Ch.1-Hopeless

I was lying in a meadow that I had else knew about it except for me.I looked up at the sky.I remembered the day my team and i had a happened no more than a few weeks now all officially hate me.'They don't hate you..."My inner self told me.'Oh yeah,that's why Kaka-Sensei wants to stab me with a stake,Naruto wants to use his Kyuubi on me,Sai wants to tie me up in a box and throw me overboard on a ship and Sasuke wants to kill me with his hate me for what I did and I don't give a long as i'm alive,they'll never stop fighting.'I answered back.'If you kill yourself they're just gonna hate themselves and commit suicide later.'I thought about it.I could imagine what they would -Sensei would hang himself,Naruto would cut himself to death,Sai would draw a picture of a ninja and use it to kill himself and Sasuke would stab himself with his katana.'I'm guessing your right,but maybe you aren' would probabaly jump on my grave and play 'Party in the USA' on the 1st aniversery of my death.I can just imagine 're getting drunk and dancing on my ,they miss me alot.'It was just about sky looked red with the sunset.'You know your still care about are not cold,cruel, idiots who don't care about know them better than that.'I just didn't answer.'Can you please shut up?It's hard to think while you keep bothering me.' 'Fine!Don't say I didn't warn you they all die because of you,your gonna regret what you did.'Then she was ,she shut up so I could light from the sun later died out.I went home with a heavy before I went to my meadow,Tsunade had signed us up for a was low ranked,but we needed to stay on guard.I made my way up the steps of my house and went inside.I took a shower and changed into my I closed my eyes to sleep,I looked at the picture of Kakashi,Naruto,Sasuke and I looked at the new one of Kakashi,Naruto,Sasuke,me and was the newest member in our team.I picked the picture up and went to sleep with it in my arms.

~Flashback/Dream~

"Sakura,calm down!"Laughed Kakashi.I just kept laughing.I was so ,all five of us went on a mission together.

"."I said still giggling.

~End Flashback/Dream~

I woke up at dawn.I packed up a few clothes since the mission wasn't gonna be long.I looked at the clock on the was 5:30 am.I left my house and headed for the gates.I waited at the bridge that the gate was near.I sat on the railing.I looked at the morning sky.I got off the railing and sat down on the bridge.I pulled out a sketchpad.I drew out the sun rising.I looked back at the previous were all pictures of my teammates.I turned to the one with all of them.I sketched only thing missing was the smiles on their smiles they used to have were all gone.I sighed and imagined if I hadn't said what I had,would they would still be my friends.I put away my sketch book and sat in wait mode.

Kakashi's pov

I got up around 7:00 were suppose to meet at the bridge,but Naruto,Sasuke and Sai wanted to meet up at my house around 7:35.I took a shower,packed some clothes and food,and went out the front door.I noticed three kunoichis sitting on the steps of my porch. "Hey,goodmorning guys."I said.

"Sasuke-Teme,how can he be late to meet us up when it's his house were meeting up at?"

"How the hell should i ask him yourself."Sasuke said.

"Can we get off the subject that I'm always late?Let's get to the bridge before Sakura does and then we can say she's late."I told them.

"Hai!"They all said. 'Hm.I haven't seen or heard from Sakura in awhile.I wonder what's wrong with well,probably nothing.'We all continued toward the guys and me stopped dead in our tracks when we saw Sakura standing on the was to quiet. "Oh,look!The psycotic moron is back!"said and Sai remained didn't answer back.

We left the gates around was so never made so much as a was walking next to time to time,Naruto,Sai or Sasuke would cast a glance at would just stare straight ahead."Ok guys,we'll camp here for ,you take first take second."Kakashi she walked off towards the trees. "Sakura,where are you going?"She stod there for a good two minutes before she answered.

"I'm gonna go find some firewood before it gets to dark.I should be back by sunset."She then left.

