'I don't think things happen just like that, theres always something leading to what happens'
'Yeah it does happens'
'I don't think so'
'One second everything is normal and fine then BAM everything, everything in your life is crushed'
We were all sitting around the dinner table like every supper, with Fred and George telling jokes and dad complaining about how Rena Ursine using Floo Powder in front of muggles, which brought countless wizards to a shopping mall to use Memory Charms on all the customers and mom nagging at Ron and me about table manners. Then mom just dropped to the floor, dad tried talking to her and checking her pulse but she didn't reply and her heart wasn't beating. We rushed her to a muggle hospital, but there was nothing they could do. When they pronounced her dead, I couldn't take it, I just started running, I wasn't sure where to, but I knew I couldn't be there. I saw a large bag with someone in it getting wheeled away on a stretcher. I wasn't certain why, but right there at that moment I collapsed to the floor crying. In front of patients, doctors, and nurses, all of them, I didn't care what they thought; I didn't care what anybody thought.
-*-
A tear slipped from my right eye and drizzled down my cheek, which lead to many others. Dripping off of mommy's auburn casket. Auburn; just like mommy's fizzy hair. I set down a light pink rose, on the top by the bouquet of flowers from dad and left in a hurry before anyone could try to address their condolence to me.
I promised myself I wouldn't choke up at the funeral but I couldn't take the pain no more.
I was never good at keeping promises.
Mommy abandoned me. She was my best friend, she was the only one I could talk to, and she was my shining light.
How could she leave me here? I needed her to be there when I graduate and when I get married. I needed her to be the first person to hold my newborn. I needed her to be there watching little Destiny take her first steps. I needed her.
-*-
The Dream Team, mostly Hermione and Ron tried to comfort me after the funeral but I just pushed them away. I didn't want anyone's pity, if I never wanted anyone to feel sorry for me because our family was poor then I wouldn't want it now. How come no one understands? I was about to shove cake into my mouth until I thought about mom. How can I be eating while mom's in heaven dead and never coming back? She will never get to enjoy life anymore.
I left my dish and went for the backdoor, which led to a wooden, broken down swing set. I loved swing sets when I was little, mom use to push me everyday, I was so scared until mommy made sure I won't get hurt and she would be there for me. I felt so free back then and nothing could hurt me in the air. One time I fell out of the swing and landed on my knees, causing them to be bruise and bleed. She cleaned it out and bandaged it and kissed it good-bye. 'Its all better pumpkin, boo-boo gone,'
I have a boo-boo and nobody can make it go away. Nobody.
'Yeah it does happens'
'I don't think so'
'One second everything is normal and fine then BAM everything, everything in your life is crushed'
We were all sitting around the dinner table like every supper, with Fred and George telling jokes and dad complaining about how Rena Ursine using Floo Powder in front of muggles, which brought countless wizards to a shopping mall to use Memory Charms on all the customers and mom nagging at Ron and me about table manners. Then mom just dropped to the floor, dad tried talking to her and checking her pulse but she didn't reply and her heart wasn't beating. We rushed her to a muggle hospital, but there was nothing they could do. When they pronounced her dead, I couldn't take it, I just started running, I wasn't sure where to, but I knew I couldn't be there. I saw a large bag with someone in it getting wheeled away on a stretcher. I wasn't certain why, but right there at that moment I collapsed to the floor crying. In front of patients, doctors, and nurses, all of them, I didn't care what they thought; I didn't care what anybody thought.
-*-
A tear slipped from my right eye and drizzled down my cheek, which lead to many others. Dripping off of mommy's auburn casket. Auburn; just like mommy's fizzy hair. I set down a light pink rose, on the top by the bouquet of flowers from dad and left in a hurry before anyone could try to address their condolence to me.
I promised myself I wouldn't choke up at the funeral but I couldn't take the pain no more.
I was never good at keeping promises.
Mommy abandoned me. She was my best friend, she was the only one I could talk to, and she was my shining light.
How could she leave me here? I needed her to be there when I graduate and when I get married. I needed her to be the first person to hold my newborn. I needed her to be there watching little Destiny take her first steps. I needed her.
-*-
The Dream Team, mostly Hermione and Ron tried to comfort me after the funeral but I just pushed them away. I didn't want anyone's pity, if I never wanted anyone to feel sorry for me because our family was poor then I wouldn't want it now. How come no one understands? I was about to shove cake into my mouth until I thought about mom. How can I be eating while mom's in heaven dead and never coming back? She will never get to enjoy life anymore.
I left my dish and went for the backdoor, which led to a wooden, broken down swing set. I loved swing sets when I was little, mom use to push me everyday, I was so scared until mommy made sure I won't get hurt and she would be there for me. I felt so free back then and nothing could hurt me in the air. One time I fell out of the swing and landed on my knees, causing them to be bruise and bleed. She cleaned it out and bandaged it and kissed it good-bye. 'Its all better pumpkin, boo-boo gone,'
I have a boo-boo and nobody can make it go away. Nobody.