A/N: This is a songfic I wrote for Patricia and Eddie. They are the cutest couple on HOA, and I think this song fits them perfectly. However, I think my story is terrible, but reviews are appreciated. The song is called Disgusting but Ke$ha and Miranda Cosgrove.

My heart booms at the speed of light
But the exit signs always on my mind, always in my sight.
I can say that I really want to stay,
But the devil inside always wins the fight, always gets his way.

I really like him. Whenever I see him, my heart starts beating faster and louder until I'm sure he can hear it. I've never felt this way with any other guy before. I don't know what to do or how to act, so I make fun of him and call him "Slimeball" or "Weasel" to hide my true feelings.

Jump out the window gotta get out on the highway,
Think things are getting too attached, I need an escape.
I'm seeing stars and there is nothing more that I hate, baby.

There is something that I gotta say.
It's disgusting, how I love you.
God, I hate me. I could kill you.
Cause your messing up my name.
Gotta walk my talk my fame, but I just want to touch your face.
It's disgusting.

I don't know why I like him. Maybe it's his confidence or his looks. Or maybe it's because he challenges me, and "keeps me on my toes." I used to be the bad girl, the trouble maker, until he came. Now I never know what to expect. And I like it. It's disgusting.

It's disgusting, how you changed me.
From a bandit to a baby.
Thinking about gotta change my name,
If I'm gonna walk this walk of shame.
Look at what you do to me.
It's disgusting.

He changed me. Turned me from a bored trouble maker into an obsessed worrier. I hate him for it, yet I like him for it. It's disgusting.

My mind blinks like a traffic light.
It's green and red and stop and go. Changing all the time.
And it makes me scared, that I haven't loved.
That it's still right here, more or or or less.

I'm always thinking about him. Thinking about his face, his smile, his laugh, or how I look when I'm around him. I've never thought about any other guy like this before. I've never been like a regular girl, obsessing over things like this. It's disgusting.
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Stuck out in traffic, ya, I gotta go my own way.
My head is slipping, too intense I need an escape
I'm seeing stars and there is nothing more than I hate, baby.

There is something that I gotta say.
It's disgusting, how I love you.
God, I hate me. I could kill you.
Cause your messing up my name.
Gotta walk my talk my fame, but I just want to touch your face.
It's disgusting.

It's disgusting, how you changed me.
From a bandit to a baby.
Thinking about gotta change my name,
If I'm gonna walk this walk of shame.
Look at what you do to me.
It's disgusting.

Chapter by chapter, I'm falling faster and faster,
Becoming manic and magic it's so romantic I panic, oh.
Hit the eject button but it must be stuck, somethings up.
Right over the brink, Baby.

It's disgusting, how I love you.
God, I hate me. I could kill you.
Cause your messing up my name.
Gotta walk my talk my fame, but I just want to touch your face.
It's disgusting.
It's disgusting, how you changed me.
From a bandit to a baby.
Thinking about gotta change my name,
If I'm gonna walk this walk of shame.
Look at what you do to me.
It's disgusting.

Oh, it's disgusting
Oh, it's disgusting
Look at what you do to me.
Oh, look at what you do to me.
It's disgusting.
Disgusting.

I love him, and it's disgusting.