Later that night...(Sakura pov)

It was my turn to went to bed and fell completely asleep.I decided it would be a good time to change take a shower and change my ANBU uniform.I did,but when I got back,Kakashi was outside the was glaring at me angrily. "Sakura,why wern't you guarding the tent?"I didn't answer."You could've gotten all of us killed!Do you realize that?!Stop being a weak little princess!We won't be here to protect you forever!Did you even think what would happen?!"I didn't answer.I heard something a shuriken came at Kakashi.I pushed him out of the way and got hit went into my arm.I pulled it out.

"Show yourself!"I yelled clutching my arm.I healed it.I heard a ghostly chuckle.I turned eyes opened wide.I saw my worse nightmare.I saw ex-boyfriend.I couldn't remember his last name though.

"Looks like little Sakura has a 't worry.I'll give you alot more."He said holding a small dagger.

"Hiro!What the Fucken hell are you doing here?!I told you we were through!Can't you get it through you thick skull?!"Kakashi sensei was just watching looked over at Hiro.

"Well,I'm not here to get you back.I'm here to kill your I saw you,I was shocked."

He drew closer to me.I pulled out my katana. "Oh,'t humor know you can't kill drew closer.I pulled down my mask and ran at dodged my first attack.

"I know I can kill you,because...Nobody tries to kill my I die in the process,so be it."I ran at him and cut his gasped.I was quicker than all,I was one of the best kunoichis in the leaf got a couple of good hits,but it was mainly on my when he was off katana went right through him like a fruit ran down the corner of his mouth.

"Sakura...why?"He asked.

"Because...your me and everyone else I know."I pulled back on my katana and he fell ran down my arms.I touched my cuts and healed them.

"Sakura?"I heard the tent opened and Sai,Sasuke and Naruto came out. "Sakura..."I suddenly felt someone's hand on my was Sasuke's.I shrugged it off.

"I'm gonna clean my katana."I left and headed toward the river.I left them alone.I sat at the bank.I cleaned my katana.I had a flashback

~flashback~

"Sakura!Come back here!"Hiro yelled.

"You'll have to catch me Hiro-Chan!"I kept he caught me.

"Gotcha!Hahaha!"He kissed my cheek.

~End Flashback~

I took off my mask and tears fell into rolled down my cheeks the last of his blood dripped.I used a jutsu that created a vile.I let his blood drip into it. "I'm sorry,Hiro.I'm gonna miss you."I found some really thin rope and tied it around the vile.I turned it into a necklace.I finished cleaning my I realized it was dawn.I looked at the was beautiful.I stood up.I put my katana back in it's holder.I put my mask back on and walked back to camp.

Kakashi's pov

Sakura came back to was really had already finished packing up our came up to me. "Where's Hiro's body?"She asked.

"Over there."I pointed toward the layed there unmoving and walked over to crouched ,Sasuke,Sai and I were slipped her arm under his back and sat him she lifted her mask just enough to show her lips and kissed the dead boys pulled out a rose and left it on his put him back down and adjusted her grabbed her put it over her shoulders.

"Let's go."She said followed her we were walking off,she turned her head back and whispered. "Goodbye,Hiro."We walked on and reached our destination."Ok team gather information about the target."

"Hai!"They all said and we we came up with Sakura asked,the guy politley rejected the question and sent her Naruto asked,the lady smacked his face and got kicked didn't get a chance to ask because a bunch of girls attacked tried to ask,but since he had a lack of social skills,nobody really wanted to talk to him.I couldn't ask because I decided to take a nap and fell is the one mission that got us down.

We were heading back to Kohana and we stopped for the had second watch was my turn for first they all slept,I carefully kept wtch of the tent and made sure nobody was 5:00,I woke up Sakura and made her watch."Sakura,are you alright?You've been really quiet lately."

"Yeah I am...No I'm not..."She looked down then at the moonlit sky."Why do you and the guys take pity on me?Is it because I'm the weakest one?Or is it because I can't take care of myself?Which one is it Kaka-Sensei?Am I that weak you guys decided not to tell me about the last mission you guys had?"She said harshly.

To be continued...