Ok well i dont own sailor moon (But i would love to!!!) Please i would like your reviews so i know what 2 fix
Yes i know i probably have spelling errors but please excuse em i write them on perpose =)
I rated it nc17 because there are sexual content and suicide. it might be pg13 but i dunno so i dont care how
old you are when you read this but there is graphic content so i warend you twice!
~*Arigatou**Hitogoe*~
**Hotaru's POV**
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My life was great untill...untill he came. I loved his brother with all my heart. His name...his namesuited him
well,Hikoukai. His brother,Mouko was the love of my life, just his name filled my heart with great joy. The
day we met might as well been the day i die. I sat at my table,at the back of the room in Mr.Annon's art class
when they first walked into my life. I was seated next to Rini,my best friend ever. As we worked silently on
our project for the week I heard Mr.Annon's voice "Class this is Hikoukai and his younger brother Mouko,
they've just moved here.I think there are two seats at the back table. Hikoukai sit next to Hotaru and Mouko
next to Rini." Hikoukai started a conversation like he knew me while Mouko was silent and looked at me from
time to time. One day after school i was waiting for Rini at the corner when Mouko walked up to me "Hotaru,
I...I...I was wwwonddering if...if you'dd bbe mmmy girl?" "O yes! i would love it Mouko!." I hugged him,for i
have longed for him since i saw him. The next day we shared lunch,held hands,he wispered sweet words into
my ear, and as he walked me home he gave me the sweetest good-bye kiss. Each day we felt closer to one
another.I was happy untill our one month aniversary. "Taru, i have to go out of town for a week but if you need
anything Hikoukai will be home ok." "Mouko i only ask one thing of you." "Yes my love anything." "I want to
see you before you leave. "Actually hun i was hondering if you would drive me to the airport." "Sure!! Even
better!"
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Monday i drove Mouko to the airport and kissed him one last time not knowing what hell lay ahead. That
night i got a call from Hikoukai, "Hotaru, you wanna come over my parents arent home and im bored." "Sure
be right over. Bye" When i pulled up to the drive way there where no cars but his. When i reached the pourch
he opend the door. "Hi Hotaru." "Hey!" I replied. He shut the door behinde me and i went over and sat on the
sofa. He walked over and sat down next to me. He had a devilish smile apon his face. He moved closer to me
and began to kiss me. "What are you doing??"i said confused. "O come on Taru you and i both know we should
be together!" Next he grabbed my arms and pinned me down. "Let me go!" I cried out He kept holding me and
began to kiss me more and then started to unzip his pants,i cried out once more "Let me go NOW!!" He
didnt speak he only lifted up my skirt and pulled down my panties and then began to run his hands on my
developed chest. "No stop is Hikoukai stop it!."I screamed aloud it just hurt so damn bad and i woundered
what i did to deserve this. By this time his pants were off and i could feel myself blacking out.
As everything went dark i could hear him laughing with pleasure.
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When i awoke i was naked on the sofa and he was next to me naked as well. "Baby... your great but i bet
your better when your awake."He laughed. I was crying so hard. I shoved him off the sofa and grabbed my
clothes and struggled to put them on. "You asshole!Ecchi!" I smacked him as he got up .All he said was
"Oooo...kinky!"I ran out the door and to my car when i got in i was shaking so bad i could barely get the
key into the ignition. When i got homei went straight to my room,my face was soaked with cold tears
on my warm cheeks. It was late, i finally cried myself to sleep but the next few nights i couldnt sleep for
fear of him getting me. Wednesday after school Rini and i went to the movies. I saw him and sat down
quickly hoping he wouldnt see us. He glanced at us and walked over. "Hey Rini,Hotaru...can i talk to you for
a sec.?" I thought he would apologize for the other night..."Sure i, i guess."...i was wronge. We got to an
abandoned hallway and he shoved me into an emty closet and shut and locked it and we were alone. He
covered my mouth,took off my shorts,unzipped his pants and done as he did the night before. When he
finished with me he let me out of the closet and i ran as fast as i could to Rini. "Hotaru what were yall'
talking about? You were gone for half an hour." She saw the tears in my eyes "Hotaru...Whats wronge?"
she asked in a puzzled tone. "Rini lets get out of here please." As we walked out of the cinima Hikoukai was
leaning against the wall, "Bye Rini,Hotaru." When Rini wasnt looking he winked at me and blew a kiss.
I cried harder
"What would you like to do Hotaru?"
"Lets walk for a while."
"Ok if you want to."
"What happened between Hikouka and you back there?"
"He r..rrappeddd mme!" I felt more tears burst forth i couldnt stop the flow.
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We walked for hours and told her everything, every little detail of my sexual misfourtune.
