Hey guys, this is a small drabble I cooked up. It was originally just my thoughts and musings, but I tweaked it and turned it into this. Hope you enjoy. Rate and Review only if you want.
I hope you know I loved you.
I loved you with every fiber of my being, and all I ever wanted to be was yours.
You were the reason I enjoyed living. You were the reason I had become confident and loved myself.
The reason I applied to train with Tsunade, and suffered because I knew at the end of it I could become stronger, so you wouldn't think I was weak and useless. You told me you hated it when I would become sad and depressed. Do you remember that?
I loved you so much I ignored the insults, the rude staring, the belief that you would just use me and become like everyone else.
You were the first to say, " I love you." You brought me out of my shell and let me be myself.
At least until you didn't like "me" anymore. No, no I had changed. I wasn't the slightly submissive, but sassy girl that somehow made you laugh. I turned into the girl who angered and annoyed you.
Who "lied" to you, and became completely worthless to you. I don't believe that you ever really loved me in the first place.
We've been together for four years. Four years, Sasuke, and the only time I can remember being truly happy and in love just happens to be the first year, and the two weeks I spent with you in the summer.
That's three years of pain, lowered confidence, controlling behavior, and self-loathing.
You controlled me by killing the same confidence you built up in me, you told me I was worthless when you KNEW that would hurt me the most.
I have been struggling with feeling worthless for years and for you to say that put the last nail in the coffin.
You don't keep your promises, you don't talk to me anymore, you don't care about me anymore, and you don't love me. Not anymore.
You know the worst freaking part? I still love you. I think I'll always love you. I may not care about it, but a part of me, no matter how small, will always love you. It hurts, Sasuke.
I hope you realize what you've lost.
Goodbye Sasuke.
