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Standing
Around
"Fuu-Chan!"
Yanagi's gentle voice called out to me. "We're over
here!"
Craning my neck, I
looked towards the direction of her voice and found her waving at me. It was the
first day in our last year of high school. Next year would be a new year, new
school, new opportunities and a new chance. But for now, we would relish the
moments we have together and fight towards that new beginning that is waiting
for us.
"Yanagi-chan!" I
grabbed her in a bone-crushing hug. It's been three weeks since we've last met
as I had gone over to my grandmother's house in Hokkaido, losing touch with the
rest of the gang. "Kami-sama! I've missed you so
much!"
Just as I was
letting go of Yanagi, allowing her face color to return to it's normal healthy
pink, someone banged my shoulder, causing me to lose my
balance.
"Itai!" My
'assailant' fell onto the floor from the impact of our crash, rubbing her
bruised shoulder while sending me a glare along the way. "Can you stop standing
around? There are people who are trying to move from place to place!... Oh no!
I'm late!"
Barely
noticing the rest of her speech, I ignored her when she brushed herself off and
rushed to her class. The words reverberating in my
head.
"Fuu-chan? What's
wrong?" Yanagi's hand gently grasped mine, shaking me out of my
reverie.
Shaking my head
of my thoughts, I turned to smile at
her.
"Daijoubu."
'...stop
standing
around...'
~~~~~~~~~~
Sitting
in class, trying to keep my attention on the history teacher was not an easy
task, especially when he's teaching World War Two. Who really cares about a war
that has passed for more than half a
century?
I turned to my
right, casting Yanagi a bored look. She spared me a second, flashing me a
sympathetic smile before bending down to continue with her note taking. Rolling
my eyes at Yanagi's conscientiousness, I turned my gaze
elsewhere.
Just as I had
predicted earlier on, everyone was busy with their heads down, copying every
word that Takizawa sensei spouted as though it was the
Gospel.
At the back of
the classroom I noted a student who, like me, was bored and most definitely not
listening to Takizawa sensei - Mikagami Tokiya. However, unlike me, he did it
with confidence, knowing that he would definitely ace this subject with or
without listening to class. Glancing at him surreptitiously, I took in his
arrogant and self-assured gait, as well as his distancing aura. To many, he was
a God - someone to be admired but not touched. To me... to me, he would have
been, but he was
not.
~~~~~~~~~~
BUMP!
"Itai!"
I choked out those words as I fell straight onto the cement pavement my knees
scraping the hard floor
painfully.
Looking up, I
was preparing my death glare as well as a long speech about how blind people
should not be allowed onto the streets at least not without a sign or some
warning ten feet away. But I could
not.
Giving me a bored
look and his patented glare, the Adonis standing before me
smirked.
"Cat got your
tongue?"
~~~~~~~~~~
"Kirisawa-san!"
An angry voice boomed out waking me from my memory. "Could you tell me how our
Japanese troops managed to fool the British in our invasion of
Syo-nan-to??"
Gulping, I
literally broke out in sweat at Takizawa sensei's question. How the heck was I
supposed to give him an answer when I haven't even read pass the contents page
of the history
text??
"Eeto sensei..." I
was just about to say 'it was magic??' but another voice cut
in.
"We did it from the
North instead of the South. The British had thought that we would pick the
natural route which is from the sea so they countered it by facing their
artillery in that direction. Knowing it, we came in by the forests using
bicycles as opposed to tanks so as not to be hindered or delayed. Advancing
swiftly, we caught them unawares and completed our invasion of
Singapore."
Shocked,
silence filled the classroom momentarily. Make no mistake, the perfect answer
was not what stunned the class, the surprise arose from the fact that the quiet
seemingly distant Mikagami Tokiya actually participated in a class discussion
albeit a class punishment at that. I, like the rest of the class, was trying to
comprehend what has just passed. Mikagami Tokiya talking? The God actually spoke
up? And for me??
But
before Takizawa sensei could reply, the bell rang, signaling the start of our
lunch
hour.
~~~~~~~~~~
The
class was abuzz with conversation. 'Mostly about Mikagami's contribution to the
class no doubt' I thought sourly to
myself.