She stared at me with a pause for a second. "He what!!! That....Ecchi...Shimatta! Hotaru why didnt you tell
me sooner??"
"Rini i was scared i didnt know what to do ."
"Scared of what a pervert like Hikoukai?"
"Well if he found out i have told on him he might do it again or hurt me worse." I showed her bruses and scars
apon my arms and legs.We walked more and then stopped at a park and sat by a tree. All i did was cry and cry
My head in Rini's arms. I got up and saw her new shirt was soaked by my tears.
"Rini i think i'm just going to go home and rest.The sooner i fall asleep the sooner tomorrow is here and then
i will get to see Mouko again."
"Are you going to tell Mouko about what happend???"
"Yes but i want you to be there with me please?"
"Sure if thats what you need."
"Ok well Mouko and I will meet you at the arcade at noon. Bye."
"Bye Hotaru."
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I went straight to my room hoping my parents would not see me. I laid down on my bed and closed my eyes.
The next thing i know i awaken to the sound of the doorbell. I looked at my clock on the desk next to my
backpack and it was 11:35 am I went downstairs and looked out the window to see Mouko standing on the
pourch.As I opened the door he smiled,
"Hotaru!!!!." He kissed me,I pushed him away some what.
"Hotaru?" He looked at me funny.
"Mouko I missed you so much!" I realized he was not his brother so I kissed his cheek to apoligize for a
moment ago.
"Mouko Rini is going to be waiting for us at the arcade by now."
"Well lets go."
He hugged me close and we decided to walk to the arcade insted of drive.We held hands as we walked he
would look at me about every three minutes and i would just be looking straight ahead.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
As we got about half way to the arcade i heard a voice and it got louder and louder
"Hotaru!!Mouko!! Wait up."
We stoped and i turned to see Rini coming up behinde us.
"Hi Rini!!"
"How was your trip Mouko?"
"Good."
As we got right by the arcade maybe two or three shops down from it i felt a suddent chill and looked ahead to
see Hikoukai walking to us so i began to panic and perspire.
"O..Hotaru can my brother come with us?"
"Uhm....welll.II.Uhm." I couldnt even talk at all
"Hotaru??"
Hikoukai shouted to us "Hey you loosers!Hi Hotaru!"He winked at me and Mouko laughed like it was a joke.
I burst into tears and turned towards my house and ran as Hikoukai reached our group.
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***Mouko's POV***
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"Hotaru???"I have never seen her run so fast before.
"Rini do you know what this is about???"
"How bout you Hikouka?"
He replied,
"No bro not at all." He said in a low tone and shrugged his shoulders.
Rini looked as if she had been stabbed in the back.
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***Rini's POV***
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I felt as if there was a fire inside me and as if i had a knife stuck in my back and i finally spoke and revealed the
truth to that perverted snake .
""Hikoukai you know damn well what the fuck this is about you son-of-a-bitch!"I looked into Hikoukai's eyes
and i could tell inside he was saying dont tell you cheep slut.
"Mouko he raped Hotaru!""Twice.She has bruses and scrapes on her arms and legs."
Mouko was filled with anger and i could see it.
"You stupid slut what are you talking about!I did no such thing to her."
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***Mouko's POV***
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"You son of a bitch man whore you. How dare you even touch my woman!" I socked him in the head and he
laid flat out onto the ground.
"Rini lets go find Taru.She probably went home."
"Right Mouko."
"Thank you for telling on Hikoukai."
She smiled and we ran as fast as we could back to Taru's house.When we reached the front yard the door
was wide open and a light on in Taru's bedroom.We raced up the stares and pushed open her bedroom door.
She was infront of her desk with a gun to her head. She spoke her final words:
"Maybe i can stop this pain!Mouko I love you!"Tears poured down her cheeks as she pulled the triger.
"Nooooooooooooooooo!!!!!" i screamed but it was to late the gun dropped from her had. Her body began
to follow it but i ran to catch her before her body joind the newly fired gun to the floor.
"Rini call 911 now!!""Hurry!!!""Hotaru no my love." I kissed her pale,still warm cheeks. and picked up the gun.
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***Rini's POV***
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"Hello 911 emergencies may i help you?" The operator asked
"Yes please help me my best friend just shot herself please!!!!"
"All right mama whats your name?"
"Rini and the address is Ainot 311 25."
"Allright the ambulance will be there soon."
"Thank you soooo much!!!"
As i placed the phone down i heard a second fire and i ran back to the room to find Mouko with a gun wound
to his chest and Hotaru in his arms. I began to cry harder and harder. The pain of loosing my two best friends
was so great and sooo painfull i fainted and when i went down my head smacked the near by night stad at
Hotaru's bedside.
