A:N Just so you all know I wrote this at one in the morning .It's a spur of the moment thing(plus my friends been buggin' me to download a story so I wouldn't be one of those people who just take up space in the hardrive with my account). Now, read and review, flames are pretty and will be used to cook the evil reviewers who start them MWAHAHAHA!!
From the moment we met I knew you were different. All my life I'd been looking for someone like you. You made me feel……..normal. Like I was a normal person, not creepy or weird in any way. I know you always used to call me strange, but, I don't know, you just had this way you talked that made me feel at peace with myself.
I made fun of you and called you stupid, oh why couldn't you see I was only hiding from how I really felt? Why couldn't you see that I was just scared of the feeling you gave me every time you looked at me? Oh how your gaze used to make me melt. At first I truly didn't know what that feeling was, I didn't know why I always was longing for your touch or your silly smile directed at me, but then two months ago I realized it. I wanted to tell you but I was scared of being hurt or rejected and now I feel like a total fool.
If only I had told you sooner maybe you would be with me now instead of her. If I just hadn't been so scared it would be me in bed with you tonight with that ring on my finger, a symbol of our undying love. But you're not with me and there's no ring on my finger, your true love lies elsewhere. I'm sorry for not telling you sooner and I know you won't like to hear what I'm about to say but I just can't go on living like this. I refuse to go on every day with you and Terra walking around the tower holding hands and, and kissing. I'm sorry Beast Boy but this is good-bye. Please just know that I have always and will always love you. Please know that I will always watch over you and no matter how hard the situations you face may be I will always be there, even in death, I will be there. I love you Beast Boy and now that you know I will rest in peace…. Forever.
-Raven.
Raven walked into Beast Boy and Terra's room to find the two snuggled up close and sleeping peacefully. She smiled at her love and set the message down on Beast Boy's dresser. Then she walked over to him and gently placed her lips on his "Good-bye" she said.
The next morning Beast Boy woke up and immediately noticed the letter. He got up quietly so he wouldn't wake his new wife, picked it up, and read it. His green skin grew pale; he threw the letter on the floor and ran to Raven's room. When the door opened he saw Raven on her bed with a pool of dark red blood gathered around her. Her arms were slit upwards and in her hand she held a dagger. "No" he whispered as he ran to her bed. He picked her up and cradled her in his arms, his forehead pressed against hers, her skin felt like ice, like death. "Raven why?" he asked through a steady flow of tears. "Raven, if only I had known, I wouldn't have married Terra if I knew you had……Raven I love you too". He pressed his lips gently onto her cold ones then he set her back down and walked out of the room. He walked back to the room where Terra sat on the bed holding the letter with a look of disbelief mingled with anger set all over her face. When Beast Boy came in she ran to the door and held him tightly. "Beast Boy" she asked weakly "is she….." "Yes" was all Beast Boy could manage to say. Terra pushed him away and looked up at him confused" Did you love her?" she asked, her voice shaky. Beast Boy looked up at the ceiling, tears streaming down his cheeks and said "With all my heart"
So………..HOW'D YOU LIKE IT!! Please review, this is my first fanfic so I want brutal honesty. I just love the Beast Boy/Raven coupling, they are soo perfect. Now, thanks a bunch to all my reviewers, you all rock! An extra special thanks to T.T Darby (your suggestions really helped), huggiessuckgopampers (I'll try to write another chappie but I kinda like this as a one shot), and rikagirls (I'm glad you liked it so much).Also, to all readers I implore you to read my bio page, I need input on which story you all want me to write next. And now with great pleasure I leave you with a quote. "Can you see me, are you truly gone? I'm dying here without you. Call to me, I'll hear your voice! Though I never truly had you".
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