Glancing in his
direction, I dug my hand into my pocket and fingered the soft material of the
handkerchief that lay there.'It's now or never.' Resolutely, I stood up and
walked to his
desk.
"Mikagami-kun, I...
I would like to thank you f-for helping me just
now."
Sputtering out
those words like a lovesick fool, I cringed on the inside. 'That was great, now
you're gonna say "Would you like me to shine your shoes?" just like his fan club
would!'
So lost in my
self admonishment, I didn't realize that he had stood up until his shadow loomed
in front of me.
"Are you
done? I only did it because I could not stand Takizawa sensei. It has got
nothing to do with you. Stop standing
around."
Moving aside, he
brushed pass me towards the door. It was only then that I realized that the
entire class' attention was focused on me and what had just transpired. Glaring
at them, I walked back to my seat. Thank Kami-sama he spoke softly so they could
not hear the cold words he had
said.
Pulling out the
handkerchief, I held it to my nose inhaling the pine wood scent it emanated as I
whispered to myself.
"I
am not
lovesick."
~~~~~~~~~~
Annoyed
that what he said was true, I spat bitterly. "You're the one who bumped into me!
I should demand an apology
now!"
Standing up, I bent
my scraped knee, checking to see the severity of the wound. Noting that it was
not just a superficial wound, I turned to the arrogant Adonis next to
me.
"If this wound does
not heal by next week, you're going to
pay!"
Looking me up and
down in an attempt to enrage and intimidate me, his words came out measured and
cool.
"I will take no
responsibility for your
clumsiness."
~~~~~~~~~~
The
whistle went off.
I
kicked back against the track and shot off like a bullet. Feeling the wind
whipping against my face, I grinned as I pushed my legs to move faster, my arms
to swing quicker and my body to flow with the air around me. I truly felt in my
element when I was running. It wasn't long before I outstripped the rest of my
team members and was reaching the finishing
line.
As it came in view,
I noticed something, or rather someone, who was not a natural scene at the track
- Mikagami Tokiya. Dressed in the typical school uniform, he looked out of place
at the track where everyone was wearing their T-shirts and shorts. Yet, he
didn't really seem to notice it as he nonchalantly watched the track team
train.
'What is he doing
here?'
"Kirisawa-chan!
You're doing very well!" The voice of my coach sounded out as he came to me,
reporting my time. Dazed and momentarily distracted, the last thought before I
turned to my coach was 'he looks cute in
that.'
~~~~~~~~~~
"Yanagi-cha~an,"
I whined to my best friend of 6 years. "How could
you??"
Giving her my
famed 'Fuuko-Bambi-and-puppy-dog-eyes' combo, I pouted at her while she just
quietly giggled.
"You
know that my competition is coming up next week. Next week! And you brought me
to this
restaurant??"
"But it's
your favorite!" She protested weakly, although she was right. Yanagi knew all
about me, and was well aware of my habits. Ever since we were in middle school,
we would come to this restaurant at my insistence. I could not survive a Monday
without eating here. Citing the reason to be that 'it makes the week a lot more
bearable!'.
"And I love
the brownies here!!!!" I retorted. "I can't eat brownies when I'm going to run
next week! It's not good for my
form!!!"
"Oh look, the
clumsy girl is whining again." A familiar taunt from a very familiar classmate
of mine.
Raising my eyes,
I frowned, more at the flutter in my stomach than the sharp ends of his
words.
"Mikagami-kun!
What an unpleasant surprise!" I forced my heart to return to it's normal speed.
I would not let his perfect face ruin my reputation! I would
not-
"Hn. I just wanted
to tell you to keep your voice down, it's not that pleasant to begin with, so
don't share it with the whole
restaurant."
Feeling my
eyebrow twitch, I was prepared to return with another comeback when Yanagi grasp
my arm, smiling up at
Mikagami.
"Please forgive
Fuu-chan, she was just too
excited."
Damn Yanagi and
her good manners! Scowling at her, I forcefully grabbed my lemonade and thanked
Kami-sama for a drink as sour as my mood - I will -not- be flustered just
because he -talked- to
me!
