Disclaimer: Unfortunately, I don't own Merlin. But I figure you knew that already :)
I have never felt like this about anyone before. I felt like I would have brought you the brightest star from the heavens, just to see you smile, because if you were happy, then I was too. Like I would have halted the passage of the sun in the sky, stopped the entire world, to stay frozen in time with you for one perfect moment, because spending the rest of my life with you would be too short a time. Like every tear you cried would cut me like a knife, because my life meant nothing if you were sad.
I think…I think I loved you. I loved you, and I still do. And I always will, until the stars fall down from the sky, until the oceans and rivers run dry, until the end of the very world itself.
Did you ever feel the same about me?
I thought you did, once. I thought that no matter what life threw at us, we would face it together, and that one day I would find a way to always be by your side. I guess I was wrong. That future I saw, that dream I had, was shattered and broken by the smallest of things; your hand in his, the crystal tears you cried as he left. The way he looked at you, the way you gazed back at him. You looked at him like he was the reason you existed, and that without him you were nothing. You looked at him the way I look at you. The way you've never looked at me.
I have never felt like this about anyone before. I feel like I brought you the brightest star from the heavens, only to have you grind it into the dust at your feet. Like I halted the passage of the sun in the sky, stopped the entire world, just so I could stay frozen in time with you for one perfect moment, only for you to leave me, alone, for all eternity. Like the tears you cried cut me like a knife, a knife that you held in your own hand.
I think…I think I feel…betrayed.
The End