figured, Yuki learned that this kid, Riku is the son of the man he killed. He came storming in the graveyard and said to pack our bags and that we're leaving…

In the end, Riku came to stay with us more than the two weeks Yoshiko said. Half a year later, we officially adopted Riku after Yuki and I eloped.

That was one hectic year.

"Alright Riku, let's get out of the tub!" I smile as I uphold him by his arms and land him on the outside of the tub. I grab a towel and wrap it over him, and then I scrub his head. Since Riku has a sensitive head, he hates when I scrub the scalp. And I know after I do, he runs over to Papa and tells him that I was too rough.

"Ouchie, Mama you're too rough!" he breaks out of my slender arms and runs out of the bathroom, I sigh to myself, "Yuki is going to get so annoyed if Riku keeps this up…."

Since I don't hear a "Get out brat!" from Yuki, I assume his door is locked. Riku knows not to disturb his papa when his office door is locked.

"Riku!" I shout as I try to look for him.

I also know that Riku gets depressed when he can't see his Papa.

"Riku where are you?" I said playfully. "C'mon Riku, come out wherever you are!" After a minute of searching for the little Uesagi, I find him on his bed hugging his knees, with the towel still wrapped around him.

I walk to the bed and bend down, "Hey there sweetie." I lay a loving hand on his head, "I know Papa is busy, but I'll make sure he can play with you in a little while, okay?"

He looks at me, "Papa…"

I hug him, "I know you want Papa, but how bout we get dressed and play something together? Hmm?"

Riku's eyes show a little excitement, hearing "dress" and "play" in the same sentence—Riku loves playing dress-up with his Mama.

Yuki' Office

7H45

I heard Riku try to turn the doorknob a while back. I feel bad since I know he gets depressed whenever he can't see me—especially right after he gets his baths from Shuichi.

I lean back in my chair, with a lit cigarette lying in between my slim lips. Riku Kitazawa was an unexpected horror to appear in my life. Goddammit, he looks just like his father as he gets older.

We received him when Riku was only four years old. It's been two years since then and fuck…the little squirt grew on me.

He's becoming just like his "Mama". His personality, the way he smiles, his walk, and even his idiotic smile. His body doesn't even seem to have grown in these past two chaotic years. Hopefully, somehow, he'll turn out to look like Shuichi in some ways more than one.

I tilt me head to my bookshelf at the "last book I wrote."

There's no title, I meant it to be like that. It's all about my love for Shuichi Shindou.

After a year, Shuichi convinced me to write again. I gave him all my thanks for persuading me to get back on a laptop again. I look at the screen, this book will be my second one since my near-death experience.

I'm just glad Shuichi saved me that day or I wouldn't have this amazing fami—

"Surrender you fool!"

I cringe at Shuichi's voice. Even if he still saved me, he still is annoying!

"No, you big meanie!" Riku's little voice echoes after his mom's. Even his vocals are becoming strong as Shuichi. "You'll never get me loot, looney loo!"

I angrily get off my computer desk and open my office door. I walk into the living room where, as before, caught these two playing idiot games.

Apparently, neither one of them don't notice me standing in the hallway to the living room. Shuichi, unknowingly jumps back towards me, his slender back facing me, Riku is running to the couch and hurriedly caught a pillow and throws it to Shuichi, Shuichi dodges and the pillow hits me in the face.

Riku notices me and runs to Shuichi, he burrows his head in Shuichi's stomach. Shuichi pats Riku's head, "Hey now, what's the matter?" Riku points in my direction and Shuichi turns around, his eyes widen.

"Yuki!" he strokes Riku's head, "Sorry, did we bother you?"

I sigh, "No," I lied. I notice Riku's face is still planted in Shuichi's abdomen, I sigh again, "C'mon Riku, give Papa a hug."

Riku, dressed in random blue clothing and a sea caption's hat unlatches from his Mama and runs to his Papa. I pick him up and hold him close.

It doesn't matter if Kitazawa was his father, what matters now is that I'm Riku's father.

Shuichi steps closer, his outfit was more appealing coming from a lover's point of view. He's wearing a black eye patch, a loose, silk toga thing with a studded belt around his tiny waist. The toga barely covers down his ass, however, tight black shorts are preventing anything from being seen; and lastly, he's wearing black boots with a card-board sword in his hands. He looks like a Visual-Kei Pirate!

Shuichi joins the hug.

He looks up at me with those beautiful purple eyes and smiles. "I love you Yuki…" he kisses my cheek. I grin, "Me too, Brat."

Riku unburies his head and stretches out my cheeks with his little hands. I grunt. Of course Shuichi is laughing.

"Yeah…I love you too." Riku smiles and hugs my neck. I couldn't help but say the "L" word to the little guy. I hate saying love and Shuichi knows it and he knows I do show my love in other ways…

That is, if Riku doesn't interrupt. I got awkward when Riku came to live with us. Within the first week, he caught us in bed in the middle of the night wanting some comfort from a nightmare. Of course we had to stop—I was angry at that.

Shuichi told Riku he'll be out in a minute and vanished into the bathroom. While he was in there, Riku was staring at me with weird eyes. A few minutes later, Shuichi emerges from the bathroom in fresh pajamas and a fresh washed-clothed body.

Shuichi took Riku into his room and cradled him to sleep within his Mama's embrace. I disappeared into the bathroom myself and finished the night off and went off to slumberland. Of course, the next day at breakfast Riku asked why "Papa was hurting Mama…" I grunted as I rubbed my sinuses, and Shuichi blushed saying that, "Papa wasn't hurting Mama, he was making Mama happy."

Riku never asked again.

Now, Riku has become part of our lives like food and water. We wouldn't know what to do if we ever lost him. Obviously, we'll break apart.

However, in the meantime, we can enjoy our times together as one big happy family.

AN: Hey everyone! How's the first chapter of Sensational Sins? Did you like it?

Next in Sensational Sins:

The next chapter will revolve around Shuichi's band, Bad Luck and how it came to be.