~~~~~~~~~~
"My
clumsiness?? If you have yet to notice you blind wombat, my knee is injured! I'm
sure I don't go around flinging myself on the ground just for kicks!" I shouted,
putting emphasis on my wounded limb by pointing to it with my forefinger. "When
you're done being a jerk, move out of my way so I can- What are you
doing??"
Kneeling down to
the level of my wound, Mikagami took out a handkerchief from his pocket and
dabbed the blood after which, he tied it round the wound to stop the bleeding.
Rising up to his normal height, he gripped my arm in a vice jerking it
forward.
"You need to go
to the nurse."
No one was
as bewildered as I was at that
moment.
~~~~~~~~~~
"...
And coming in first is Kirisawa Fuuko from Tounan
High!"
The cheers were
deafening, completely overwhelming. It was a proud moment for the school as well
as for myself as I knew this would be the last time I will be running for the
school.
"Fuuko, I knew
that you would make us proud, now you've gotten the gold you've been waiting
for. I told you that all you needed was more training especially due to the
circumstances last year." The coach's voice was laced with reminiscence and a
tinge of pride that made my heart swell. "I still cannot believe how you ran
with an injured knee that
afternoon!"
"Arigatou." I
bowed to her before enveloping her in an embrace. "I'm glad to have made you
proud."
"Fuu-chan!"
"Kirisawa-chan!"
"Fuuko!"
The
rest of my friends and classmates have found me, coming forward to extend their
congratulations and well wishes. Amongst them was one person I was most
definitely not prepared to see - Mikagami Tokiya. The crowd parted as they saw
him, eyes widening as the God came forth to bestow upon me his
Benison.
Smirking, he
walked pass me.
"Well
done for a clumsy girl, now would you stop standing
around?"
~~~~~~~~~~
I
sat there with my injured knee perched precariously on the bed while Mikagami
stood at the door waiting for the nurse to free herself from the other
student.
"Mikagami-kun...
A-arigatou for the
handkerchief."
I was
flustered. It wasn't everyday that the school's handsomest boy would offer his
handkerchief to you, and I wasn't prepared for it
either.
"I didn't want it
anyway, it's so ugly, you can keep
it."
"Why you-" I could
not continue as my rage was choking the words. How could he be so kind one
minute and so infuriating in the
next??
Cocking his chin
at me in his irritatingly self-assured manner, his next words were the one that
I would never
forget.
"Just be more
alert and -stop standing
around-."
~~~~~~~~~~
"Banzai!!!"
Cheers were resounding throughout the large
auditorium.
Today was our
Graduation Day. The day we have been waiting with great anxiety and trepidation.
Today was the day we inched closer to that dream career of ours, or that adult
life we've been waiting for. It was also that day that we would shed our
childish airs and enter the
unknown.
"Yanagi-chan!
Let's go to eat at the restaurant later!" I chimed out to my best
friend.
"Sure!" She
agreed immediately, smiling as she did. "But why? It's not even
Monday!"
Pouting at her,
I gave her a winsome yet wistful
grin.
"Next year, you'll
be going off to Kyoto, who knows when we are going to next meet? I would love to
eat there with you one last
time."
"Don't sound so
morbid you clumsy girl, I didn't realize you were going to
die."
Caught unawares, I
spun around coming eye to eye with
Mikagami.
"Wow,
Mikagami-kun, if I didn't know better, I would think that you enjoy sneaking up
to me!"
He ignored me,
turning to Yanagi instead. "Would you mind if I had a moment with
her?"
Stunned, Yanagi
merely nodded before smiling sweetly at the both of us and scampered off to find
the rest of our
classmates.
"Traitor..."
I muttered under my
breath.
"Kirisawa..." He
spoke up ignoring my mutter despite hearing it clearly, "I just wanted to give
you this. Have a good
day."
Putting a large
envelope in my hands, he turned and strode towards the exit of the auditorium.
Taken aback, all I did was shout to his retreating back. "Aren't you even going
to tell me to 'stop standing
around'??"
Stopping just
for a minute he glanced back, and replied before
leaving.
"Today you
didn't 'stand
around'."
~~~~~~~~~~
It
was a year before I saw him again, outside our old high school, at the same spot
where we bumped into each
other.
Smiling bashfully
at him, I walked up and greeted
him.
