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(A/N:) OK this is one of my old stories from my old user name that I found on my computer. My old user name was Marsha a.k.a. Inuyasha and the story was 'My Secret Letters'. Well its back and better than ever so enjoy and I hope you like the new Revised Version of 'My Secret Letters.

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Chapter 1: Inuyasha

It's been one year exactly since he had entered into college and he still didn't know who was behind the letters. They were secret and always well concealed. No matter how hard Inuyasha tried he could not figure out who was sending him these letters. At first he thought they were some crude joke and he laughed at first, but then they got worse and more steamy and personal. Inuyasha use to share these letters with his friends but that soon stopped because as the year went on the letters got worse and Inuyasha began to take pleasure in reading them.

No one knew of his little secret and Inuyasha prayed no one would ever find out. Soon Inuyasha came to expect those letters and spent many nights pleasuring himself to them. Inuyasha became very secretive about those letters that is until Miroku stumbled upon him reading the letter and sliding his hand into his pants. Inuyasha let Miroku read the letter and the ones that came after but to this day Miroku denies ever seeing Inuyasha touching himself and he stands by that story 100.

Inuyasha was now a sophomore in college and he still didn't know who this guy was and he couldn't even write him back because he never answered his letter. Inuyasha was at a lost of words and he didn't know what to do. After the first semester of his sophomore year Inuyasha decided that these letters were strictly written to give him pleasure and he took pleasure in reading them and he smiled happily every night after doing so, but something was missing. Something was lacking and Inuyasha knew what it was, his pride. Ever since those letters started to come, his pride and family honor slipped a little until he failed to think about it at all. And this was no way to live.

Inuyasha stepped out of the shower and wrapped a towel around his waist. The other guys in the locker room were laughing, dialing up girlfriends, talking and everything else, while he was in the shower thinking about a boy. How in the hell did this happen? Inuyasha walked over to his locker and sat down on the bench facing it, no use trying to deny it, he was in love with a guy he didn't even know. It was sickening, maddening, and yet he loved it-loved him. The boy writing these letters must seriously be in agony if he had time to write such perverted things.

Inuyasha stood and opened his locker and the expected letter fell out and landed at his feet. Inuyasha stooped to pick it up and returned to his seat on the bench. Temptation swam through him to open the letter but their were to many people around, so Inuyasha simply stood and walked out of the room and head down the hall to his dorm room and flopped down on his bed. He looked around and sniffed to air to make sure he was alone and opened the letter.

Dear Inuyasha,

I touched myself again…you make me do all types of strange things. I had a fantasy about us and I'm sure you would enjoy reading it. I was in the shower and you were watching me. I could feel your eyes on me and I smiled. I turned and faced you and watched you stand to lock the door then walk back to where you sitting and you continued to watch me. I began to stroke myself and I heard you chuckle in that deep sexy voice of yours. Then I felt your arms around me and I felt your hands slide to my erection to stroke me even harder. I sighed and laid my head back on your shoulder and I discovered you haven't removed yours clothes at all. I was about to voice this when you shoved me against the wall and rammed your hard cock into me. Oh I moaned and I screamed. I felt so good and so alive. You continued to pump yourself in and out of me until we both climaxed. Inuyasha what you do to me is something special and I don't ever want it to go away. Inuyasha I love you and one of these days we will meet.

Akira

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Kai stroked himself even harder until he came with a powerful force. He sighed and fell back against his makeshift bed under the basement stairs closet. "Wow that was satisfying."

Kai rolled onto his stomach and sighed as sweat spilled from his forehead. It was a world record he knew, ten seconds of stroking and he already climaxed. Kai rested for a few more moments then stood and walked out of his secret hideout and walked up the stairs and closed the basement door. Kai scratched his short choppy hair and sighed. He walked down the hall to his dorm 115 and opened the door only to see his roommate and best friend for all of his life jackin' off.

Shock rolled upon his face as Inuyasha stilled in his movements and stared at his best friend. A deep blush covered both the boys' cheeks and Kai hurriedly left the room and closed the door. Inuyasha sat up and tucked the note under his pillow before getting up completely to retie his towel and open the door to let Kai back in. Once inside their room they shared an uncomfortable silence. Kai once again reached to scratch his head and forced a nervous laugh; "Well it seems we were both doing the same thing."

Inuyasha looked up and smiled at his friend. "I guess."

"So who's the letter from?"

"Some girl," dammit! He shouldn't have to lie about this it was his best friend.

"Really? Well she has to be hot if you're pumping to a letter."

"Well actually it's a-a g-g-guy."

That peaked Kai's attention. He walked over to Inuyasha's bed and sat down. "Can I see?"

Inuyasha handed Kai the note and Kai read it and blush flared his cheeks. He then looked at Inuyasha and handed him back the note and subconsciously blinked. Inuyasha saw this and assumed his friend was shocked at the content in the note and he made up an excuse. "Yea I know its pretty deep. I couldn't help it, it excited me."

Kai nodded his head and smiled but did nothing more. Inuyasha thought he had made the right decision by telling Kai about his stalker crush but apparently he was wrong. But what Inuyasha didn't know was that Kai was responsible for that note and to walk in and discover his best friend getting off on that was a major high. The things it did to him were unimaginable. Inuyasha sighed and began to apologize for the note when Kai stopped him.

