Into the Darkness
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Chapter 1
Is this what he deserves?
"Bella, Please wait." I knew that tone and I knew that I would be able to handle it much longer.
"Alice!" I yelled knowing she was already on her way. "Get me out of here" I breathed as she appeared though the trees.
"It doesn't have to be this way Bella" He said making a grab for my hand.
"Edward, if you love me that much you will let me go." My stare was as cold as his was warm and pleading. I knew that this would hurt him. But it was only to make him let me go. I would have be able to leave if I hadn't. It was as if the I had put a steak through his heart. He dropped my hand and his eyes went cold. I turned away from him. It was the only way. Right then I was glad that I had my thoughts to my self.
"Alice, please..." I said meeting her gaze. She only nodded, and that was the moment I walked away from the only man I have truly loved. It wasn't until later as Alice and I were driving south in her yellow Maserati that It dawned on me.
"Belle, where are we going?" Alice asked obviously confused because I couldn't make up my mind. But what are you supposed to say when the only place you want to be is far away from all of your family and friends. I didn't have anywhere else to go. I was so confused so lost, that I never answered Alice's question. I shoved on some sunglasses and turned up the music. I just needed to sort my head out.
I wasn't until we were almost at the state border that Alice pulled the car over and gave me one of those "I'm no Edward" looks. I knew exactly what she meant.
"Alice I didn't know what else to do." Still not looking at her directly.
"Belle, you can't run away from this." She said reaching for my hand to comfort me. But there was no comforting me in this situation. There as no taking back what had happened. There was nothing Edward, Alice or any of them could do now. It was all up to me. I was the one who had to make the decision.
"It's not running Alice, I just need time to clear my head. What happened Alice... You cant just take it back..."
"That's just it Bella, I don't even know what happened, can you please give me some sort of explanation?"
I was so hard to even think about that I didn't know if I could talk to Alice about it. She was like my sister, but what had happened was...
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"Bella, Please! I need you to do this for me! You know him better. And If I go any where near that insolent little shit, you know he wont come out in one piece!"
"Please don't make me do this. PLEASE"
"He doesn't deserve to be hurt they way I would hurt him."
"No it isn't but..."
"Bella Please.."
"Thank-you"
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The tears were already rolling down my face. Looking at Alice I began to sob. "I'm such a bad person! But it wasn't my entire fault! I didn't mean to kill him"
"Kill who?" Alice asked Sounding extremely worried
"Jacob?"
End
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