Yes i know i probably have spelling errors but please excuse em i write them on perpose =)
I rated it nc17 because there are sexual content and suicide. it might be pg13 but i dunno so i dont care how
old you are when you read this but there is graphic content so i warend you twice!
~*Arigatou**Hitogoe*~
**Hotaru's POV**
---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
My life was great untill...untill he came. I loved his brother with all my heart. His name...his namesuited him
well,Hikoukai. His brother,Mouko was the love of my life, just his name filled my heart with great joy. The
day we met might as well been the day i die. I sat at my table,at the back of the room in Mr.Annon's art class
when they first walked into my life. I was seated next to Rini,my best friend ever. As we worked silently on
our project for the week I heard Mr.Annon's voice "Class this is Hikoukai and his younger brother Mouko,
they've just moved here.I think there are two seats at the back table. Hikoukai sit next to Hotaru and Mouko
next to Rini." Hikoukai started a conversation like he knew me while Mouko was silent and looked at me from
time to time. One day after school i was waiting for Rini at the corner when Mouko walked up to me "Hotaru,
I...I...I was wwwonddering if...if you'dd bbe mmmy girl?" "O yes! i would love it Mouko!." I hugged him,for i
have longed for him since i saw him. The next day we shared lunch,held hands,he wispered sweet words into
my ear, and as he walked me home he gave me the sweetest good-bye kiss. Each day we felt closer to one
another.I was happy untill our one month aniversary. "Taru, i have to go out of town for a week but if you need
anything Hikoukai will be home ok." "Mouko i only ask one thing of you." "Yes my love anything." "I want to
see you before you leave. "Actually hun i was hondering if you would drive me to the airport." "Sure!! Even
better!"
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Monday i drove Mouko to the airport and kissed him one last time not knowing what hell lay ahead. That
night i got a call from Hikoukai, "Hotaru, you wanna come over my parents arent home and im bored." "Sure
be right over. Bye" When i pulled up to the drive way there where no cars but his. When i reached the pourch
he opend the door. "Hi Hotaru." "Hey!" I replied. He shut the door behinde me and i went over and sat on the
sofa. He walked over and sat down next to me. He had a devilish smile apon his face. He moved closer to me
and began to kiss me. "What are you doing??"i said confused. "O come on Taru you and i both know we should
be together!" Next he grabbed my arms and pinned me down. "Let me go!" I cried out He kept holding me and
began to kiss me more and then started to unzip his pants,i cried out once more "Let me go NOW!!" He
didnt speak he only lifted up my skirt and pulled down my panties and then began to run his hands on my
developed chest. "No stop is Hikoukai stop it!."I screamed aloud it just hurt so damn bad and i woundered
what i did to deserve this. By this time his pants were off and i could feel myself blacking out.
As everything went dark i could hear him laughing with pleasure.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
When i awoke i was naked on the sofa and he was next to me naked as well. "Baby... your great but i bet
your better when your awake."He laughed. I was crying so hard. I shoved him off the sofa and grabbed my
clothes and struggled to put them on. "You asshole!Ecchi!" I smacked him as he got up .All he said was
"Oooo...kinky!"I ran out the door and to my car when i got in i was shaking so bad i could barely get the
key into the ignition. When i got homei went straight to my room,my face was soaked with cold tears
on my warm cheeks. It was late, i finally cried myself to sleep but the next few nights i couldnt sleep for
fear of him getting me. Wednesday after school Rini and i went to the movies. I saw him and sat down
quickly hoping he wouldnt see us. He glanced at us and walked over. "Hey Rini,Hotaru...can i talk to you for
a sec.?" I thought he would apologize for the other night..."Sure i, i guess."...i was wronge. We got to an
abandoned hallway and he shoved me into an emty closet and shut and locked it and we were alone. He
covered my mouth,took off my shorts,unzipped his pants and done as he did the night before. When he
finished with me he let me out of the closet and i ran as fast as i could to Rini. "Hotaru what were yall'
talking about? You were gone for half an hour." She saw the tears in my eyes "Hotaru...Whats wronge?"
she asked in a puzzled tone. "Rini lets get out of here please." As we walked out of the cinima Hikoukai was
leaning against the wall, "Bye Rini,Hotaru." When Rini wasnt looking he winked at me and blew a kiss.
I cried harder
"What would you like to do Hotaru?"
"Lets walk for a while."
"Ok if you want to."
"What happened between Hikouka and you back there?"
"He r..rrappeddd mme!" I felt more tears burst forth i couldnt stop the flow.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
We walked for hours and told her everything, every little detail of my sexual misfourtune.