"I'm not mad, I'm just shocked."

"Oh well that's good."

"So I see that he didn't stop writing after all, you were just lying."

"Yeah, when the stuff in the letter started getting heavy I stopped reading them."

'Well that's good', Kai thought. He didn't want any of the boys at school to know what he was thinking about Inuyasha. Kai smiled again as another thought rushed through his mind. 'I thought he threw all my notes anyway'. Kai stood and walked over to his bed and began taking off his shoes, socks, pants, shirt, then finally his boxers. Kai gathered up all his clothing and put them in their laundry bag and walked back to bed. Inuyasha sat and watched Kai the whole time and he suddenly felt that sensation to masturbate. Kai was unaware of any of this and climbed into bed and went to sleep. Inuyasha stood and turned off the light before going back to bed.

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Early the next morning Kai awoke and dressed then slipped into a pair of sweat pants and tiptoed out the room, where he ran into Kouga. "Higurashi, what's up?"

"Nothing," Kai replied in a strained voice. He never did like him and there was just something about him that scream rapist but he let it slide.

"What do you want?"

"Me? Nothing, just wanted to know what you doing up this early in the morning."

"Nothing, now let me go."

Kai snatched away from Kouga and stormed down the hall. He was heading to the showers; Inuyasha would be in there as soon as he awoke which would be in 15 minutes or so. He had to get everything set up if he was going to get Inuyasha into his bed at all. Kai crept into the locker room and snuck up to Inuyasha's locker and put a tiny letter inside. After completing his mission Kai crept back to his room. Kai gently closed the door and slid quietly into bed. "Where you been this early in the morning?"

Kai nearly jumped out of his skin and looked over at Inuyasha and saw him staring at him with suspicion. He had to find something to say to him but nothing came to his head and suddenly his lips took over, "I couldn't sleep so I strolled around for a minute and now I'm tired."

Kai faked a yawn and attempted to go to sleep but the pull of Inuyasha was too much. "Kai, what are you up to?"

"Me? Nothing."

Inuyasha looked at his best friend and left the room. Kai sighed a breath of relief and went back to sleep. Meanwhile Inuyasha was walking down the hall toward the locker room where he ran into Miroku. "Hey, Inuyasha."

"Hi. What do you want?"

"What's your problem?"

"Nothing, I think—never mind. Hey did you see anyone come in here?"

"No why?"

"Nothing." Inuyasha opened his locker and a letter fell out. He stooped to get it but Miroku got to it first. Inuyasha tried to reach for the letter but Miroku moved out of his way. He then began reading the material and after the first line a blush rushed to his cheeks and he graciously handed Inuyasha the letter. "I thought you stopped getting those."

"I did, this must be a new one."

"Just who is this guy?"

"If I knew that I wouldn't be standing here right now," yea I'd be fucking his brains out.

"Yash are you sure that you don't know this guy?"

"Does it look like I know this guy?"

"Well I just making sure. You know this guy knows some pretty intimate things about you."

"I know that."

Inuyasha walked out of the locker room with the letter in tow and headed straight for his room flopped on his bed, then torn open the note.

Dear Inuyasha,

I want you…I saw you in the shower yesterday and I wanted to fuck you. My dick's so hard from the picture of you naked. I can picture you ridding me and I want you to suck me. I can't help myself but I want you Inuyasha and I want you to want me. I want to be your pillow. I want to lick, kiss, suck, and fuck every part of you, will you let me? If I were to come up behind you and slide my hand down your pants would you let me? If I were to suck your dick on the teacher's desk while class was in session, what would you do? I want to suck your dick and I want your big juicy cock inside of me. I want to be your slave, Inuyasha. I want you to beat me and use me anyway you can, just as long as I feel you inside of me at night. When I go to sleep, I see your face. When I wake up I feel your touch and I want to have you. Inuyasha. Everyday in my mind I violate you in many different ways and I want you to do the same, will you? Are you thinking about me now? Is your dick hard? Are you filled with wanting or are you still unsure? My love and devotion to you is forever…

Akira

Inuyasha looked up from the letter and blushed when he saw Kai smiling at him. "What?"

Kai simply shook his head, stood and walked to his drawer and began pulling out his uniform. He returned to his bed, dropped his clothes on the mattress and pulled off his sweat pants and began to dress. Inuyasha glared at Kai before demanding another explanation, but nothing was said. Finally after Kai finished pulling on his boxers and turned toward Inuyasha and said in amused voice. "You have a hard on."

Inuyasha looked down at his dick and saw it straining against his shorts. "So?"

"Another letter from that boy?"

"Keh."

Inuyasha got dress and walked out the room and headed to his class. Kai walked over to Inuyasha's bed and picked up the note and smiled at the knowing of Inuyasha excitement was due to his letters. Kai placed the letter back down and finished dressing then hurried off to class.

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Ok that was the first chappie. In the second chappie we'll find out who Kai is and there'll be some nifty flashbacks. Please review after you read thanks! NO FLAMES!