"Konnichiwa."
"Kirisawa,
since when were you so
polite?"
He still looked
very much the same. The same hair, the same eyes, the same style, but with a
rather different
attitude.
"I'm surprised
you didn't bump into me this time as your clumsy self
would."
Alright, scratch
that, a -modified-
attitude.
Just as I was
to shoot him a comeback, he took one step closer to me, pulling the locket I
wore around my neck out while smirking softly to
himself.
"You're wearing
it."
Unprepared for his
actions as well as the soft expression on his face, I was dumbstruck. He -did-
mean all the things he wrote to me in that letter enclosed in the
envelope.
Softly, he
spoke up.
"... I never
got a chance to say to you what I have always kept in my
heart..."
Reciting the
words from his letter, from his heart, he looked deep into my eyes and straight
into my soul.
"... To me,
you've never just 'stood around'. No, someone like you could never merely 'stand
around'. Not when we first met, nor when you ran that race with an injury
knowing that you would never win. No, you, Fuuko, stand
-out-..."
Smiling gently
at my shocked and awestruck expression, he placed his hands on my waist, sending
shivers up and down on my spine as he drew me
close.
"... All this
time, I may have seemed to intrude upon your frustrations and rage, but did you
realize that you were the only one I wanted to do that to? I only wanted a part
of your life, a part of your time, a part of your thoughts. Won't you let me
in?..."
Leaning my head
upon his chest, hearing his heartbeat, feeling his arms tighten around me in a
warm embrace, I recited along with him, the words I knew so well, the words I
read to myself every single lonely night before
today.
"...So I will say
it now, with a conviction so great, with a heart so full. Do not ask me why or
where these feelings arose from, 'Love looks not with the eyes, but with the
mind, and therefore is winged Cupid painted
blind'...
"... Will you
wait, one year from now at that corner you stole my heart? When the sun sets,
casting it's last rays of light upon that pavement, I'll be waiting. If you are
not there, I shall know that my heart was meant to be broken. But if you reach
there on that appointed time and day, I hope you would wear this locket I buy as
a sign of your
affection."
Pulling away
from me, he stopped reciting as he gazed deep into my eyes, reading the emotions
that were laid so bare before him, the emotions that emerged even before his
did.
Grinning unabashedly
at him, I
confessed.
"Maybe I
resented you for not getting that gold three years ago, but now... Now, I'm
waiting one year from last year, at that corner I stole your heart, when the sun
sets, casting it's last rays of light upon this pavement, just as you're
waiting. I'm wearing the locket you bought as a sign of my affection... no,
love. And now, I'm grateful to give up that gold, for a treasure far more worthy
and far more
precious."
Grasping the
lapels of his collar, I pulled him down, towards me. His face merely centimeters
away from mine before I
continued.
"So stop
standing around and kiss me
already!"
Matching my
grin, he replied in the only way he knew how.
~Owari~
Author's
Note:
Just a couple of explanations -
1. There was really an
attack on Singapore (which was renamed 'Syo-nan-to' by the Japanese after they
occupied Singapore. Trans: Light of the South). Takizawa sensei is very proud of
the Japanese soldiers as he was of the older generation thus he referred to the
conquered land as 'Syo- nan-to' while Mikagami did not.
1. As you can
see, I did not add the rest of the Hokage team here. I just wanted this story to
center around Mikagami and Fuuko's romance - of lack thereof in the beginning.
Yanagi was only added because I wanted Fuuko not to be like some other
interpretations where she was just a tomboy without any friends because of her
choice of BEING a tomboy. -Yes, I'm a self-confessed tomboy, so tomboys of the
world, UNITE!!!!-
1. Oh yes, I changed the age gaps a bit. Mikagami is
the same age and in the same class as Fuuko. More chances to meet ne?
1.
The lines 'sharp ends of his words' came from Jewel's 'Break me' Cool ne?
^_^
1. Please Please PLEASE review! I'm such a sucker for reviews, make
my day and press that button!
Translations:
Sensei: teacher
Daijoubu: I'm alright Itai: Ouch! Konnichiwa: good afternoon Kami-sama:
God
~Haruko
p/s don't you just love that quote from Shakespeare?
-swoons-