She stared at me with a pause for a second. "He what!!! That....Ecchi...Shimatta! Hotaru why didnt you tell
me sooner??"
"Rini i was scared i didnt know what to do ."
"Scared of what a pervert like Hikoukai?"
"Well if he found out i have told on him he might do it again or hurt me worse." I showed her bruses and scars
apon my arms and legs.We walked more and then stopped at a park and sat by a tree. All i did was cry and cry
My head in Rini's arms. I got up and saw her new shirt was soaked by my tears.
"Rini i think i'm just going to go home and rest.The sooner i fall asleep the sooner tomorrow is here and then
i will get to see Mouko again."
"Are you going to tell Mouko about what happend???"
"Yes but i want you to be there with me please?"
"Sure if thats what you need."
"Ok well Mouko and I will meet you at the arcade at noon. Bye."
"Bye Hotaru."
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I went straight to my room hoping my parents would not see me. I laid down on my bed and closed my eyes.
The next thing i know i awaken to the sound of the doorbell. I looked at my clock on the desk next to my
backpack and it was 11:35 am I went downstairs and looked out the window to see Mouko standing on the
pourch.As I opened the door he smiled,
"Hotaru!!!!." He kissed me,I pushed him away some what.
"Hotaru?" He looked at me funny.
"Mouko I missed you so much!" I realized he was not his brother so I kissed his cheek to apoligize for a
moment ago.
"Mouko Rini is going to be waiting for us at the arcade by now."
"Well lets go."
He hugged me close and we decided to walk to the arcade insted of drive.We held hands as we walked he
would look at me about every three minutes and i would just be looking straight ahead.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
As we got about half way to the arcade i heard a voice and it got louder and louder
"Hotaru!!Mouko!! Wait up."
We stoped and i turned to see Rini coming up behinde us.
"Hi Rini!!"
"How was your trip Mouko?"
"Good."
As we got right by the arcade maybe two or three shops down from it i felt a suddent chill and looked ahead to
see Hikoukai walking to us so i began to panic and perspire.
"O..Hotaru can my brother come with us?"
"Uhm....welll.II.Uhm." I couldnt even talk at all
"Hotaru??"
Hikoukai shouted to us "Hey you loosers!Hi Hotaru!"He winked at me and Mouko laughed like it was a joke.
I burst into tears and turned towards my house and ran as Hikoukai reached our group.
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***Mouko's POV***
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"Hotaru???"I have never seen her run so fast before.
"Rini do you know what this is about???"
"How bout you Hikouka?"
He replied,
"No bro not at all." He said in a low tone and shrugged his shoulders.
Rini looked as if she had been stabbed in the back.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
***Rini's POV***
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
I felt as if there was a fire inside me and as if i had a knife stuck in my back and i finally spoke and revealed the
truth to that perverted snake .
""Hikoukai you know damn well what the fuck this is about you son-of-a-bitch!"I looked into Hikoukai's eyes
and i could tell inside he was saying dont tell you cheep slut.
"Mouko he raped Hotaru!""Twice.She has bruses and scrapes on her arms and legs."
Mouko was filled with anger and i could see it.
"You stupid slut what are you talking about!I did no such thing to her."
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
***Mouko's POV***
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"You son of a bitch man whore you. How dare you even touch my woman!" I socked him in the head and he
laid flat out onto the ground.
"Rini lets go find Taru.She probably went home."
"Right Mouko."
"Thank you for telling on Hikoukai."
She smiled and we ran as fast as we could back to Taru's house.When we reached the front yard the door
was wide open and a light on in Taru's bedroom.We raced up the stares and pushed open her bedroom door.
She was infront of her desk with a gun to her head. She spoke her final words:
"Maybe i can stop this pain!Mouko I love you!"Tears poured down her cheeks as she pulled the triger.
"Nooooooooooooooooo!!!!!" i screamed but it was to late the gun dropped from her had. Her body began
to follow it but i ran to catch her before her body joind the newly fired gun to the floor.
"Rini call 911 now!!""Hurry!!!""Hotaru no my love." I kissed her pale,still warm cheeks. and picked up the gun.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
***Rini's POV***
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"Hello 911 emergencies may i help you?" The operator asked
"Yes please help me my best friend just shot herself please!!!!"
"All right mama whats your name?"
"Rini and the address is Ainot 311 25."
"Allright the ambulance will be there soon."
"Thank you soooo much!!!"
As i placed the phone down i heard a second fire and i ran back to the room to find Mouko with a gun wound
to his chest and Hotaru in his arms. I began to cry harder and harder. The pain of loosing my two best friends
was so great and sooo painfull i fainted and when i went down my head smacked the near by night stad at
Hotaru's bedside.